Archive for October, 2005

BEFORE I LET YOU GO

Saturday, October 29th, 2005

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you loved me
Made me feel oh so right
But now I feel lost, don’t know what to do
Each and every day I think of you
Holdin’ back the tears, I’m trying with all my might

Because you’ve gone and left me standing All alone
And I know I’ve got to face tomorrow On my own….
But baby….

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you’re listenin’
‘Coz it’s true,baby
You’ll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do, yeah
So before I let you go
I want to say it…..
I love you

I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could’ve given you so much more
Even though you know I’d given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminisce
‘Coz baby it’s you
That I’m always dreaming of…

Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so
That’s why I set you free And I know
Someday
Somehow
I’ll find a way To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn’t meant to be But baby………

So before I let you go I want to say…….i I love you ….

one down ….

Friday, October 28th, 2005


Take me down …

Tonight, I’ll walk
Sit down and let me know my rights
Tell about, tell about someone else
I know it, I know it
This time is suspect there are
I talk and give me you the time


And spare time and talk with me
I don’t ready think you go so suddenly
I don’t know, I go to think about you

What words I have?
Take time, we’ve spoken sexty-five
So about, so about you
I know it, I know it
This time, I’ve suspect stolen dollar
I talk with you this high


Tears I come as well
Were you thinking right?
Was there are?
Ask for me, Ask for you
Unbelievable, what’re you do?

Tears I come as well
Were you thinking right?
Was there are?
Ask for me, Ask for you
Unbelievable, what you know I making wrong?

And spare time and talk with me
I don’t ready think you go so suddenly
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fucken helll … hahhahaaa .. IT’S ME AGAIN!!! I THINK ME BACK TO ROCK DA WORLD AGAIN!!! went out with cyrus yesterday .. yup .. catch up … went to treasury garden, sitting there talk n talk, playing around … walk walk around city, me ate dinner, gone to book shop for almost 2 hours? wakakkakakaa damn!!! .. i think i was a bit better … but then after i went back home, me was sad again …. MOURNING!!
DIZ morning sad again, but oh well … after i took shower and dressed up like this (wakkakaka PUNKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK) … i feel good!!

but good … friends be there for me … but sometime they dont .. depends ….

oh well … my feelin is like today … dark sky … but hey, life goes on mannnnnnnn .. gonna go to movie with a friend of mine.. wink …

aiy mate!!! be happy!! n me happy 4u too … but everything wont be da same anymore laaaaaaaaa!!! yknow? yknow???


its party time again!! wakakakkakakaa … damn man!!! think the positive lines: I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT … I CAN WEAR WHATEVER I WANT!! THE MOST IMPORTANT IS I CAN BE A PUNKISH AGAIN!!! HOW COOL IS THAT????????? YES!!! I CAN BE A HIP HOP SOULJA AGAIN!! HAHAHAHAHA

DAMN!! 1 more assignment!! hohohohoho :P n a few exams!! now im back to ma punk behaviour … lolz … i missed that mannnnn .. its been like 7-8 months i havent done this for myself!! so guess… i’ll be alrite!! but hav to see next week la.. if next week i feel good, then thats it!! hey, i’ll let u know on wednesday!! or thursday!! i’ll write it down!!

ok, many guys ask me to grow my hair a bit longer .. now my hair is a bit around ma shoulder, almost … wakkakakakakkaa … I CAN WEAR BLACK!!

funni .. tat korean guy was keep lookin at me all da time …. dunno whats wrong! i think something was in ma face, well it was nothing! he was sitting next to me, while he was talkin to his friends, often he looked at me and at da same time i looked at him!!! funni!! that guy is so gangsta mannnnnnn … ma style!! but nothin .. wakkakaa I DONT EVEN KNOW HIM!!!

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Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on


Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

BROKEN HEART!

Sunday, October 23rd, 2005

hahhaa.. thanks to Jorge in SPAIN!!! still … ma old skool e-pal … i think he reads this bloggie all da time. THANKSSSSSSSSSS!!!! and he always sends me comments … and how he has trouble writing a comment on da site. sorry, not me! but da site!! stupid site!!

aaaarrgggggg 3AM already … kekkekekekkee ….

SORRY FOR PEOPLE (MA MATES) I KNOW, I DONT RETURN YOUR CALLS OR MESSAGES. AAAARRRRGGGGG … I GOT MA REASONS!! YKNOW PROBLEMS …. JUS WANNA BE ALONE FOR A BIT. WHEN AM READY, I’LL BE BACK!!

sniff .. sniff …

Friday, October 21st, 2005

sniff .. sniff … life is good … everything so far so good! life is boring n skool is boring. cant believe, after all i booked tics to go back home at the end of diz year. i wonder if i can leave that piggie boi! wakkakakakaka…. aaaarrrrrrrggggggg … my parents just arrived here last thursday. not much happened. so lazy mannnn!!! yeah, me n him got bling bling … lolz .. i dunno why he is getting cute!! i think he looks better with that kinda of hair style. SI CAKEPPPPPPPPPP .. WAKKAKAKAKAA … TAEK AH!! this mornin, before he went to work (oh .. he stayed in ma house), he wore that blue shirt, the one ma mom bought for him, aiyoooooooooooooooooooo … so leng chai laaaaaa .. taek .. cakep abissssssssssssssssss!!! ganteng!! lolz …

and while he was working, about 12pm, he sent me a message like this, silly one, "mooooo"…. and the about 5.30pm, he sent, "just thinkin about u!!". wakkakakaa… normally he neva neva said like that. wakkakakakakaaa… and bout 12am ish, he sent again, "dunno why, but i just wanna say i luv u!". what an odd feeling … i felt strange as well today, all of sudden i was kinda missed him a lot. strange cuz we meet each other every day. doh …. maybe love is in the air again.

i put his pics on ma friendster… wakkaka … si cakep!! dunno what others think. i think he is alright yeah? wakkakakaaakakakkakaa….. funni dude!! i got a huggie2 after he came back work!! fishie smell!! wink wink …

not much happened …. jus like that yo!! most of the time jus have dinner together and movies. thats all …. kekekkekekekeke … i luv him sooooooooo fucken much!! wakkakakkakaa….