Archive for July, 2006

A Letter For Someone Like You

Monday, July 31st, 2006

31/07/2006

mwahahhahahahahahahahaaa…. so so so so so so so so so hillarious!! that silly silly guy!!! lolz .. yay!!! this sunday we’re gonna have chicken parma n wedges. im craving on it since the last time i ate it last month [chick parma]… lol … damn .. i’ll be so greedy .. i so love ketchup … i was asking him, "can we eat chick parma and wedges this sunday please? can we? can we? can we?". hahhahaaa… doh … who cares anyways. he said, "yes we can!!!". yummieeeeee …. we just love the same things all the time. COPY CAT!!

cant believe time goes this fast!! another month just passed by and hell yeah … slurpsssssssssss … oh yeah, im thinkin about next movie that we’re goin to watch. mmmmmmmm .. dunno .. not much tho .. i mean not many good movies recently. just a few …

last nite i finished my anime, midori days, in a day!! lolz .. ah i so love it. yknow ive been always wanted to see that anime last year and i so wanted to buy em. because the characters are sooooo cute!! but who believes that he is into the same thing? hahahhahaa.. yeah, he lend me those animes and some other movies. last nite i watched shinobi movie but after 10 mins, i wanted to pass out then i turned it off then i slept. so weird, aye? i was so easily to fall of sleep last nite. hahahhaa … sigh .. how good is that? but as usual, i always wake up with him on ma dreams. hahhaaa.. when im into someone, i wont dream of that person, indeed. well, i had a good sleep and i wish to repeat it again. coz ive been like a zombie for the past 3 weeks. hahhahaa..

what else? he is soooooo niceeeeeeeee … hehheee.. bah .. yesterday i was sick, lol .. i think it was because of that shiet windy when we were walking and talking in da park. hahahhaaa.. how sad is that? he was totally bullying me!!! but after all, i bullied him back!! it was soo sooo fun!!!

ah .. so strange .. when he held ma hand, i felt like something weird. i never know how it feels if you have a thing called as stomach butterflies. but i think that time, thats the first time i felt it. i felt like my blood pumps into ma head, like those animes. hahahahahhahaa… i know it sounds so silly. but ive never felt that before with any other guys that ive been with before. mmmmmmmmm … at least now i know about how those butterflies felt like. interesting … many times ive been in love or into someone, but oh well .. this guy … uuummmm .. cant really describe it. hes giving me the feeling like ive never felt before hence i cant even explain it!!! hahahhaaa…

well, not much happened these days. hahaha.. im still in ma lil world! today i was cleaning ma wardrobe and i cant wait for spring, washing dishes, cooking and other stupid daily activities. i havent done ma ironing yet! hahahaa..  damnnnnnnnnnn

last nite he went out with steve and ryhs .. lolz .. what? they were watching that tokyo drift. no idea where steve got the dvd, maybe pirated one or maybe he is working for cinema or whatever. bah .. boys nite! the problem is i havent watched that movie although i wanted to watch it but oh well .. im not to keen about it anymore. lol .. he told steve, "lin is gonna kill me!!!". oh yeah, soon .. im gonna kill him!! hahahahhahaa…

oh .. da boys were planning for go karting! he asked me if i wanted to go, i said NO! well, he still wanna do his revenge on me coz i kicked his ass on da last shiet sport we did. hahahhahahahahhaa.. his ego damn he doesnt wanna lose from me regarding on physical sports!! mwahhahahahahhahaa …

wakkakakaka.. crazy guy!!! but oh well, ive been missin him so so so so so badly!! hahhahahahahaa.. im lookin forward to see him again. after talkin heart to heart the other nite about our relationship, well, i guess its all good!! yay!!! so, i think we’ll stick to the previous decision but just we made it clear this time and we glad that we did esp. me. ah .. i so love him too much!! yay!! he is so so so so so cute and funny!! wakkakakaka .. i so love his blonde hair and blue eyes, yup, he looks like seiji!! slurps!!!

today is kinda funni .. it was so sunny then all of sudden heavy rain. sigh .. melbourne … then yknow what? he went to work an hour earlier .. hahahhaa.. that head .. dunno what he was thinkin about. i couldnt remember anythin today about his roster. usually, i remember and always remind him about his shift. lolz … i guess today we were stickin in our lil world!!

thats all for today .. im a lil bit tired … and i so love being a mean person to him! hahahhahahahahahaha… bullying him is the best part of my life!!! thats what i like about him, bsides he throws his pride and ego away for me!! hahahahhaaa.. damnnnnnnnnn …. he is getting cheesy and cheesy these days and i so wanna poke his head!!! lolz … i so cant let him go coz he is sooooooooooooooo niceeeeeee … i dont think i can find anyone else like him .. no no no no no .. its not about honey moon period or whatsoever … but theres a lil thing that i noticed on him that made me realize that … that .. that … oh well, that each day makes me love him soooooo and more and more and more .. hahahhaaaa. so weird mannnnnn ….

and yet … i know that … Mou Sukoshi … ima kono toki ga kienai youni

Saturday, July 29th, 2006

30 july 2006

then you know as well .. how it goes … i had a lot of fun yesterday with ya!!! i was soooooooo loving it!!

you are the SEIJI and imma Midori [ppl, if you know Seiji and Madori, then you'll know how our story goes!! wakkaaa .. just a lil bit!!]

til now .. the feeling is still the same .. its getting stronger …

i hope it would be like this forever …

i hope …

i hope ….

im glad that you feel the same way too.

i know its still a long way to go …

sometimes i cant describe it …

you throw away your high pride and big ego for me …

i know how it feels when you miss me most of the time

i know how it feels when you upset to yourself if you make me mad

i know how it feels when you say those butterflies in your stomach

make you weak knees

hahahahahhaa… i know how you feel so safe, secure and peaceful

when you’re around me

but you know what….

mmmmmmmmm …..

i feel the same way too, damnit!!!

damn, youre look alike Seija!! hahahaa… damnit, so cute mannnnnnnn!! aaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggg .. cant help myself as usual …

makes me so speechless …

love ya, sucker!! lolz … i enjoy talkin with ya evry day, for hours and hours…

i love bein around ya … how you poke ma head and i beat ya!! lolz… how you dodge when i hit ya!! how you pick on me and i bully you … hahahahaa..  how you runaway when i start to poke you with a bundle of papers!! hahahahahaa.. oh yeah, we both mean ppl!! what can i say? hahaha.. silly head!! thennnnnn … it’s still there .. when you hold ma hand, i feel my blood pumps into ma head … how i love when you say, "i dont  know", soooooo sooooooo cute!!! and when you do stupid puppy face, wahahahahhahaa.. makes me laugh all da time … oh oh oh oh oh .. lalallalalalallalaa… thats all i can say!!

i miss chu .. i miss chu, silly cow!!! YOU SUX, as usual!! bakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .. lolz …

MY B-SIDE CONFESSION!!!!

Friday, July 28th, 2006

29 july 2006

cant let ya go .. cant let you go, indeed… although he is willin to wait if i go back to indo for a good long period. hahahhaaa.. i dont think that would be an appropriate [i forgot how to spell, sorry, im bad in spelling] word to say by now. hahhahaha.. god damnit!!! what would you do if my feelings gone [yes, my own feelings] due to new environment, ppl, new places and blah blah? … mwahhahahahaa… bah… i cant predict my future. if i could have a sneak of it, bah .. i would be so happy!!! of course .. ive been thinkin that far .. too much efforts to do, if i really wanna do it tho. but at the mo, i cant be bothered at all. who cares!!!!?? bah .. how i love bein around him!!! being silly and playful!! we hardly to have adults convo a.k. neva SERIOUS always joke around, bah .. just playing around like kids, mucking around, teasing each other, oh yeah .. thats what kids under 16 do and we love it!! lolz .. reminds me of school years .. wakkakakakakkakaaa .. such a disaster!!

last nite he goes like, "jealous? me? never!!!! coz im the one with you. other aussies will envy me coz i got a cute asian girl!!". wakakkakakaa.. such a jester!!!! honestly, i hate him soooooo much. i hate the way he bullies me in a fun way, teasing me, his stupid jokes, lame pick up lines, his stupid behaviour, etc. sigh .. there 10 things i hate about him!!! but there 10 things about him that i love da most!! hahahhaaa… how he makes me smile and laugh every day, how he makes me feel secure, safe, peaceful; how makes me feel not paranoid about other things, how he comforts me, how he understands me, how he always take care of my feelings, his stupid calls and texts, his honesty, his stupidity, and blah blah blah .. lolz .. i cant resist him no more. lolz .. tell me one good reason why people want me to let him go?

i wonder .. i wonder .. i wonder … i know its too fast to predict things, but i know sooner or later ppl around me will be like, WHAT DA FCUK GOIN ON WIT YAAAAA? lolz .. hahahahaa.. btw, im not sure either about all of these things .. whether it will be good or bad .. well, i guess i have to see and wait. no pain, no gain. but i know im gonna be hurt like a shiet, if one day i lose him forever. bah.. i dont think i can bear to see him with another girl who replaces me. hahhahahahaa….

however, thats just a lil of my worriness. the rest .. bah .. i dun give a damn!!! i have so much fun in this life. but this time, im serious, indeed … i cant resist this one. so many guys i met before, but oh well … until now he is one the who knocked me down til i cant get up anymore. i know it sounds cheesy, but yet .. its the fact. what can you do? you want me to die, hey? hahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahaa.. thats the only of my confession!!! im scare to say it … that … im starting to feel like im scare to lose him forever!!! oh .. what would i do if i go back to indo forever and ever? hahhahahaa.. thats gonna be a shiet for me mannnnnnnnnn … but i dont wanna think about it but yet, ive been thinkin and stickin about it in ma head!!!

thats all for today!!!

THERES A GOOD REASON WHY THESE TABLES ARE NUMBERED HONEY. YOU JUST HAVENT THOUGHT OF IT YET!!!

Thursday, July 27th, 2006

28.07.2006
mwahahahhahahahaa.. for da 2nd time we were talking for 5am [non stop!]. how weird are we? we dont talk only when we sleep! hahahahaa.. trust me, we are always having these low topics when we meet! hahahaha.. nothings left!!! but its all good …

trust me, you dont wanna know what happened last tuesday! we both got soooooo sooooo crankie, moody and sensitive on certain topics til we had a lil argument! bah … it wasnt my fault!! mwahhahahaa.. it was him who took things wrongly or well … MISUNDERSTOOD due to his deaf ears, blind eyes and couldnt digest what i was saying!!! bah … bah … bah … lolz … hahahhahahaa… of course he had to apologize with me for being an asshole!! hahahhahaa… well, he did!! APOLOGIZE ACCEPTED!!!

WTF!! last week 2 gals asked him out!!! lolz .. well, i WAS NOT upset about it tho. its all good! hahahhaa…  one of the girl goes like this to him, "feel free to add my number to you fone" and blah blah blah .. then da girl asked him, "are you free this weekend?". he said, "sorry, i like someone and im going to see her this weekend!". after that, the girl goes, "well good luck for your date then", she smiled and left!! lolz …

however, he always confides things with me tho. aaaaaaarrrrrrgggggggggg .. what a long funny convo til serious ones last nite!! i couldnt sleep well as well .. bah .. fuggin shiet dreams!!! lolz …

oh melbourneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee … so sunny these days and when we go out, it always rains!!! how sucky is that??? stupid weather. i hope 2moro wont be raining or else i’ll be like a shiet mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .. fcuk da weather!!! hahahaha….

i just finished washing those silly damn plates and its friends!! wakkakakakaa… im so lazy mannnn then i had to cook rice! sigh .. i told him and he said, "better you buy plastic plates, spoons, etc after eating you can throw em away". WTF!! hahahhaaa.. well, he is so mean sometimes!! if he bullies me, i’ll beat him!! hahhahahaa.. sorry, we’re still kids and very playful!! we never passed that 16 age!!! lolz …

oh well, he is going to QLD soon, in 3 weeks. i cant remember it til he told me. that cheesy guy a.k.a sweet talker!!! lolz… he’s always teasing me!! hahahhaa.. well, imma cheesy person too!! just being playful and fun. ah .. lazy to write about it!! wakkakakaa.. maybe i’ll tell ya later!

what else? bah … my bruise has gone!! oh yeah .. bruise from ma hockey, damned!!! my arms arent sore anymore!! sigh .. i was so so so so so so dying after playin tat hockey. when i went back home, i couldnt even move ma arms properly. what an injury? lolz.. he teased me about it!! hahhahahahaa…

his lil bro, jacob was so funny!! and he is so mean as well to him [jacob]! he told jacob that when we went to toys store, we saw that thomas whatever train toy [jacob loves it]. then jacob asked him if he could go with us for shopping. yknow what he said to him? NO YOU CANT, GO GRAB YOUR OWN GIRL AND GO SHOPPING BY YOURSELF!!! that bakaaaaa head!!! he was playing around anyways, coz jacob used to mock him around for being single. he even shout out loud in the street about his big bro being a single guy!! wakkakakakakakkaa…

i told him like, "if 3 of us went out together, ppl would think jacob was our son with no asian look at all. oh well .. jacob was from your previous marriage!!!!". hahhahahahahaa.. he was laughing til his head fell off!!! lolz … and i got 50 points for that stupid lame joke!! wakakakkakakakakakaa.. damnit!!! sigh … fcukin hell, i was laughing so hard as well!!!!

as usual, not much happened again except i was just bumming around and eating a lot of food!!! see .. i sooooooooooo love eating mannnnnnnn …  btw, i havent had ma lunch yet .. so well, i gotta go now and grab some silly food!! oh yeah …

PS: i like John Howard’s eyebrow!! hahahahahahhaaa… and i adore John So!! lolz …

I THINK, love is in the air …

Tuesday, July 25th, 2006

whoaaaaaaaaaaa .. so many stories!!! i dont know where to start .. but let me try, yea? mwaahhahahahahahahhahahahaa … silly me!!!

as usual, til now we still talking every day for hours and hours. isnt it cute? hahahaa.. nah .. its ok. well, we went out on sunday as we planned before. he shout me for gold class movie cinema, dinner, games and so on. let’s say he spent a lot for me til i felt guilty.

so, about 3pm he dropped to ma place and we walked around city first. but .. oh well, we just walked like 15 mins and it started to rain. cool!!! i hate it!! it was so heavy rainy!!! aaahhhhh .. he looks so cool!! aaaaaarrrrrrrggg .. so so so cute!!! i wanted to pinch his cheek!!! i love his eyes, yay!!! whoaaaaaaaa raining .. raining .. it was so not cool!! but i got ma hoodie and he got nothing. poor matty mooooooooo … he companied me here and there without complaining …

then we went to starbucks where tonz of ppl were looking at us even when we sat and had a long convo. of course, we got strange looks from ppl around us. you wanna know why? hahahhaa.. envy me please!! hahahhahahahaa… i aint gonna tell ya … but i know, we’re made a cute couple!! mwahahhahahahaa.. kidding!!!

so cuteeeeeeeeeee … he was so nervous!!! i just found out today about it, his tiny winkie stupid confessions!!! no wonder he drank his coffee thats fast and shuttered!!! love his eyes .. love his eyes … sooooooo stupid!! but it was cool!!! then the rain was stopped. so we decided to move out from starbucks.

we were walking again then we had dinner in the japanese restaurant, we sat in da corner of those silly window glasses. hahhahaa.. wasnt it cute? lolz … yeah, we chit chat for an hour or so .. i laughed at him coz he talked too fast to that japanese waitress til she didnt understand what he said then he had to repeat it again. bah .. he talks fast with his strong aussie accent. lolz .. even me, sometimes i dont get what he says. very very very strong accent.

then we were heading to crown for our movie!! yay!!!! but not yet … we were playing games first!!! hell yea, i beat him twice on air hockey, my fave game!! we were so serious playing it like in real competition and everyone was standing around us to see we played da game. I KICKED HIS ASS MANNNNNNNNN!!! bloody hell, my score was higher … well, it was so fun … i loved it!! he knows what i want, he knows my favorite games and blah blah blah .. lolz …

then we collected our tix from da tix box, then we were sitting in da floor and talking a lot for hours. hahhahahahaa… bah .. so hes so cute!! lol … then we went to the cinema. nice comfy huge chairs like business class in planes, where you can order food. hahahahhahaa.. envy me, people!! da girl next to me was always lookin at us and what we ordered coz she only got popcorn and cokes from her bf. lolz … but during the movie PIRATES 2 DMC, i had headache. damnit!! sux!!

our movie finished about 12.30am i think! i cant recall!! hahahhaa.. then we were heading home. hahhahahahaha… yeah, he dropped me off. thats all … after home, we were still talking til 5am! hahahahahhaa.. crazy us!! he slept at 6am, woke up at 10am, and myself slept 7am and woke up at 10am. then we were still keep on talking all day unless we sleep. thats our routine. neither of us could ignore each other. hahahhaa.. how sad is that?

he is so sweet coz no matter how busy he is, he will still text me and saying that he is thinkin about me. oh yeah .. he often floods me a lot of texts while he is at work and busy. mmm .. and if he is too busy, he will let me know as well that he might a lil slow to reply or whatever. sigh … last nite he texted me  while he was at work, "sorry to flood ya with messages as much as i have things to do, i was missing ya!!".

bah bah bah bah bah …. silly guy!!! wakakkakakakaa .. he is still aiming for my 1000 points!! so thats why he is in his best behaviour and not to ruin everything at the mo!! i told him it takes like 3 months to reach those points. he says, "well, i dont mind as if it takes 3 months, im willing to do it as long as youre dont mind to put it up wit me!!!".

btw, our arms are so sore coz of air hockey. last nite i couldnt even move it properly. and my right knee got a big bruise and its getting bigger coz i hit da table all da time… damnit!!!! sux!!! this weekend i cant wear skirt then as i was planning it!!! that silly head suggested me to wear stockings!! i said, i hate it!! but still ma arms are a lil bit sore. im just worry about this big bruise on ma knee, it takes a while to recover!! dammmmmmmmmmmmm ….. so if its still bruise like this til this weekend, bah .. no skirt then!! lolz …

what else? thats all i supposed .. the rest i wont tell ya !!! wakkakakakaa… he asked me out again for a picnic and planning to draw my face as potrait and blah blah blah!!! lolz.. whatever!!! if it happens, i’ll let ya know coz i asked him to book the time with me prior a week before. so it’s waiting list!! wakkakakaa and he goes like, "dont worry, i’ll let ya know in advance, i’ll book a date with ya!!!".

wakakkakakakaa.. bakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa …. hope this weekend is gonna be fun!!! coz last sunday was raining whole day and couldnt take pix!!! thats all … please dont rain on this weekend!!!

CHEESY TIME!!

Friday, July 21st, 2006

AUDY FEAT SAME SAME - WITHOUT YOU

The first time I saw you…I knew
I knew I luv U coz my heart stopped
Saat pertama bertemu
Ku tau jantung ku terhenti
Karena cinta

Coz’ I …la la la la la la
Love You…

Love can make U feel so funny
No house no car not even money
Will make me feel the way
What I’m really tryin to say
I can’t live another day
Without You oh …without You

Saat pertama kukecup
Kutau kau milikku
Kar’na terhenti detak hatimu
The first time I kiss U I knew
I knew I had U coz’ your heart stopped

Hanya cinta yang mampu begitu
Tiada yg di dunia yang dapat membuatku 
Merasa ikut coba katakan
Ta dapat hidup tanpa …tanpamu

Coz’  I…la la la la la la
Love You…

Because I..la la la
Love You …love You…

NAFF- AKHIRNYA KU MENEMUKAN MU!

khirnya ku menemukanmu
saat hati ini mulai meragu
akhirnya ku menemukanmu
saat raga ini ingin berlabuh

ku berharap engkau lah
jawaban sgala risau hatiku
dan biarkan diriku
mencintaimu hingga ujung usiaku

jika nanti ku sanding dirimu
miliki aku dengan segala kelemahanku
dan bila nanti engkau di sampingku
jangan pernah letih tuk mencintaiku

akhirnya ku menemukanmu
saat hati ini mulai meragu
akhirnya ku menemukanmu
saat raga ini ingin berlabuh

STICK WIT YOUUUUU

Thursday, July 20th, 2006

as usual, i always put silly title!!! how i love it!!! wakakkakakaaa.. i feel like im writing a headline for newspaper!! lolz.. nah .. kidding!! again .. daily life .. i always wake up in da morning e.g 8am or 9am. how sad is that mannnnnnn??? my daily life .. work life .. silly life .. so unpredictable .. less sleep .. and now im so sleepy .. forcing ma eyes to open … lolz … listenin to this stoooooopid song!! every time i take a nap, my mom always wakes me up .. sigh … how sad is that? always like that .. then sometimes my home fone always rings .. so noisy!! lolz .. until i have to turn off da ringer!! uhauhauhauhauhuhahaaa..

uuummm …. ive been thinkin so many things in da past few weeks. hahahaha… ive been thinkin if i have made a big step mistake. well, it should be fine but … at the moment, my brain works very fine .. hahahahaa.. while usually i always with ma brain damage. lolz .. is it gonna be work as i want? is this what i always wanted? buh … what a ponder brain!!! honestly, i dont give a hoot of all the things that happened or will happen in my life. but sometimes hell yeah .. i do ponder certain things!! wakkakakaka…. sux to me be!! hauhauhaa…

fcukin .. fcukin cold!! freezing!! god damnit!! bah bah bah bah bah … oh oh oh i hate it!! silly sucker!! uhauhauhauhuhauhauhauhauhauhauhauhauhauha.. fcuk fcuk fcuk!!! fcuk! fcuk!! hahahahhahahaa.. that so silly mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn … he went shopping by himself!! uhauhauhauhauhuhauhauhauhauhauhaa… wa da fcuk about sunday? huauhauhauha… we are not going to formal event!! lolz .. buh .. such a big preparation!! hauhahauhuhaaa.. he just wanna get ma 100 points!! if he makes any efforts, i’ll consider to give him those 100 points!! uhauhauhauhauhauhuhaa… he got 150 points before, but i cut em into 100 coz he made something useless mistake!!! wakaakkakakakakakaka… of course, he can trade something, but he has to save more points to reach 1000 points! huauhauhauhauhaa.. FLY BUYS!! hahahahhaa.. thats our silly game tho!! but trust me, i aint gonna make any efforts for this sunday. i was thinkin, but nah nah nah .. he is da guy, so he should make sum efforts for me!! Hauhauhauhuhaa… whatever!

thats all for today. so much fun today .. lolz ..silly guy … my mom is funny too!! uhauhaaauhuha.. and we decided that we have to do a strike on this sunday, NOT TALKIN TO EACH OTHER for the rest of da day a.k.a sunday coz we talk too much every day!! hahahhahaa.. i can … but i dont think he can .. huauhauhauhuhauhauhaa … he will climb da rock and talk to me a.k.a contact me first!! Huauhauhauhuha… such a mess!!! well, i can imagine it coz it happens all da time when i ignore him!! just for fun!! huauhauhuhaauha…

F.U.N.K.Y LOVE!!! wakkakakakaaa

Wednesday, July 19th, 2006

stupid bummer!!! hahahahhaa … let it be… let it be if many ppl show their enviness on me!!! i dont give a dam!!! im on the state of mind that im happy with my life! i aint try to impress anyone .. and i dont want to impress anyone as well … as usual, i dun give a fcuk with anything … i was the one who started to play this game, let me finish it nicely! hahahahhaa…

not much happened today … its pretty sunny tho but still a lil bit windy tho not as same as yesterday. a part of ma life in melb, all da time i have to bring up ma daily forecast!! hahahahahhaa… its like ma eating habit!!

as usual, every day i still talk to that silly man! but again … last nite i was so upset wiv ma friend. sigh … what da fcuk!!! fcukin shiet ass .. i dun giv a fcuk no moreeeeeeeee … i was going about to sleep but heck yeah .. buh buh buh … as i always mention, dun get fcuk your life wiv me, if you still wanna talk with me or else, i’ll be the most nasty person in this world. oh yeah, as i said, no fcuk hella shiet no more. whatever!!!

i slept like a hella baby last nite tho he is stll buggin ma brain every nite and day. oh yea, i woke up like 11 or so.. wkakakaa.. cool, i was late!! hahahaha … usually, i wake up around 8 or 9am. hahahahahhahahahahahaa… but that silly booooo was missin me too much!! lolz … so funni!! he said that i neglected him and it was all ova ma fone and myspace. what da heck .. revenge timeeeeeeee!!!

sigh … his silly mean tricks, how he teases me and picks on me .. hahaa.. all of em are a huge turn on for me!!! hahahhaaa.. i know his tricks are such a high skool kids monkey love!! uhauhauhuhauhaauhauhaa… i always make him to admit it that he likes me alot!! of course, he admits it all the time and he was only being an adult for 2 secs by saying that, "YES I DO, I LIKE YOU!!!" or " YES, I DO MISS YOU SILLY!!!". hahahhahahahahahahhahahaa…

yesterday he used his stupid silly famous pick up lines!! yea, just one of our inside jokes tho. "will you hold ma hand this sunday?" and i said blah blah blah .. huauhauhuhauhauha.. i knew it .. i knew his silly pick up lines!!! then he goes like, "BECAUSE MY MOTHER WONT LET ME GO OUT OR CROSS THE STREET UNLESS IM HOLDING SOME ONES HAND!!!". i laughed like a shiet!! uhauhauhauhuhaa… that useless pick up lines just make me laugh coz of his silly behaviour!!

this is guy is such a jester!!! lolz .. i’ll write again.. gonna go out!! uhauhauhuhauhauhauhauha… every day i just smile and laugh too much coz of him!! lolz …

I’ve been all over the world,
looking for something, I’ve seen it all,
but still I had found no one like you
I broke all the rules,
I played every game,
I soon reliased,
all that I needed was you.
Do you know how much I like it,
do you feel the same?
cos You give me everything I ever need and more,
I spent my whole life looking for,
May be this it is,
cos we got funky love

Never knew a time like this before,
There is no body else I need to call,
Baby this it is,
cos we got funky love.
The way that you touch me feels so divine,
And all the right places,
you know how to find with me,
So let’s take a moment to sit and remind,
Ourselves of the feeling you’re giving me all the time.
Do you know how much I like it.
Do you feel the same?
Cos we got funk, we got funky love……

oh Melbourne .. oh Melbourne….

Wednesday, July 19th, 2006

that deep shiet weather!! fcukin hella sux!! outside is so fcukin freezing .. hahahaa.. i feel like im a lil bit in europe although no snow. my hands are so hella freezing!!! buh .. but anyways, i went to crown and sat in greco for a lil bit to enjoy ma wedges and orange juice and ma mum had her blackberry cake and guava juice. so niceeeee .. i went to warner bros … well, its been like soooooooooo fcukin ages ive neva been to crown, maybe more than 3 months!! hahahhahahaa… i saw elmo .. wakakakaaa.. so cuteeeeeeeeeee … at da same time, pokie head told me that he was planning to buy me one tho this weekend. so happy!!! he is sooooooooo niceeeee and treat me so well!!!! what else? me n mum took a lot of pix!! but that shiet weather .. wakkakakaka.. cmon you tell me!!!! then we went back to city to buy household stuffs!! wink ….

oh yeah.. wakakkakakaa.. he is so so so so so so so so funny!! i wanted burst to laugh loudly in da street when i read his texts. but i couldnt .. ppl would think i was crazy!!! so i was just smiling like an idiot! he was planning too much for this weekend. its gonna be a long long day, i bet!!! lolz … sperky butterflies on his stomach!!! hahhahaaa…

look what he has done today…  hahahaha.. he shaved his head!!! lolz .. i told him … his fringe looks weird!! uhauhauhauha.. pinky swear, no more cargos!! hahahhaaa… cant believe he did it!

uuummm … he got the lamest pick up lines in this entire world!! thats our inside joke, but its always fun fun fun …

ok.. heres the freakie part!!! long time ago before we met … we might crossed each other path. coz he used to eat in a place where i used to have ma meals every week and almost every day, i would sit there for hours. but oh well .. we didnt know each other. but a few years later … here we are …  hahhahaaa… that would be a funny story for us tho. anyways, everything about us is so freakie!!! dankkkk .. how can it happen mannnn??? i wish i knew …

last nite, i couldnt sleep well .. wakakkakaa.. i hate him for being a virus that attacks ma brain most of the time. sigh … oh yeah, it doesnt happen in ma side only, but he is, too. wakkakakaa… he was teasing me this morning about i woke him up. he said, "youre missing me arent ya? and blah blah blah …". usually, i never text him in da morning!! lazy!!! but oh well, just once in a while, just like today .. so, it should be alright. aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww … he’s so cute, decent and funny!! lolz …

btw, we havent watched tokyo drift!! hahahahhahaa.. thats so lame!!! so, we decided next week, we’re gonna watch it!! hahahhahahahaa.. unless this week, i wanna watch 2 movies at the same time! but we havent decided da day tho!!! if theres still on da cinema!! hahhahahaa.. but by next week, i dont think we can watch it tho.. wakkakakakakaa.. never mind!!! we were planning to  watch it this weekend but its gonna be so useless if we watch tokyo drift in gold class cinema. its not gonna be very worthed!! so, we decided to watch Pirates 2, first!!! DEPP!! slurps!!

I’D DODGE A BULLET FOR YOU!!”

Monday, July 17th, 2006

taek abes tuh title nya!! wakkkakakakaa…….. ucrit abesssss!!!! not much happend lah today …. si anak dodol!!! so sweet!! huauhauhaauhaa.. dasar norak gue!! what a decent guy! what a caring guy!! lolz.. what a sweet guy!! wakakkakakakaa.. cuih .. norak! norak norak!!! asik, mo makan kangkung dolo!!! udeh lama gak makan!! ud sebulan nyari kangkung di melb kaga ada, soalnya kg ada yg jual dimana2, baru maren2 nemu lage di toko chinese groceries!! hahahahahahahahhaaa… senengnye gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee … loh apa hubungannya?

tar gue sambong lage dah.. hauhaahahauhaa ….

me back … wakkakakaa.. hes totally a sweetheart!! dammmmmmmmmm cupid!!! he knocked me down wiv his decent and crazy personality!! oh oh oh oh oh … what can i say? hahhahaha… what a candy!! lolz … all of sudden im havin CUDDLE CRAVING!!! lolz.. what a mess!!!

i was takin a nap for a bit but mom woke me up .. aaaaaaaarrrrggggggg .. thats so not fun!! i was so sleepy!! but anyways … by now i cant sleep anymore. cant take him out of ma mind even when i sleep!! thats so fuggin insane!! hahahaha … im gonna have a chit chat with him a bit later .. sigh … better im watchin news now!! hahahahhahahaa… and maybe later DINNER!!!