LINZ SAID SO!!!

HAHAHHAA.. 1st july .. ma bday!!! after all, i just woke up and now the time is almos 3PM! i slept 9.30AM. oh yeah, i was watching football matches! GERMANY!!! LOLZ!!! what da damn match!! nuts!! tonite is gonna be good nite coz england vs portugal and france vs brazil. wahey .. big matches esp. france vs brazil, the same thing happened in world cup 1998 [was it? damn, i forgot!! or 2002? ok, my brain doesnt work].

what a waste day for ma bday!! i felt like wasted! hahahhaa.. but i thanked to all people who sent me emails, testimonials, texts and blah blah blah … but im grateful that each year, on ma bday, i never get alone. huauhauhuhauhaa…. but anyways, its a sign, im gettin older and the way i think is more or less a lil bit different by now. say what?

i was talkin with dave last nite, most of the time we were arguing about football teams. not literally, arguing, but aaaaarrrrrrrgggggggg … i always disagree about his opinion. but yknow what? hahahhaa.. definetely, Germany won coz i said so. he said, argentina. well, lets see the history and blah blah blah .. its not like im watchin world cup just this year. but whatever.. wakkakaa.. besides, he always disagree with me in almost everything? besides, he grumbles about life most of the time? i dont know what to say. then all of sudden, he said, youre cute. and i said, you think so?. he replied, definetely. at the end, i only said, well, thanks! ahahahahhahaa..

i just discovered that ads was studyin at angliss and just graduated, i think! huauhuhauhauauhaa… what an ABC, but he cant speak chinese though. he is quite different to most of ma ABC mates who can speak chinese. anyways, thats not sooooooooooooo important!

i had a strange dream and continued for almost like 3 hours, i was sweating all the time. strange dream about my dad, my mom, myself, school and so on. it was just like a drama series. once i wanted to tell my mom, i tried to recall but half way, ive forgetten everything already. im hardly to dream unless certain dreams give me a few clues that somethin might happen. anyways, i dont care.

i was thinkin to get ma bday gift today but after all .. nah … im OK. i dont expect much though. im just as happy as i can be and happy go lucky all the time. i have to see whether england goes to the next round or not. if they do, i’ll be glad for the rest of my life! hahhahahaa.. coz they always play on 1st july during euro and world cup. but most of the time, they lose!! hahahahahahhaa…. maybe i should bang ma head into ma cake!! uuummm.. i wonder what kind of cake im gonna get… surprise … surprise!

well, i guess thats it for today!! since i dont know what to write. but 2moro, i’ll bet im gonna write longer than this after i watch england match. just see, i’ll mumbling all the way thru or …. mmm .. whatever!! hahhahahaha….

wink!!!

im taking a rest for a few days before the next world cup matches begin. oh yeah, definetely, i fell sick these 2 days. what else? i often dont sleep and even though i sleep, i only sleep after 7am or maybe i only sleep a few hours. thats not healthy but what can i do?

2 days to go til ma BDAY!! hehehhee… im drilling that pair of shoes! hahahhahahahhaa…. i mean, im aiming to get that pair of shoes, honey! not literally, drilling!! whatever … hkahkahkahakhakhakaa…

i didnt sleep at all on Tuesday and Wednesday, i ended up staying all nite long, then at noon, i went out to the city. i bought a nice chuckie scarf [do you know what i mean by chuckie? hahahhahaa] and bought 2 useless punk stuff! alrite, skull shoelaces [i got the same shoelace last year, but i bought another pair which is different colour] andddddd … punk sox! hahahhaa.. honestly, i collect sox and shoelaces! hahahahhahaaaa… i collect sneakers, wristbands, and other stupid things. but im quite happy with ma scarf though. weeeeeeeeee…..

shiet melb weather .. freezing!! dank dank dank dank dank .. it seems like im in europe with their winter although im not. but today is OK. not too cold! what else? tomorrow im gonna go out again. SHOES!! SHOES!!!

last nite i fell asleep after i got home, taking shower, dinner, etc, coz i didnt sleep whole day and i ended up woke up about 4pm today. hahahhahahaa.. i supposed to go out, but oh well .. everythings gonna end when the world cup finishs next month.

oh yeah, when i went to the shop, i saw this ozzie dude was checkin me out. wel, not literally checkin me out .. but i dont know him but i wonder why he was lookin at me like that [even ma mom said so]. not sure.. but i dont care, wakkakaa… i just walked out. maybe he used to be ma classmate or whatever in the past. i cant recall anyone, indeed.

what else? another story .. another ozzie dude gave me his number. i didnt give him my number of course. but absolutely, i wont call him though even though he is a nice dude to talk to and tonz in common. ok, i have a bad habit, i hate talkin on da phone!! thats about it! so, dont expect me to call ppl, i dont even call ma mates!! and or talk on da phone, if you call me [coz i always stay away from ma mobile phone]. i think, sms is enuff coz i dont need to talk all nite long. hahahhahaa.. whatever mannnnnnnnn …

im enjoyin ma cripsy spicy KFC!! kekkekekeee… its been like almost a year, i didnt eat KFC! wahey!! thats a big news even for me! usually, if im lazy, i only eat stupid burgers. well, i dont eat burgers anymore. kinda miss it, but i’ll grab it sometimes next week.

not much to tell today except a bunch of bills [mails] diggin ma pocket! huauhahahuuhauhauhaa… sigh .. i wanna buy tonz things but oh well ..

thats about it .. tonz of plans to go for this year! but all i wanna do is going back home for a while. sooooooonnnnnnn … im coming!!

6.10AM current time [when i finished writing this]

im listening to oz local band!! hahahaha.. HOT LIES!! what da heck? i heard of em but neva realli listen to em. NOT UNTIL MA OTHER AUSSIE MATE SAID, "IM THEIR GUITAR TECH BUT THIS TIME I AINT HIT THE TOUR WITH EM!!!". OH MY GOD!! I NEVER KNOW ABOUT IT!!! oh yeah, at the mo hot lies is touring all around OZ. hahahhahaa…. long live punkers!!! aaaaaawwwwww …. should i get the backstage pass? huauhauhauhuhaa…. mannnnnnnnn, i love his hair colour!!! his latest hair is about silver nice greenie, not that kind of green. its kinda metalic warmt green and mix a lil bit silver. its so cool!! aaaaaawwwwwww his flatmate whos a hairdresser ROCKS!!! i wanna get that kind of colour, too. AND HE IS A GOOD FRIEND OF HOT LIES MEMBERS FOR YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. THEY HANG OUT TOGETHER… AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGG

what else? after all, i found out ma taiwanese mate, Jeph, is still in melbourne. we used to be classmates for god’s sake in 2002. the last time i saw n talked to him around 2004. thats all .. he said, at the mo he is in taiwan but be back soon to melb.

OZ lost!! did i write about this before? hahahhaa.. i aint support Italy as well but oh well, i have to admit that i grown up with Italian football when i was 7 although 6 years later, imma a sick fan of english league. anyways, i dont care about other teams! lolz .. at the mo, im watching SPAIN VS FRANCE! i did skip brazil vs ghana match, coz i know brazil would win! theres no doubt!

hahahhahahahaahaha.. this weekend is my bday!!! uhauhauhuhauhauaa.. at the same time, ENGLAND MATCH!!! hardly to think england is gonna win!! as Beni told me, SPOOKY DAY OF YOUR BDAY!!! hahahahhaa.. whatever .. its alrite, im gettin used to it! kekkekekekee ….

i wanna write tonz of things.. but i forgot!! crazy timetable!!! i didnt sleep at all .. and its so damn freezing!! hux hux hux hux ….

i cant believe in this kind of centuries, there still ppl who into sailor moon? wakkakakakaa… i mean, his room with big poster of sailor usagi. oh oh oh oh …. a cool friend of mine who loves samurai, doin KENDO and collecting massive weapons! huauhaauhauhuhauhauhaa ….. into NINJAs as well!! shonen!! oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh .. we’re into the same stupid anime! but trust me, if youre into kenshin is ok. but .. sailor moon? hahaha.. ok, not funny! coz when i was at elementary to junior high i was into sailor moon as well! hahahahaa…. say what? he said im weird? and yknow what.. he looks exactly the same as GAELAN from big brother. i havent asked him yet, but maybe they’re bros! hahahhaa….

what else? what else? forgot!! huauhauhaauhaauhauhaauhauhuhauhauhauhauhauhaa… I AINT GONNA APPLY JOB FOR HARD ROCK CAFE. i would love to .. but .. im gonna skip it!!!

when im writing this, it means, i havent slept in the last of 24 hours. I was watching England and we beat Ecuador 1-0 by Becks free kick although they didnt play quite well. But i dont give a shiet as long as we win any kind of matches. however, its pretty hard coz next match will be England VS Portugal. I have a lot of doubts a chance for England to win since too many key players injuired. Then, Portugal VS Holland was the best match so far. 16 yellow cards and 4 red cards. they punched into each other’s faces, did the revange tactic on the field, crazy tackles and was on fire. it was so cool!! i loved it. BUT WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT THE LUCK IS … Portugal goes to the next round.

i finished SMALLVILLE season 5 last nite (finished all seasons in 2 weeks). TO BE CONTINUE … im still waitin for the 6th season. damnnnnnnnnnnnn…. it’s so boring without smallville. so, now im turnin to the OC season 2, since i missed so many episodes last year. oh yea, boring, but better than nothing.

i think, im kinda missin’ ma mates! hahahahaha.. honestly!! just certain mates! wakakkakakakakaa…. aiyoh, i miss J-town, but i dont think i can return home this year as i was planning. so, im gonna stay here til next year til for the further notice!! hahuahuahuahuahahahuuha…. oh oh oh im sick of melbourne already mannnnnnnnnnnn … i think im gonna stay here for another 3 years, so by that time i’ll be stayin here for 8 years. nooooooooooooooooo …. thats nuts!!

i was checkin RMIT single course. hahaha… im thinkin to do a few of em, but it costs like $1600 per subject, but since i was an alumni, i’ll get 25% discount. but its still… sigh … can i afford it? what da heck? thats so expensive. i think since the last time i graduated the subject fee has already increased a few percents (oh no, not a few….). anyways, i’ll think about it. i mean, this option is not too bad, since the other design school offers that i have to pay $8900 for 3 months. nah .. at RMIT im thinkin to do AUDIO PRODUCTION!! HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA … isnt it that one of my dreams? definetely. but now, im not sure anymore. coz i got too many options. i know what i want, but all i know is i want all of em. hahahahahahha….

i think i just broke my back bone!! that so shiet ass!! last weekend, i felt like i wanted to die. but by yesterday i felt just a lil bit alright. now? bah … cant say anythin. this is my 2nd time to have serious broken bone!! hahahaa… mannnnnnnnnnnn…. these a few months i no longer stay too long in front of the computer like i used to coz of this bonie. coz in the past, i had to do tonz of projects esp. web design. i think, i spent like 36 hours or so [every day]in front of the computer. not sure mannnnnnn … bsides, with all those school assignments. but school assignments i only spent 2 hours or so. they didnt bother me much!! but anyways, i finished everything already. so, im free!! but definetely, i havent updated my website for ages. hahahahahahaa… im just so shiet lazy! it takes a lot of time. maybe i aint into computer things as much as i used to. once i was thinkin maybe i should go to computer design school but maybe not … by this time, im just lazy to go back to school. but usually, i learn everything by myself, thru books and so on.

well, as far as i know, i think my life isnt that bad. i dont know if im crazy or not, but oh well … im just too happy about everything. nothing bothers me at all!

btw, im gonna see nicky this 2nd of july. weiiiiiiiiiiiiii … england match will be on ma bday as well!! every euro and world cup. i guess, thats the fate between me and england. hahahahahahaha… life is too wonderful and im happy! wahey!

Hell yeah!! The World Cup timetable makes me nuts!!! I finished all the matches til 7AM [watching] and trust me, I neva take any nap to fulfill my supa power energy to stay awake! hahahahhaa… I guess, i was born to be an owl [whatever, you name it!!!]. 2 days in the row, fantastic matches!! OZ VS CROATIA and SWISS vs SOUTH KOREA! but i dont give a damn!!since the last accident happened last year, I have to say that now I sort of hate people with Korean nationality!! Oh yeah, boooo hooo me for this, but i have ma shiet reasons for this! everyone knew that I loved everything about Korea but after all, not anymore. but i guess, it was just an shiet old skool story. So, i wont support them at all even in the World Cup!! Am i just being a fanatic football team? definetely since i hooked into football more than 10 years ago.

anyways, i cant do anythin much for the whole World Cup month coz my sleepin pattern is very sick!! sleep 7am and always wake up around 1pm or 3pm, so worth 6 to 8 hours sleep! hahahaahhahahahahahahahahhahahaa…..

eating very well .. i eat a lot!! akakakkakakakakakkaa… yummie!! good food!! i wanna write a lot but i forgot already! hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha… i guess, all thru this 2006 year, im starting to be NUTS!! too happy .. not sure what happened in ma life, but im so excited and happy about anything whether for better or worse. HAPPY GO LUCKY!!!! ah … how i enjoy being a human since i was born! coz i neva think hard about anythin, maybe just a day or so, then the next day, i bet i wont remember anythin that happens on the previous day. lucky? oh yeah, lucky me!!

oh oh oh oh oh i cant get this song out of ma head… so last year’s song!! FLASHLIGHT BROWN - I AM HUMAN!

staying in, fading fast
call some friends, have a laugh
about the things we used to think were coming

stories same, nothing fits
get in late, call it quits
just as my paranoia comes to feed me

i’m a human just like you
full of doubt without a clue
try and find a way to make it better

get a call from the girl
she’s in town, but i’m a bore, so it won’t make a difference
call me next time

lazy days, empty nights
i’m alone, but that’s alright, i’m taking over this world on my own time

i’m a human just like you
full of doubt without a clue
trying to find a way to make it better

i’m a curse and so are you
not so rich and not too smooth
help me find a way to make it better

staying in, going mad
made a choice, won’t look back
its just another day, and i’m still breathing

i’m a human just like you
full of doubt without a clue
try and find a way to make it better

i’m a curse and so are you
not so rich and not too smooth
try find a way to make it better

trying to find a way to make it better
help me find a way to make it better

Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggg … OZ VS CROATIA 2-2!!!!! OZ finished the line and now theyre heading to round 16. I wasnt very happy with the fact!! hahahahahahaa… Yknow what i did during at the final minute of the match? i felt like i wanted to smash the window glass! hahahahahhaa… I was so pissed off! but oh well, it was a pretty good match though, 4 ppl had a red card!!! COOL referee!!! i pissed off til i fell asleep after swearing and wanderin a lot!! hauhauhuhauhauhaa… thats not funny mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! aaaaaaarrrrrggggggggggggg ……… boooooo hoooooooo me!!!! i hate ITALY team but I HOPE THEY WILL BEAT OZ!! huauhuhauhauhauhauhauhaa.. then riot in lygon st, the italian town!! wakkakakaaa… ENGLAND ALL THE WAY MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN …..

again my mood is pretty bad!! oh yeah, punk + rock + indies all the time, my music taste!! crazy!!! i almost finished my smallville season 5. sigh .. oh oh oh oh oh … so shieeeeettttttt!!!

8 days to go, til ma bday!!!!

at the end …. oh well, i have decided something for my life. a friend of mine said, "are you sure, youre gonna let it go?". I said, "hell yeah. i aint gonna waste my time for nothing! move on and find something new! hahahhaha". life is too short if you still stick on the past and being a stubborn person. oh yeah, im stubborn, but i aint gonna waste my time for nothing, like i said.

Last England match versus Sweden. SUX!! I didnt sleep at all. I crammed myself til 4AM. Oh yeah, til 7AM. i forced my eyes to watch til the end of the match. But the result? hohohohoo .. bash me!! DRAW 2-2!! I slept 7AM then all i knew, i woke up 1PM! dankkkkkkkkkkkk …..

I got my hair cut yesterday after 7 months letting ma hair grown longer. geeeeeeeeeezzzzzzz!!! Not sure about ma hair style now. strange!!! neva hav diz kind of hair style before.

I still catching up with SMALLVILLE SEASON 5. hahhaahhahahahahaa…. I slept 6AM just now and I woke up about 9AM. oh yeah, i only slept 3 hours mannnnnnnnnn … then I took shower, late lunch, etc .. and here i am now. Holland VS Argentina 0-0. What da heck? I think I am having headache now. not enuff sleep mannnnnnnnn … The craziest match, Portugal VS Mexico. the first 5 mins, Portugal hit Mexico with a goal 1-0, but after all they won 2-0 to Mexico, the underdog team from South America. Whatever! Last time Brazil played pretty bad!!! Dont disagree with me, look at how they played!! lazy bummer even France! I cant believe it!! England as well. it seems nobody wants to win [lack of good performence PLUS chasing a roundie ball] this World Cup unless Germany, perhaps since they want a "face" as a home host!! Whatever mannnnn!!

I really hate this Friendster ads benner for ringtones or whatever!! it’s a very disturbing view. it seems this guy is shagging!! what da fcuk? why would this Friendster put that kind of banner all over the web? thats so sick mannnn!!! i wanna get rid of it!! its very disturbing while you’re writing your own blog, all the time this banner comes up. then when you check your own profile, theres another annoying banner!! ok, all those banners are sponsor, but but but .. CANT THEY MAKE BETTER ADS BANNERS? geez!!!

thats what im talkin about!! Brazil beat OZ 2-0!! i slept around 6AM and woke up around 9AM, then I went back to sleep again and woke up around 12PM.

its been 2 days or so, every time i wake up, my head is always heading to ma old skool mate, VINS. do you think that i miss him these days? i think i do! i dont know how much burdens inside me when i knew hes gone forever. maybe i need a shrink to help me get thru this, but imma happy go lucky person, so nobody knows. well, thats what ppl see on me tho. i aint cry no more. i aint grieving like a hell or thinkin at the same thing, the same person or cocooning myself from outside world. its been a few months and i feel better. coz i think i developed myself to erase all memories from my brain, just remain a few. thats my unusual habit, i can erase everything on my brain when i want to in a glimpse. it wont take that long, though. i dont wanna forget everything about this friend. but i have to or else sooner or later i might out of my mind.

how i hate to remember if his nose was bleeding and when he fell into the floor all of sudden, when he pretended everything was alright but it wasnt. until now i really dislike nose bleeding coz its a bad sign of your illness. you’ll get a very serious illness like him. i dont wanna see that kind of view anymore.

sometimes i wonder, why would i be like this when i knew hes gone? it wasnt my 1st time losing someone coz of the death. i cant cry either, coz imma heartless person, too tough to make me cry. but i think, ppl changed, and me too. in this case, that time i couldnt help myself anymore. coz i lost a friend who until now i cant even describe about him in a word.

but i learnt again, i cant cry anymore. so, that time would be the last time i cried. i hate crying coz it would drive me nuts. oh well, i think im back to the person who i used to be the healing process of your wounds, will make you a better person.

we used to sit down on da chair together at one of our balconies almost every nite and being lazy, looked at the sky and kept wondering what our future will be. will we be friends forever until we grow old and grey? like a fairytale, he told me once, "one day if im gone, when you look into the sky and there so many stars, one of em will be me. i’ll be there wherever you are". we just laughed! but now when i look into the sky, it seems so boring!

most of the time, i think life plays me! just my lazy thoughts! but the memory of him will remain here, in my heart, not in my brain. when i miss him, i’ll re-read his long journal of his life. so, i wont forget him for the rest of my life. a friend, indeed. for better or worse, he knows me more than myself. no matter how far the distance of heaven and earth, i’ll be standing here, still, like the stars up in the sky! dont you think so?

thank you for being such a lovely friend, the one ive never had in my whole life, the one that i wouldnt find no more. coz youre one in a millions. and i know thats what i called a friendship and thats how it supposed to be.

MY SERIOUS TOPIC THAT HAS BEEN POPPIN ON MA BRAIN IN THA PAST OF 5 YEARS!!

yay!! England won 2-0 to Trinidad & Tobago! Haiz!! I was so pisssed off with a few England’s players. oh my god!!! Lampard!! he wasted so many chances!! Dunno what da heck on his brain!!! also CROUCH! haiz!! but lucky they got Becks as the best midfielder, he always assists good ball to his team mates!! ROONEY? bah … he is such a paul frank monkey face!! he didnt play well at all, oh yeah his injury on his right foot. the most is idiot OWEN!! lolz… I support England but I cant help myself for Owen, I hate him!! hahahaha…  9 years ago, Lampary just a kid!! the first time i saw him playin when he was only 17!! and Becks? he was just 17 years old as well, he was still on the bench all the time, reserved team and just graduated from Man.United football college. now ppl that ive seen since their earlier teenages years play for England. the first time Owen played for LFC, he was like a bullet! Of course, ive seen him, before he played for LFC, i was just at ma last year of Junior High. Nevilles Bro, my god!! Scholes, Giggs, Butt, etc been seein em since they were between 17-20 and now they are like 30s something. So, I was counting how long ive been a football fan, together with my dad 2 days ago. Amazing!! Imagine!! I think, time goes fast!! It seems like yesterday i was just between 13-14 and football has been my biggest passion in ma life, thats not counting when i was 7-12 years old, when as i can recall, i was watching football matches with ma dad. well, maybe people were born to be old. but each year, i cant recall if my parents are gettin old. until now i dont know how old they are and i dont wanna know. it drives me sick, to know that, theyre gettin older and one day theyre gonna leave me alone!!! of course, theres a FEAR! your world and my world is so different, so dont compare yours with mine. i live in a complicated world where most of the time i have to "holding back" things and push away people, as same as Clark Kent. only a few people know about it. I dont mean to make em as secrets but i have to. there are heaps ppl think that they understand about me, but again, i dont think they know although let’s say that you’re LEX Luthor, best friend of Clark Kent. I am just typical of "holding back things" person. If you ask me why, I think, thats the best for all of us. just keep it like that. so, even though youve been friends with me for ages, more than 10 years or whatsoever, im just a Clark Kent and Lex Luthor in between, when you dont know the deepest secrets of mine. what you see in me and what you read in here, its just a part of my glimpse and a quick sneak preview. thats why i never write things here in details, its just like a puzzle, its just like im talkin with ma own self. only God knows what im thinkin and writing about. my brain belongs to god!! lolz.. nah .. just jokin!

2moro i got an appt with Wesley thats all. before that, maybe i’ll go to "shop" a lil bit! hehhee…

btw, talking about my other mate, i dont wanna have a rift between us, but sometimes i have to do it, for the best. i aint bein selfish, but there a few particular reasons that made me to do so. but dont worry, it will be alright, there will be no more rift!!

another story, last week i had 2 strange dreams. maybe visions? but oh well, i dont wanna know abput this person no more :):):) thats all i know. coz every time i have these visions (although not all the time, only if this person have heaps of troubles), theres a meanin behind it. but i wonder why, why do i need to be a part of that person’s life while i aint there anymore? sorry to say, but i aint gonna help! i have to be a heartless person. as i said, theres always a certain reason why i have to do this.

a recent thing happens in the past of 2 weeks although i mite sound hasty and people thought im kinda bleak or vulnerable since that day. Hahahaa.. come on .. me doin OK!! hehehhee…. that thing wont that easily make me collapse like an idiot!! booo hoooo meeee …

gotta go now.
im just "happy go lucky" person!!

gue cuman mo bilank, mannn.. basi abis lo man!!! ampon!!! asli.. langsung gue ILFIL abessssssssssssssssss!!!!! buset dah!! sumpeh, ud dari maren2 brasa bikin ilfil!!! di suruh temenan, gue juga ogah deh!!! hahahahahhaaa… bapuk mannnnnnnnn … rasanya gue pengen ngeledek tuh org abes2an. lucu juga yeh? aih … ada crita lucu lage… tapi ya wes lah… hidup rusuh!! bencana membawa nikmat!! tapi beneran deh, gue pengen ngomong di dpn tuh org, YOU’RE SUX!! SUMPEH!!! tp ngapain juga cari ribut? males abes!! theres always the first time, the first time of my life met a guy whos so extremely bitchy!!! hhahahaa.. saingan si dino kale yeeeeee … oh oh oh dino!!! kog jd nyasar ke dino? btw, back to the topic, NGIRI ITU TANPA TAK MAMPU!!! gile, co doyan ngiri! gimana kalo ce2? ck ck ck ck ck … kurang handal abes man yg kae geto! tapi asiknye gue menang donk bet gue, gue kaga perlu traktir anak2 pas gue balik indo. hahhahaa… gak tau yeh, gue seneng ajeh!! wakakkakakakakkakaaa…. anjrit!! gue gak jadi minum susu forever!! since as i wrote before, i hate it, indeed!! wakkakakakakakaa…. weh, brarti bener tuh kata si abs!!! dr maren dia udeh wanti2 ke gue kl tuh anak rada2 gak genuine, dll. dlm soal temenan, dll itu, insting dia boleh lah. meskipun keknya udeh berkali2 gue susah percaya. but after all, gue percaya deh cink!! dasar kambing gilak!! hahhahahaa…

anyways, si kev ngaseh kabar heboh. mobilnye baru di modif lage! hahaha.. gokil tuh anak. udeh abis brapa duit tuh die. ktnye tar bakalan send2 pix ke gue, iyeh pix mobilnye yg di modif itu. gokil! anyways, gue nge plan mo ganti plat nomer mobil. hahahaaa.. tauk deh ah! lage mikir2 juga gue. duit lage kale.. kekkeee…

what else? adohhhhhhhhhh lupaaa .. oh iye, 2nite bakalan england .. so im still waiting bok…  3.5 hours to go!! bah .. bisa2 gue jd kalong beneran!

mmm gue udeh telp si wesley for this sunday at 3.30PM!! yippie!!!! asik asik asik … ud lama gak liat orgnye juga. hkahkahakhakhakahkahkahakhakahkaa ….. ade nye mana yah? itu 1 family keyen2.. lolz .. ade cw nye bae hehehee… basi ah!

aduh .. tadi tuh .. kacau deh!!! aih!! sempet terjadi kehebohan! anyways, i dont wanna talk about it, tp itu co2 di fire brigade lucu2… bule2 .. tp pd bae2 seh … yummie blue eyes! keren2 and thats all. ya ngobs2 ajeh.. thats all .. gue tuh yeeeee gak pernah liat org2 fire bridgade yg bener2, biasanya pake helm semua. baru kali ini gue liat muka2 mrk yg asli. ahhahahahaa… ya udeh geto ajeh. haiz … gue mpe ngakak gitu!!

waseiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii … temen gue baru ganti cw lage. buset dah tuh anak, gonta ganti cw molo, kae every 3 months!! ck ck ck ck ck … ampon dah!!! pdhal engko nye lebih keren, tp totally different 180 drajat ma ade nya. aneh…. lucu juga! tp cw nya yg skrg ok lah, bae gitu. gak kae yg dulu, yg agak2 rese abessssssss… moga2 ini yg terakhir!! sayang gitu …

gue keknya mo balik lage ke dunia art! keknya gue tinggalin udeh lama juga, terakhir seh thn 2003. gue sempet scan2 beberapa [hasil kerjaan gue pas gue kul en bosen abes di kls] kase liat si erni. she said, tulisan gue pangki a.k.a funky trus gue kaena cocok kl blajar grafik desain ato ada seni2nye deh geto … cita2 kaga kesampean mannnnnnnn … 3 months course only 8900 dollars. hohohohoho … the best desain skool in melb? anjrit!! duit dr maneh? nanti lah, thn dpn mannnnnnnn … i got 3 plans to go!! kekekkekekekekekekkee…. tp kaena gue gak geto bakat deh. namanya juga hobi sambilan.

trus td sempet tuh gosipin si bule … ya gue di ceramahin trus di ledek2in.. wakkakaaa… biasa lah .. gue kaga mulai, tp kek elo gak tao ajeh, gue kan sering di ledekin. basi, suka di jodoh2in, but we’re just friends dr dolo mpe skrg. basi abes dah gue di ledekin molo, gue cuman ngakak. lucu ajah lah … dia itu temen gue yg palink lucu. kocak. gue tuh palink heboh kl udeh treak2 soal JAY!! aduhhhhhhhhh … si J, aih .. gak tahan mannnnnnnn … coolnyeeeeeeee … anjrit!! wakakakakakakkakakaaaaaka….

nyet, sebelon gue cabs ke jkt, gue dpt gift, but i left it di indo, di kamar gue. haiz!!! hardly to find that gift, entah temen gue nemu dimaneh. definetely, im gonna miss this friend, tho! duh.. kadank gue gak ngerti juga!!! hahahahhahahaa… bagaikan clark kent and lex luthor!! each person ada sisi gelapnya en secrets. tp sayangnya, i know secretsnya, tp orgnye gak tao.. wakkakakaa… ya wes lah, mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ….

mmmm … dr maren keknya yg gue sebut2 enemies {kiasan ajeh en bukan bener2 enemies}, udeh modar beberapa, now just left 2 org. seru gak? after all, keknye i know the answer already. lo mo tarohan brapa seh? wakkaa.. kog jd tarohan geneeeeeeeeee?? gue yg memulai, so what? life is just a game! well, sometimes. gue nikmatin semua yg ada en yg bakalan ada dlm idup gue. hahahahahahhahaa…. sebodo amat!!!

si santo dr maren2 sibuk abes sms2 gue nanya2 kl gw telp ke dia pa kaga. wakakkaa.. ya kaga lah. katanya no nye kuar 61 gitu. setaok gue kl dr luar telp ke indo tulisannye pasti private number di hp2. apalagi? si xun crita2 soal kerjaan di ireland. aih .. gue demen abes ama ireland. kek nya ini kuya [maap, xun!! hahahahaaa] bakalan settle down ama cw nye.. wiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhh … keren!! mank ud saatnye merit!! lolz …

so far gak ada crita yg menarik!!! tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii … sebenernya ada sih! tp keknye gue gak mo ngebahas lage.. wakkakaa.. ude lewat mannnnn … ud keburu basi!! sebenernye agak2 kesel sih gue .. keknya pengen getok2 pala org gitu. hahhahaa… gue pengen marah gitu, tp sigh … gak bisa marah. hidup gue penuh dgn kecuekan en gue bangga akan itu! cuih!!