sebuah kisah yg terukir dalam lagu (ceileeeeee)

December 21st, 2008 by layzee

lagu2 kebangsaan gueeeeee!! hahahahahahahaa… paling handal joooooooooooo!!! bikin gw hepi meskipun liriknye kaena sedih amat!

mario - how do i breathe

[Verse:]
How do I breathe, yeah.
How do I breathe, yeaaaah.
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There’s no one to turn to.
I don’t know why I let it go too far,
Starting over it’s so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
Remember when I pushed you away?
Baby if you knew I cared,
You’d have never went nowhere,
Girl I should’ve been right there.

[Chorus:]
How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart’s where I lay my head?
When you’re not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

[Verse:]
Girl I’m losin’ my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad I can’t sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
but this can’t be happening.

[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
when I was the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared,
You’d have never went nowhere,
Girl I should’ve been right there.

[Chorus:]
How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart’s where I lay my head?
When you’re not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

[Verse:]
I can’t get over you no, (ooooh)
Baby I don’t wanna let go.
Girl you need to come home,
Back to me,
Cuz girl you made it hard to breathe,
When you’re not with me.

[Chorus:]
Tell me how do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart’s where I lay my head?
When you’re not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

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mario - how could you?

[Verse:]
It’s kinda crazy baby,
How I remember things, (like where you came from and how you had nothin)
I went and made you fly,
Put extras on your ride, (didn’t miss a birthday now u cant even remember mine)

[Hook:]
U made it clear to me (you wasn’t down for me),
(Love made me blind, baby) but now I see,
(you had things up your sleeve, dont even lie to me) I even heard it from your family,

[Chorus:]
How could you let somebody lay where I layed?
How could you give him everything that we made?
How could you call him all the names that you used to call me?
How could You How Could You just forget about me?
How Could You teach him all the things I taught You?
How Could You put him up to the Ghetto Kama Sutra?
How Could You put me in the back and give him the front seat?
How Could You How Could You just forget about me?

[Verse:]
You must be out ya mind,
You got alot of nerve (to think that im gone chill after all the shit I heard),
I damn near carried you,
I could’ve married you,
Good thing I found out before I bought that 7 karat for ya,
(I kno ur sick about) the way I found you out,
(GO head and pack it out) I hope he’s got room in his house,
You should have thought of me b4 you hopped in the sheets,
Damn I cant believe that u did this to me

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
Girl I tried to give u everything,
Can’t believe the ways u repaid me,
Girl u had it all,
But I guess my all wasn’t good enough for you,
Baby I’ve accepted it,
And I aint gone trip,
Girl im movin on,
Sometimes I cant help but think that another man’s gonna get the one I made for me

[Chorus]

How could you let somebody lay where I layed?
How could you give him everything that we made?
How could you call him all the names that you used to call me?
How could you, How could you just forget about me?
How could you teach him all the things I taught you??
How could you put him up to the Ghetto Kama Sutra??

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neyo - so sick

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it’s ridiculous)
It’s been months
And for some reason I just
(can’t get over us)
And I’m stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That’s marked July 15th
Because since there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversary
I’m so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That’s the reason I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I’m letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

Said I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin’ you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)
Why can’t I turn off the radio?

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neyo - because of you

[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won’t

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can’t get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it’s no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

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mario - let me love you

Mmmm ….. Mmmmm…. Yeah….Mmmmm….Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm…Yeah….Mmmm….. Yeah, Yeah

[Verse 1:]

Baby I just don’t get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don’t believe his stories
You know that they’re all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don’t know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I’d be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin’ you right
You’re the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you’re a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love’s supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]

Listen
Your true beauty’s description looks so good that it hurts
You’re a dime plus ninety-nine and it’s a shame
Don’t even know what you’re worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you’re bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I’d be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin’ you right
You’re the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you’re a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love’s supposed to be
Baby you should let me….

[Bridge:]

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it’s whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love’s supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]

[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that’s all you need baby

SEBUAH CATATAN CERITA …

December 20th, 2008 by layzee

JK: nyet, s.o.s!

LZ: apaan? gw yg s.o.s kaleeeeeee

JK: itu tuh …

LZ: apaan?

JK: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX! gmane loe?

LZ: GILA… APAAN TUH X NYA BYK BENER!!!! hahahhahahaa … BHS DEWA LOE? ya gt deeeeeeeeee … mo gmane lg coi? asik2 aje lah

JK: anjret!! asik2x ajeeeeeee?? lo gak gmane2x?

LZ: halah, mo gmane apenye coi? BA lah!! kae lo baru kenal gw ajeh! gw kan handal gene!! paling cuex gt loh!

JK: cieeeee dah mendadak cuex?

LZ: gile dr dl gw dah cuex x!! hahahahahaa… cman akher2 ini sok care ajeh!

JK: isa ajeh lo mah dr dl!! sarap!

LZ: kl gak sarap bukan gw namanya!!

JK: so, lo bae2x aje kan?

LZ: iye donkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

JK: xmas kmane dop?

LZ: ngubur memori!! hahahahahahaa… gak pk flashin back lg kale yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

JK: ceileeeeeeee… glad that you’re doing alright. gila, gw dah lama kg ngobrol panjang lebar ama elo, ada kale ye ampir setaon. oh my god!

LZ: maklum d maren2 mesti gmana getoooo … but yknow what im back!! hahahahahahahahaa … gila dah lama abes gak being crazy!! kangen gileeeeeee jaman2 treak2 ga jelas! apalagi kl ada 7 oh 7 … hahahahhaa.. sumpeh, gila abessssssss! blom lg kl si king gelo jg, si sebastian n the genk!! oh my god!! i miss all of em!!!

JK: sama lah tp dah pd mencar2x kudu di kumpulin lg. lo mase byk donk cadangan lagu2? hhahaha kita semua kudu treakin 1 lagu kebangsaan, lagu suka duka. bangke abis!

LZ: yoi mase byk stock! tp gw ge suka 1 lagu!! hahahaha.. tp BA deh. tp lagu kebangsaan mank harus bgt di kumandangkan (hahaha.. bak indonesia raya).

JK: iyeh tuh seru bgt, nyetel lagu kenceng2 pk lagu kebangsaan n fish dancing!! hahahahhahaaha inget gak loe? jaman2x loe ngepunk abes!!

LZ: inget gileeeeeee.. 3 thn man ngepunk abessss!!! tp gw dah insap!! hahahahahahahaa… I MISS THOSE CRAZY FUNKHEE DAYSSSSSSSSS!!!  gilaaaaaaaaaaa kangen ama semua anak2 …

JK: tar gw EO dah! btw, lo percaya jodoh?

LZ: napeh lo tanya2? dah mulai kesambet? hahahhahaa… AHHAHAHAA.. used to lah … FATE IS SOMEWHAT IS A SHIET FCUKIN HELL!!! at least i trusted it once!!! kambeng syalalalalalalalallaa …

JK: lg sue neh gw!! egp dah.

LZ: hahahahaa kl lo perlu tao kaena gw jg sue bgt!!

JK: i know mannnn … youre ma best friend and for sure i know how it feels. ANJENG!!! hahahahhahaa…

LZ: bwakakkakaa … anjeng? kucing? monyet? GW DAH BUANG SEMUA!!! hahahahahahahahhaa …. barusan!!!

JK: sableng loe. gile cepet abes loe … dasyat mannnnnnn!!!

LZ: you know me lah … gw kan versi cepet!!! superman ajeh kalah ama gw.

JK: lo mah dah kg heran dah gw. cewe paling gahar!! JD DAH LOE APUS??

LZ: UDAH GILAAAAAAAA .. DLM WAKTU 5 MINS!! HAHAHAHAHAHA…  nurut lo gw gila?

JK: well, gila seh kg tp mank elo super gila!! hahahahahhahahaa… 10 jempol buat elo dah mannnnn!!!

LZ: sapa dolo donk broooooooooooooo. it’s me .. glad to be back!!! long time no see lah!! hahahahaha… *sarap mode*

JK: welcome back to the reality. glad to see you back here again!!! it’s time to rock n roll!!

LZ: thanks nyet ud jadi temen gw puluhan taon. gila ya? gw rasa ada kale yeee 20than? hahahaa.. ga mongken deh .. maybe 15thn ada kale yeeeee.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh … thanks uda slalu dengerin curhat2 gila gw. thanks udah jd temen gw yg paling sarapppppppp … dlm suka n duka paling best of the best … biar kita jaoh pertemenan kita mase tetep kae dl!! hahahahahahahahahhahahahaa… gileeeeeeeee…

JK: no worries mannnnnnnnn, youre ma best friend too and i was glad that you’re ma friend! kl isa mpe kakek nenek en mati kita temenan trusssssssssssss … kita hajar semua enemy2x yg ngiri ama friendship kita! hahahahahaha…  FRIENDS FOREVER ….

LZ: YOI.. PASTI!!! FRIENDS FOREVER TOO!!! KITA ORG2 HANDAL JD KUDU SLALU JD YG PALING HANDAL!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA …

… SADIS … BEGITUKAH CARAMU? (bwakakkakakakaa… cieeeeeee)

December 16th, 2008 by layzee

hahhahahahahhahahaha….. sesuai dugaan gw dr dulu (6th sense gw mank slalu handaaaaaallllllllllllll) … skali sampah tetep ajeh sampah!!! entah napeh jg dl gw maafin!!! ya gw pikir ya udah lah ya… idup jaman gene kudu saling maapin tapeeeeeeeeeeeeee … udah di kase jantung tp minta ati!! uhahuahuahuaa… ternyata, insting gw bener … inget kan postingan gw beberapa bulan lalu … waktu itu gw ngira insting 6th sense gw salah … ternyataaaaaaaa .. sebenernye itu gw dah bener bgt .. tapi maybe waktu itu blom keleatan ajeh …  ya spt biasa lah … krn gw dah tao kbenarannya, spt yg gw blg jg soal lagu glenn, “CUKUP SUDAH!!! GW DAH AMPE BATAS KESABARAN GW!!” .  gw skrg dlm batas posisi dgn keputusan yg dah gak isa di ganggu gugat lg (senga n bengis mode)!! hahahahhaa…  kl ge begene gw jd inget kutipan lagu2 indo yg pernah ngehits, “IM SORRY GOODBYE!!” (KD) n “SADIS” (afgan). en lagu andra & the backbone “selamat tinggal masa lalu” jd lagu penyemangat gw buat thn 2009!!! sesuai keputusan gw, gw bakalan tinggalin semua di thn 2008. keep on moving forward! HAHAHAHHAA… NGACO KAN TUH GUEEEEEEEEE… AYO KARAOKE LAGE … tp mank gw suka ama tuh lagu seh .. gmana yeeee … emank sadis seh!!

back to my reality life (yg td gw critain jg reality seh)… oh my god!!! gw liat 7 di boat trip in syd!!! kan pada maen tag2an di fesbuk. sial… sunny bgt tuh syd, pas gw pegi gelep abesssssssssssssssss!!! 7 gak pernah brubah!! gaya abesss!!!! udah lama bgt gak liat!!! bwakakkakakakaka … aaaaahhhhh … kangen juga jadul … gw cman punya one chance to turn back things in time … well, not literally … at least, one last best farewell to 7. mpe skrg gw gak isa realisasiin janji gw sama skale… HAHAHHAHAHAA… JANJI TINGGAL LAH JANJI DR THN KE THN … TAPI 2009 GW BAKALAN TEPATIN JANJI GW FOR THE LAST TIME!! kali ini pastiiiiiiiiiii … pastiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii …halah, malaikat juga tauuuuuuuuuuuu!! hahahahaha… udah mo thn 2009 kale … GW JANJI THN DPN PASTI GW TEPATIN JANJI GW!! TERAKHER KALENYA NEH JOOOOOOOOOO … ONE BEST LAST TIME!! yahahahahaa…

kl gw ge sedih kae geneeeeeee … kl gw inget soal gila2an ama 7 … rasanya gw isa lupain semua kesedihan gw gak peduli sesedih apa pun gw pasti isa gw atasin, just one click di otak gw  and semua udah ke-rewind dgn baik… aaawwwwww … emank seh udah base abesssssssssssssss!! no more crazy euro and world cup!!! no more walking down the street at nite … no more soda time … no more waking up early morning and rebutan kamar mandeeeeeeeeee … hahahahhahahahaa … gak ada lage gedor2an pintu kamar!! no more isengin intercom apt … bwakakakkakakakaka … no more miskol2an mpe 40x!!! hahahahahahahaa… no more nangis2an di telp gara2 england kalah!!! … THERE WILL BE NO MORE “SS” AND “DE” … no more “i hate your sandals in raining day!!”. wakakakakkaa… sapa tuh yg doyan pake sendal jepit ujan2an .. GUEEEEEE … WHO ELSE??  there no more i hate you, you hate me! no more japanese crazy food corner … aaaaaaarrrrrrggggggggg … so shiet!!! i wanna turn back the hand’s of time!!! but i know i cant … paling handal .. tmen2 laen gak isa ngalahin dah … GW MANK LAGE SARAPPPPPPPPP!! BWAKAKAKKAKAKAKAA … yoi man kangen masa2 itoeeeeeeeee … jadul … jadul … jadul .. there will no moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kebut2an … how can i forget those days? hahahahaa.. moment paling sinting seduniaaaaaaa!!! once in a life time.

eh tau kan tuh sinetron melati untuk marvel!! bwakakakakakakakkaa… tao gak napa gw gila abes ama tuh seri .. well, ga gila2 amat seh … maksudnya gw agak gregetan … hor hor hor … pemeran co nya itu loh!! maksudnya karakter yg dia maenin di sinetonnya … alamakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk … gw jd inget someone!!! bwakakkakakaa… mirip bgt!! lebai abes! liat kan loe gayanya itu … beh .. kl isa elo gebok beneran elo gebok tuh tapi karismatik bgt!!! ce mana pun pasti gregetan… wakakkakakaa.. gw yg nonton ajeh udah gemana geto .. cocok abes perannya … HAHHAHAHAHAHA… gw paling demen deh ngeliat co yg punya karakter kae geto .. anjrit!!! lucuuuuuuuuuu bgt!!! isa bikin org ngakak 1/2 mati!!! ya mumpung lah … nonton tuh sine bikin ngakak en lupain things on ma head for a while. co yg kae gt paling handal dah!! wakakkakakaa… sense of humour is everything!!

oh iyeh … ada kejadian neh baru2 ini .. salah 1 temen gw ge ketimpa musibah. thn depan seh dah planning merit. ternyataaaaaaaaa … calonnya itu ngibul abessssssss … calonnya itu mase cinta mati ama ce yg pernah dia gila2in dolo (tmen gw di jadiin tameng gt. gengsi donk joooooooo loe sbg co mase jomblo en org yg loe pernah suka malah uda dpt gantinye). critanya seh calonnya itu gatel, tiba2 kontek tuh ce jadul walopun calonnya tao ini ce jadul udah punya laki en anak (si ce jg gatel noh … keseringan di tinggal suami, mulai deh CLBK!!!). en mulailah yg loe namain perselingkuhan, sort of. sedangkan calonnya ini udah sumpah serapah ke temen gw kl dia gak bakalan kontek tuh ce lage. tapi ternyataaaaaaa… beberapa ari lalu ke gap ama temen gw.. hahahaha.. gileeeee… mpe dah telp2an/sms2an/chat, dll trus ketemuan geto nohhhhhhh … bwakakkakakakaa… masya oloh!! temen gw jd sedih geto.. mewek2 … jdnya gw hiburrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .. ya dah gak terlalu sedih lage seh .. SADIS KAN TUH CO?? beh … buang ke laut ajeh co kae gt, ngapain di sedihin …

update ttg gw lately … ya gitu2 ajeh deeeeeeeiiiiiiii … i love being around myself and those people … tp gw cman pengen tepatin janji gw buat one best last farewell time next year, kl sikonnya memongkenkan!! doain deh!!! last time buat gila2an … jadiin last best moment yg bisa di kenang sepanjang masa. loe isa kebayang gak seh kl gw isa temenan ama tuh kampret mpe old en grey? dunno lah … but we have that promise when we were young!! hhahahahahaa… kangen, nyet!!! TAPI TEMPAT KITA DULU NGABISIN WAKTU GILA2AN TUH GAK BKALAN ADA LAGEEEEE … dulu gw sedih seh tempat mangkal ilank … gw dah complain n protes!! hahahahaa.. tp after gw pikir2 .. gak ada gunanya jg kale yeeeee.. soalnya entar2 gw jd gak bakalan mangkal di situ lage. gw dah dimana, tuh kunyuk dimane .. hahahahahaha… sigh .. kata2nya yg terakher bikin gw sedih … lebih parah lage imel terakher gw paling sinting!! bwakakakakakkaa… bikin mokal ajeh!! 10 thumbs for me and 2 thumbs for you … nothing’s will ever change!!!

mongken ini salah 1 bloggie yg gw tulis paling panjang n paling susah di ngertiin gw nulis apaan. hahahaha… ciri khas gw donk joooooooo kl nulis tuh paling byk teka teki … akher2 ini gw sering gak enak makan, trus jd kurus gepeng begeneeeeeee … hahahahahaha.. korang tidorrrrrrr … buset lgsung alergi nongol abessssssssss!! hahahahahahaahhaa… bsok gw mo nyalon!! kekekekekkekee… siap2 eng ing eng … kan om gw mo merit, ya rambut gw mesti gaul dikit .. wakakakakakakkakaa… jdnya heboh geto tar pas di kondangan!! om gw tuh lucu abesssssssssssss … super duber bawel, oon en gelooooooooooo!! wakakakkaa… jd pengen ke bdg lage… tante gw jg sarappppppppppppppppp!!! huahuahuahuahua… kl ngomong tuh logat bdgnya kuar semua!! padahal dia bukan org asli bdg!! hahahahaha…

BT … BT … BT …

November 19th, 2008 by layzee

gw BT!! bwakakakkaaka… to be continue .. gw mo mandeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! im not happy these days!! damnit!! damnit!! damnit!!! too many things in ma head at da same time!!!!

another “SO SICK!!”

November 9th, 2008 by layzee

it’s funny how you see how your life changed a lot thru what you have been writing since you were young til now. right now im kinda reminisce it a lot esp in certain years e.g 2004!!! how i miss those days then i know i cant turn back the hand’s of time. do you remember when the first time i was so in love with the song called SO SICK by NE-YO back then ages ago, mmm 4 years ago? hahahahaha… no matter where i go, no matter how sad or happy and even mad, i’ll always listen to that song and it always makes me calm and so peaceful. the best part is when you listen to this song is when you sing it very loudy and dance like an idiot!! hahahahahaa… do whatever you want!!! a part of that song brings a lot of memories … well, i dont know either why i so much love that song … it’s kinda so catchy but yet drives me insane!! hahahahahahahahahaha … c’mon everyone sing it once again for meeeeeeeeeee coz right now im listening to this song and singing it loudly while im writing this… LOL … THIS SONG IS ALWAYS MAKE ME STRONG TO FACE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD!!!

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it’s ridiculous)
It’s been months
And for some reason I just
(can’t get over us)
And I’m stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That’s marked July 15th
Because since there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversary
I’m so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That’s the reason I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

Said I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)
Why can’t I turn off the radio?

… PREDIKSI YANG TERJADI …

November 9th, 2008 by layzee

inget kan soal prediksi gw soal something will happen this month? sbenernye udah overdue basi seh… hahahaha… maksudnya, overdue noh kg kejadian sesuai tgl prediksi gw waktu itu. but somehow, after that due date, it happened. hahahahhahahaa….. di blg gw hepi apa gak soal prediksi gw bener pa kaga, well .. in between dah … soalnye alasan pertama gw dah ready abes ama yg bakalan terjadi en yg kedua, well im not gonna be that old skool person no more. so, this year ya let it be coz everything happens for a reason. jdnya gw biasa ajah. bwakakakkaa… it has been fcukin long overdue deh … entahlah kaena gw asli biasa bgt maybe because it happened so many times in da past!! bleh … gila, udeh di latih neh, udeh tahan mental n banting … slurpsssss … sedap! i aint gonna chase for another answer and yet im alright for whatever or anything happens later on … HIDUP ORG CUEX!!! bwakakakakaka… anjrit!! parah! gw cman punya 2 alasan aja seh and i told god … well, as if its not meant to be aka everything happens krn something yg bukan seharusnya buat gw, ya let im ready to let it go, let it be and i aint gonna cry for it … ceileeeeeee … and another one is as if it is really for me, so let me find a way to keep it. bwakakakkaakkakakakaa… handal gak tuh kata2 gw!!! kampret!!! overall, im alright and havin a crazy life aka rollercoaster!!! hahahahaha… biasa lah, namanya idup … kaena makin kita tua makin kita pikirin what we’re gonna do next month, next year, in the next 5-10 years … well, i really cant picture myself in the next 5-10 years even for next year. males mikirin aje kale!! BWAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKAA … mikirin masalah pribadi gw ajah dah maboks, gmane mikirin yg laen? hahahhaahaa males abes mannnnnnnn!!! so then back to NEYO dah … siap2 joget… bwakkkakakaa … btw, si Milton bener abesssssssssssssssss!! OH MY GOD!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA…

B.O.S.E.N!!!

October 19th, 2008 by layzee

berasa marah, keki, gondok, bt, kesel, dll .. hahahahahaha… aaaaaaaarrrrgggggggggggggggg kaena beban prasaan ati makin berat!! ceileeeeeeeeeeeeee… *gay amat seh loe cui* emank seh gw cuek … tp kl gw pikir2, gw gile jg kale yeeeeeeeee… tp gw gak tao tuh gilenye kae apaan!! hahahahahahahahaha… td barusan gw ntn tv, kocak abes .. masya oloh!! kok critanye mirip gw abes yeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! wakakakkakakakakaa… duh gw pengen nyebur ke kolam .. berendem berjem2 .. kaena enak jg kale yeeeeeeeee!!! ge berasa bosen .. maksudnye ama semua yg gw kerjain!!! hobi gw ge mandek!! hahahahahahahaha… brasa gw ge males bgt ngerjain semuanyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! MO TAU NAPA? karenaaaaaaaaaa .. sigh .. gak perlu gw tulis deh disini … udeh kiloan berat gw jg turun!! hahahahahahahahahaha… alamakkkkkkkkkk … MAREN TU GW LEBI KEKI LAGE!! TP GW PIKIR .. ya udah lah yaaaaaaa .. mendingan gw tidor!! kaena gw bakalan ngilank lage!! yahahahahahahhahaa… gw jg ge males hang out!!! anyways, bersambung … gw mo mandeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

LIFE MUST GO ON!!!

October 13th, 2008 by layzee

aaaaaaaaarrrrrggggggg … otak butek!! hahahhahaa … maren tidur enak abesss.. blek, tepar lgsung trus pagi2 dah kebangun!! kaena maren tidur paling pules en brasa gak ada beban di otak abes uneg2 kuarin semua. hahahahaa… abis itu lebi parah lage, dah siank, abes mandi en makan, gw tepar lg. bwakakkkaa… kocak abes. tau2 sore gw dah cabs … trus makan, ngider2 en pul ke rumah. ya abis ini itu ya nangkring di dpn kompie for a bit.

brasa seh ari ini gw kaena dah ngejatohin harga diri gw sendiri!! hahahahaha.. tp gw pikir ya wes la ya … ngapain juga nge hold grudges? im not a kid anymore, udah adult!!! cara mikir jg dah mesti berubah dikit. pdahal gw tuh paling anti deh yg kae geto, harga diri gw terlalu tinggi!! hahahahahaa… ya nothing special seh. gw mank agak busy ngobs ama temen gw dgn berbagai curhatan. bukan gw yg curhat seh, tp malah temen gw.

mmm… prasaan ati kae maren mase membekas deh mpe ari ini … yg gw blg rasanya kae di cabik2… tersayat2 .. en kae di bogem .. brasa pengen nangis, dll … TAPI MASALAHNYA GW KAGA ISA NANGIS!! hahahahahhaahhahaa… masya oloh!!! entah lah … mank lg mellow ajah kale yeeeee.. tp gak juga tuh!! yg pasti gw skrg dah balik jd org yg paling cuek dah for certain things (well, ga semua seh!! hahahahaa .. mana tahan?). kaena it suits me better than im tryin to be someone else … dgn cuek, gw lebi isa ngehandle something worse well even ke dlm jangka yg lebi parah!!! gw jg gak terlalu mikirin seh … life goes on … as if it doesnt come out as you have always wanted, ya let it be lah .. it means, it’s not yours anymore!! hahahaha… cieeeee… wise ya jo? LOL .. ya iya laaaaaaaa.. gue geto loh!!!

sebelom gw cabs ke oz, gw nangkring di rumah KC. kae biasa lah KC mank suka nasehatin gw soal ini itu. waktu itu gw mank gak ngomong apa2 en gw gak ngeh si KC maksudnya apaan ngomong kae getoh. die blg gene ke gw, “loe liat dulu lah perangainya kae apaan!!! dont rush!!! and blah blah blah …”. gw sempet mikir maksudnya apaan … trus mpe maren2 pun gw kepikiran, apaan sih gak ngerti gw. then slowly gw mulai berasa tuh apa yg mendadak KC blg ke gw bakalan kejadian sometimes soon. EH, BENERAN ANJRIT!!! gw gak perlu nulis kapan lah yang pasti it just happened … OH MY GOD!!! lebih parah lage … gw sempet ke rumah KC tp gak sempet ngobs apa2 seh … paling kae say hi doank. trus ya gw jg gak blg apa2 seh… si KC blg ke gw something yg aneh!! hahahahahahahhaa … gw sempet wondering seh. udah kae puzzle ajah tuh kata2 dia, dr dl slalu kae geto. then … BLEK … WTF? BENERAN KEJADIAN KEMAREN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAAA … gile, ilmunya lebi tinggi levelnya drpd gw!! 6th sense gw jg gak segahar itu!! hahahahahahahaha … MAKANYA KAN GW NYANTAI2 AJAH PAS BENERAN KEJADIAN!!! ya walopun ada seh prasaan teriris… tp udah basi la ya.. ude kebal gue mannnn!!! so ya skrg, keputusan bukan di tangan gw!!!

TAPI YA BRASA GELO JG SEH .. BWAKAKKAKAKAA .. MATEKKKKKKK .. MAMPUS GUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! UDAH SALAH LANGKAH ABES!!! BIDAK CATUR GW DAH GAK TAO MESTI GW APAIN!! BWAKAKAKAKKAA… GW DR DULU SLALU DENGERIN NASEHAT2 KC BUT KAENA UDAH 3X INI GW RADA BUDEK!! HAHAHAHAHA… but kaena yg ke 3 kali ini gw dah kebuka kuping n mata gw!!! sabar … sabar … amin!!!!

well, gw thanks bgt seh ama KC dr dl mpe skrg .. dari gw mase kecil mpe skrg udah bangkotan!!! nasehat2 dia tuh slalu bener bgt, biarpun gw sok blagak cuek en gak mo dengerin. tp pasti KC slalu bikin gw terbengong2 dgn nasehat2nya yg slalu bener …

waktu itu kan gw dah target november lah paling lambat .. ya something lah .. to see whats gonna happen … skrg ini dah oktober … so, its a month to go! gw dah kaga sabar nunggu apa yg bakalan terjadi … entah bakalan sesuai prediksi gw pa kaga!!! cieeeeeeee… gw harep gw salah .. tp entah kenapa … makin ari makin jelas ini feeling jelek bakalan kejadian. soalnya gileeeeee.. half way udah  kejadian gilaaaaaa… loe tinggal nunggu tgl maennya buat another half way. kl itu dah beneran kejadian, trust me .. i dont know what to do … gw isa terjun dr gedong tinggi, i’ll do it.. tapi gw belom mao mati!! hahahahahaha… setan, tarohannya idup en mati neh!! hahahahahhahaa… GAK DEEEEEEEEEEE … MOGA2 GW SALAH DEH!!! HOPEFULLY … TAR GW UPDATE LAGE DE SOAL INI BULAN DEPAN!!!! kl mpe beneran kejadian, brarti level gw dah naek!! hahahahhahahahaahahhaaa… tar gw bertapa lage deh biar makin naek level gw!! wakakakakkaa… bsok2 gw isa baca pikiran en ati org lage… hebat kan? hahahahahahha…

… TITIK JENUH …

October 12th, 2008 by layzee

kaena gw dah tau keputusan gw kali ini!!! nyam nyam nyam … entah gw mesti seneng pa kaga … kaena biasa ajah … maybe gw da kebal? yahahaha… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgggggg… lately brasa bgt ge jenuh ama semua kegiatan gw, back to reality, bangun pagi, cabs pagi2 pulang sore/malem. meskipun kadang2 gw suka bolos buat tidur seharian!! hahahahahaa.. tp kaena akhir2 ini paling fun … gileeeeeeee udah lama gak cruising malem2 mannnnnnnnnnnn!!! kangen juga!!! cruising rame2 pake mobil tuh paling enak … apalagi kaga macet .. aaaawwww … brasa bgt terbang!!! kl perlu 100km/perhour!! hahahaha.. kaena gw pernah tuh di city ngebut, yg mestinya 40km/perhour, kaena gw maen 60an padahal tuh macet en byk traffic!!!

sebenernye seh im not in a good mood!!! tp gak juga kale yaaaa… mank rada BT ajeh … although i dont take it to the heart tp brasa abes mannnn … lo tau kan rasanya kl ati elo tersayat2, tercabik2 en kae di bogem geto? hahahhaa.. mannnn its been a long time since da last time i felt it. kaena terakhir kae geto seh 2005 yg paling parah en terakher 2006. tp berhubung gw dah kebal ya gw biasa ajah!! HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA … only god knows what happened en i learnt a lot and thats why im very strong n tough!! HANDAL DONK JOOOOOOO???

hahahaha… kaena bagi gw kali ini bakalan kae lagu glenn, “cukup sudaaaaahhhhh batas waktu!!!”. aaaaarrrrggggg … gw dah sabar bgt, but dunno until when im gonna be like this … kaena gw dah keseringan narik napas dlm2. HAHHAHAHAHAHAA … kaena seh jd orang sadis paling enak dah!!! gw jd inget temen gw yg ngatain gw cold blooded and blah blah blah … brasa top abes!!

kl gw sedih, gw pasti inget2 ttg 2004. rasanya tuh gimana ya? gw suka ketawa kl inget2 en akhernya gw balik ke mood biasa en lupa ama semuanya. ah .. TUJUH tuh paling top abes … ya dulu seh … skrg kl gw inget2 lucu juga… pd tablo en it was the best year ever!!! byk kenangan yg gelo2 … skrg pun emank mase isa catch up, but it won’t be the same anymore. gile, kita apart ajah dah brapa thn en gw ga sempet said goodbye sama skali!!! HAHHAAHHAHAHAA … sebenernye gw pengen seh say goodbye for the last time, sumpah!! ya paling gak sama2 enak lah, kl gak pasti ngeganjel abes. tp kaena gw beneran gak isa say goodbye!! buat after all, udah goodbye juga seh!! wakakakakkaa …

btw, gw gak tao skrg ini keputusan yg dah bikin itu bener ato salah… ato gw terlalu cepet ngambil keputusan? tapi .. tapi .. tapi .. gw bingung juga deh. tp setelah gw pikir2, KAENA GW DAH BIKIN KEPUTUSAN YANG SALAH!! GW PENGEN TARIK BALIK LAGI .. TAPI GAK BISAAAAAA … ya krn gw gak bisa dr diri gw!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA … kampret!!

maren2 mata gw alergi n meradang parah bgt!!! hahahahaha.. gw mpe ke doc mata, akhernya di kase obat tetes khusus 2 botol en berbeda, yg 1 buat alergi, n yg atu lage buat germs/bacterias, etc geto lah dengan serangkai kae test mata lah, xray lah, dll hahahahaha.. dlm 2 ari bae!! sebenernya alerginya dah sebulan! gw jd ketakutan sendiri waktu itu jdnya nunda2 ke doc. tp skrg its all good lah!!

a lot of things to write tp otak gw ge mandek!!! bsok2 aja kale yeeee gw nyambung lage. gw mo tidur gilaaaaaaaaa!!!!

ge berasa sarap

October 8th, 2008 by layzee

tauk gak napa gw terbahak2? SOALNYA GW GE BT EN GE NYOBA MENGHIBUR DIRI!!! akakakkakakakakaa… kaena idup tuh penuh ups n downs!! bbrapa ari ini ktiban mood swings kaena tuh gw ge males abessssssssssssssssssssssss!!! males ama semuanya!! huahuahuauahhauhaua… soalnye gw berasa sarap ama semuanya!!! otak gw kerja rodi 24 jem even when im sleep n brasa abes kreatifitas gw berkurang!! hahahahaha.. udah gw males nulis, males ini itu, males sgala macem. yg gw mao lakuin tuh tidur sepuas2nya since otak gw dr dl kerja 24 jem en kurang tdr molo!!! mannnnnn… gw ge nyari2 ideeeeeee … sbnernye udah ada idenye maren2, masalahnye tuh ye gw dah jlnin 1/2 en abis itu gw dah kaga tao dah lanjutannya, gw kudu ngapain!! trus tuh yeeeee… byk kejadian yg nyebelin abes… kdang gw mikir (ke org2 tersebut), aduh man ngapain sih kae geto. kae gak penting bgt. napa sih gak ngaku ajah? hahahahhahaa… kadang tuh ye, kl punya 6th kae gene suka brasa gak enak bgt, kaena elo tau semua yg akan terjadi biar org2 kaena gimana geto .. alias totally deny it and said no, it never happened. napa seh gak admit ajeh kl gw tuh bener abes… hahahaha… uda tao tu gw paling males bgt ama getoan!! ada jg yg pura2 blg 6th sense gw tu gak bener, hahaha pdahal seh bener … what a freakin liar!!! bwakakkakaaa… gw seh diem ajeh kale yeeeeeee… ya sutra lah … mank nasib kl berjiwa 6th sense!!! tp kaena im grateful for it, so gw jd byk tau … meskipun gw suka pura2 bego!! hahahahahahah… and to tell you the truth, sapa pun yg suka ngibul ama gw ato apa lah, i’ll know!! hahahaha… thanks to ma 6th sense. trus apa yeeeee…. gw jd lupa mo nulis apa. yg pasti gw ge mikir panjang alias jangka panjang … en gw sempet bertanya2 dlm ati gw, apakah keputusan gw slama ini udah bener? walopun gw dah mutusin en brasa pasti maren2, tp kaena gw sempet nyangkut en mikir juga … SIAL!! KAENA GW SALAH LANGKAH!! kecepetan!!! anjrit!!! nyok gw tuh da blg, gw mesti yakin tp sebenernye dlm ati kecil gw tuh ragu abessssssssssss!!! byk setan2 berkeliaran di samping2 gw!! btw, kaena gw sempet gila sendiri … otak gw muter2 ke 4 thn lalu … tiap bulan pasti otak gw mikir ke sono … ada aja yg gw sedihin … sbenernye seh bukan sedih tapi maybe penyesalan .. yahahahaha… mestinya tuh gw blg dr awal .. hahahhahahhahahahaa… dasar bodoh!!! nunggu 3 thn kemudian mah udah telat en basi bgt!!! udah beda … mmm … kangen seh masa2 jadul pas ntn bola, makan2, gila2an.. hahahahaha… kl gw mampu gw cman mo blg, “SORRY IM NOT COMING!!!”. well, the fact, udah 3x gw kg tepatin janji gw n i didnt even say i was sorry!! bodo lah yaaaaaaaaaaaaa… kdang gw mikir, sigh … udah lewat mannnnnn!! lagian jawaban yg terakher gw dpt, ya itu lah … kaena apa yg ada skrg lebi bae meskipun udah kg kae dl lage… hahahahhahahahahahahahaa … well, i got a life maaaaaa… so wot ken you do lah… ev’rythin isnt the same anymore like it used to be. hehehehehehee … gw gak punya kenangan laen yg gw inget slaen ini, yg ada cuman 2GB di otak gw yg gw inget en cman muat itu memori doank. kaena gw crita ginian dah ribuan kali en kaena semua org dah bosen gw ngulang2… tp biarlah skrg gw yg ngulang2 sendiri di blog gw!! bwakakakakakakkaaa… gw mase simpen semua transkip storynya dr dl mpe skrg di blog atu lage, lengkap dgn curhat2nya gw.. wakakakaa … kt coklat bener seh, kadang itu menyesatkan dada!!! kl gak gw kuarin, kaena gw mo mati. cman gw dah kg mao kuarin lage… biarlah cman gw yg tau … AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA… ayo rame2 nyanyi lagu kenangan terindah!!