LINZ SAID SO!!!

we went out today, had our jap food as usual. then we went to crown to watch clerks 2. we had free tix, coz i met one ma of rmit classmates back then, sonam. he works for village. thats cool. i meant, we were gonna buy da tix and paid, but when i saw my friend who works there, then i said hi n had a lil chat. i didnt know it till mk told me that he didnt pay for da tix coz ma friend gave us free tix. gosh .. so lucky mannnn!!!

ah .. good weather today, very sunny and warm. we enjoyed da day sitting and talking around da river. hahahaha… sooooooo goooooodddddd though i felt a lil bit ill plus lack of sleep. last nite i had another fcukin nightmare, i woke up around 1ish am [i slept around 11pm], after then i couldnt sleep no more til 7ish am. dammmmmmm… then i woke up around 10ish am.

then we went back to city, he got his naruto box sets [i got the full episodes like 2 years ago, but since someone wanna have his own naruto dvds... what can you do?] then i went to groceries to buy toilet paper only. hahahahaha…

went back to ma house, then we went out again to get slovlaki. yummie .. eating, watchin tv, layin down and talking.. wakakkaa… so goooooooddddd …

but today imma a lil tired and ill.

ah .. he is so cute … i love his eyes … so cuteeeeeeeeeee …. hahahhaa… love everythin about him. yay!! slurps!!

ahahaa.. he and stevie watched naruto whole day, the other day he didnt sleep only slept 2 hours, then went out with steve, then after that steve and him had a naruto marathon til 4am. coz steve couldnt drive back home coz he had a few drinks. so around 4am, steve went back home. everyone is now copy cat me, even steve!! hahahahaha.. bah .. steve loves unagi don now!! lol.. what an aussie!!! lol … wakakkakaa…. then last week when we had jap food, da chef was perving on me!! lol .. when i looked at him, he turned away. bah.. he was gossipping me wit other co workers. when mk went there again with steve, da chef asked him, the one you brought last time, shes your gf? then he said yeah. then the chef goes blah blah …

that kid didnt wanna tell me da BLOKE TALK!!! steve was asking about how long we have been dating and so forth .. blah blah blah … he freaked steve out a lil bit by sayin i loved you [a.k.a to me] earlier than usual. bakaaaaaa … lame excuse, he never fell in love to someone that fast plus broke all his bloke rules coz of me. bah .. I WILL ASK STEVE LATER!! hahahhahahahaha…. but, we had this kind of talk heart to heart ages ago even before when we were as friends in da past. hahahaha…

fcukin hell .. did you know how long for us to make this happened? lol… sort of fcukin 3-4 years mannnnnn .. when we were still taken with each other’s partner, when we went to that silly jap rest, when he played kendo, when i studied at rmit, when diz that .. buh .. never realized it … till that day … long story man .. wakakakkakaa.. i dont wanna repeat all these stories again … so when friends ask me, i’ll just say whatever what pops on ma mind [how we met, how long we've been together, etc]. lol .. coz the more i tell them the full story, it will be more complex, complicated then there will be more of questions. as i said, i played it safe before, i kept my dark secret before.. hahaha.. but told ya .. i would revealed it one day and i did .. hahahhahahahahaahaa.. god damnit!!

but after all … i love it!! i enjoy it!! lol … i love bein around with him, so comfie and feels good!!! i feel safe and secure with him.

ah .. i love him so much!! he treats me so well!! he makes me wanna scream i love you every single day. hehehehee…. god dam, i love ya, mk including your NORI!! hahahaha…. i doooooooooooooooooo…. the only guy who makes me feel like a princess. i love his silly thoughts, his stupid manner, his dam meanie sense of humour that always makes me smile and laugh like a mad girl, his cool and tough attitude and his soft side, his crazy personality and blah blah blah… im chesse .. im cheese!!! lol …

he changed my life. i so love being around him. he is so special in ma eyes, in ma heart. every single day and nite i feel like im home. he is so lovely. hahahahaha.. damn mannnnnnnnn… he is so attractive and cute!! sometimes i cant help myself esp. his puppy face!! wakakakakakaka….

PS: i love ya, babe! i miss you every single day!! ure growin bigger and bigger in ma heart [and thank god, i told you this last nite]. my feeling never ever change since day one til now. that day one … ages ago … wherever i am, and i know you’ll always be there as a friend even when i close ma eyes, indeed and also a lover. yay!! uuuummmmmm ….. the chesse one .. lol .. but its true … thats why i thanked god every single day, that after all i met him again by coincidence indeed after so many stories behind! so funny yeah? those years, we were sort of passed that path but just … it was just so difficult til had to wait for ages… my god!!! but well .. it was a good ending tho .. waiting is kinda worth if you really do believe it!! hahaha.. some friends said, my love story is kinda a love movie or drama. whatever …. but maybe .. i think so … we do realize it!!

Yeah, uh-huh
I can’t believe it

Finally I’m walking down that aisle
No need for the coping now
I found the perfect partner waiting for me at the altar
Made a vow before God to love me
And finally I’m walking down that aisle
I will never second guess us how
When we’re laughing together, and we’re crying together
Having kids together, my life begins right now

Finally the day has arrived
I’m standing at the altar, you’re walking down the aisle
My heart skips a beat, emotions run wild
Half of me is crying, the other half smiles
I can feel my stomach turnin and tossin and goin through it
I just can’t believe it, I’m really ’bout to do it
Take the vow to be together forever
Plus promise I’ma be there, whenever, wherever
Through the ups and downs, through the darkest clouds
Side by side in the rain ’til the sun comes out
I was blind to love, God showed me you
Now I’m standin here shakin ’bout to say "I do"
And I do

 
Butterflies, my palms are sweaty
It’s a lifetime commitment, I pray that I’m ready
But your eyes tell me not to worry, you’re sincere
Can’t turn back now, destiny’s why I’m here
Our friends laugh as I take you by the hand
But they single and this a feeling that they don’t understand
You’re my partner for life, I’ma treat you right
Our honeymoon’s forever, not just tonight
Knew the time was right, to be husband and wife
Us both dressed alike in the purest white
Such a beautiful gown, friends and family around
Ignore the cold feet now, time to take these vows

 
It’s a beautiful and heavenly day
As the pastor asks, "Who gives this woman away?"
Your father says "I do" and gives me a hand
Plus the tough guy, and I completely understand
He losin a diamond and now you’re mine and
He don’t have to worry, I’ma keep you shinin
I’ma build us a future, I’ma keep on climbin
With our family on my back, cause that’s my assignment
I’ma work overtime, make sure y’all live
But still find time for you and homework with the kids
Took a long time to learn, I was so hardheaded
But you stuck with me and you won’t regret it, "I do"
 
And I do (I do)
Baby I do (I do)
Baby I doooooooooooooooooooo
We made a vow baby
I do (I do)
Baby I do (I do)
Baby I doooooooooooooooooooo
Find that perfect partner, yeah yeah (I do)
Waiting for me at the altar
And I make a vow before God to love you
Finally I’m walking down that aisle
I’ll, never second guess you

@ll cool j feat 112 - down the aisle

29.08.09
mwahahhahahaa… thats sooo hillarious!!! i cracked myself so much!!! ah .. i wish my life is like this forever, but all i can say it, well i have a great amazing life!! im so grateful for it. hehehe … last nite he asked me if i would join da boys nite with steve. but i said, im lazy!! hahaha… then he goes, "oh that makes me feel good that my gf is lazy seeing me! kidding!". ok, besides im lazy and lack of sleep plus i dont wanna disturb him coz i know he got heaps things to talk about with stevie. lol .. then he goes, "if i wanted to be alone, i wouldnt invite you to come!". oh well, i think i’ll visit him or catch up with him tomorrow or on thurs. im busy, hello!! hahahahahahhaaa… maybe his mum got sick of me already, coz i go to his house too often! lol … bah bah bah …

my god!! i turned into a piggie last nite. i ate alot coz in the past few days i was hardly to eat. bah … amazingly i slept around 4am then madly shietty myself coz i had a fcukin nightmare twice and continuesly! bah bah bah bah bah .. such a freaking dreams a.k.a nightmares, so scary mannnnnnn ….

my house was so messy then i cleaned up everything again as usual. but its all good! ahhahahhahahaaa… i wonder why im so happy today! uuumm … and my thoughts always go to him constantly. he is soooooo cuteeeeeee and god dam attractive!! lol … btw, tonz of things in ma brain!! wakkakakakakakaa… impossible i write ol of em here. all i know im so god dam happily ever after!! lol ..

we were planning on our next lil adventure!! hahahaa.. next route will be essendon, i think .. theres one good jap restaurant. the chef in flemington recommended us coz he [chef] works there in certain days.

just now he just sent me a message with xoxo n told me out with stevie and copy cat ma menu unagi don. lol … played pool and ended up with naruto [show off his naruto collections to steve<<< I SUPPOSED!]. i think, steve hasnt seen it at all a.k.a first time to watch it. mwahhahaa.. i bet he is gonna be so death with each episode, addicted!!! lol … been there done that, even rhys was about da same!! mwahahhahaaa… but i think, rhys is more into bleach!! bah!

my god!!! now my society is full of aussies!!! lol .. oh well, i better go now!! kekekekekee… xoxo

28.08.06

ah .. so goooooddddd!! its gonna be spring soon, september soon. life is pretty much the same but i think this time im kinda feelin relax with everythin goes in ma life. i got soooooo much to tell but im kinda cant recall exactly what happened. yesterday i wrote something here, but stupid blog crashed it!! lol… i couldnt be bothered to rewrite again.

where do i start? oh well, 2 weeks ago i went to MK’s house, met his folks, jacob, christine. i played a lot with jacob and taught him evil thing! hahahaha… i cant really recall, but we watched sum movies, had nice parma at flemington. it was sooooo gooooooddddd!!! i think i have written about this one. hahaha.. im so forgetful.

he went to QLD for a week then so many things happened on ma side and his side there. god damnit!! honestly, the thing wasnt coming on our side but the other side of this world, hahaa.. lets say it, it was kinda on "ma side". so many thoughts, so many things to talk, but it was all good. i think, we’re just a good couple, never have a massive fight or argument. not sure, but i guess, we’re just too understanding toward each other even on honey moon period passes and so on. we always think the same. it was the other party on ma side who had a step on our relationship, i know its so fcukin annoying. bah .. i wish i could do something. but after all, i cant even be bothered it. but sometimes, trust me, i can be so worked out about it. then as usual, i just burst out everything to MK and after that, i feel good. he is so goooooddd to talk to esp. heart to heart. i got so worked up for a week til i wasnt really into eat or sleep. ah … i wish that the other party would just shut up and leave me alone. but i dont wanna be a cruel person. or do i really need to vanish from this world? haha.. i dont think so man.

he flew back from qld to melb around friday midnite. he wanted to see me straight away, but i suggested him the following day. so funny, both of us were cravin for jap food!! lol .. bah .. we ordered our usual menu and big bashing tofu with teriyaki sauce!! hahahaha… it seems its been a while since we had that crazy tofu craving!! soooooo gooooodddddd!!!

he told me alot about the qld esp. superman ride!! hahaha… i was so gonna be death if i had that ride!! i couldnt imagine!! trust me!! but i wanna try it tho. damnnnnnnnnnnnnn …. that shiet rollercoaster will make you heart attack than usual one. i can imagine that.

then after late lunch, we were heading to kensington again. we rent sum movies and games!! lol .. i met his co-workers and boss!! lol … can you imagine that? hahaha… today his boss was complaining about he didnt intro me to him. i meant, oh yeah, ive seen him [his boss] so busy wiv customers. well, thats what MK told him tho. i met sandy and paul as well. ive heard about sandy tho.

we also grabbed 2 large pizzas! i guess, he is too popular like ppl in every corner knows him. lol … those pizza staffs even the pizza boss was blah blah blah [long story] … ok, thats so nuts!! usually, i only know stories about these n those ppl but slowly i have a chance to meet him time to time.

around 10.30pm, we hit da town again!! lol.. playing shiet games, chit chat, friends marathon, supper, so on .. so good mannnnnnn … ok, this mite sound so gay!! but i have always this odd feeling!! hahaha… hard to explain!!!

i was sick, my body was fcukin sore, runny nose and kinda hay fever maybe. i had a fever too. so good .. he gave me a good massages and i felt good. when i went back home, i just had 2 kind of medications, and next day i woke up, i felt so good and i almost couldnt wake up .. havent been like this for ages, a very good sleep.

on sunday 26/08, i was woke up like fcukin 3pm coz we were talkin til 4am, yeah and yada yada yada series marathon and i was so fcukin ill. i had an invite for good jap food in flemington. oh well, i just went to kensington first to catch up, then we headed to flemington. yay! i had unagi, dam… almost a year i havent had unagi don. lol … and i had other silly food as well and drink! ah so good!!

we went back to kens again, watched other movies and rhys came ova. he is usually very loud, but in front of me he seems so shy. but its all good. now i know why all gals love to flirt with him even if theyre taken EXCEPT ME!! lol .. he is a bad temptation for gals even if they older than him coz he is a good lookin guy, but he is only 17! hahahahahaha… we had pasta for supper then christine said that i ruined da pasta taste coz i added tonz of ketchup. lol .. i love ketchup. then now everyone knows that i say KETCHUP rather than tomato sauce. hahahahhaa…

oh i think steve and laura plus reed [laws bf] moved to footscray or whatever. buh … they bought da house. sometimes i get confused! never mind!! steve + laws= siblings ak.a bro and sis.. lol .. anyways… i remember now, steve is the skyline’s owner.  btw, theyre gonna have a "warmin invitation", maybe some kind of BBQ. lol … laws asked him to bring me along coz they wanna meet me and blah blah blah … trust me, he has a big mouth and spread all about me [i meant, not personal things tho. i meant like hes havin a gf] to his friends, boss, co workers and who? lol .. wakkakaa… should be fun!! should i be proud?

oh .. christine gave me a lift to go back home, so its all good! hehehe… thats all. then i received a fone call from abroad, then i was so fcukin worked up coz of it, sigh … so mean mannnn … 3 fone calls and they were ruined ma good mood. god damnit, whats wrong wiv this world? can i just have a good life a lil bit? lol .. but again, i told MK blah blah blah about how fcukin annoyin those calls. so, i told him maybe i’ll talk to him heart to heart in person or in a fone coz it was quite late.

n yknow what? the other fcukin frd made me so fcukin worked up too yesterday with fcukin nagging and accusing me for shiet things. bah!! cmon man …. i got ma own probs as well and its already enuff. i cant even handle it .. hahaha… i told ya, i cant be bothered with fcukin things, but just i take it easy. i dont care!! lol … but trust me, when you do that stupid thing on me to ruin da friendship, oh well .. i think thats da time you get ma hint that i wont talk to you anymore. mwahhahahahaa….

and da shiet thang is this stupid fs blog!! mwahahhahaa.. how can this stupid site crashed a few fair of ma blog content? bah .. not so happy about it!!

about other news, ebony said hi to me thru him as well. bah .. now all his friends know me. i think laws is gonna arrange other event and he can bring me along as well. hahaha.. you dont wanna know about this event … besides, not sure yet. maybe i’ll tell ya later! wink …

ah … its been a while since da last time i had my silly prayer to you …
thank you for givin me a lil surprise on ma bday, something that ive never expected it all …
however, life is like a rollercoaster …
oh .. im sooooooo use to it every since now and then …
mmmm … thank you for givin me so much strenght when i was down in passed ma crazy post life.
wasnt it a lovely lesson from you, dear God?
and i know by now, i still stand though here and i know what im going to do …
yay!!! i can smile, i can laugh …
hahahhaa … as usual, im just happy go lucky …
but there is one that makes me so unsure how to handle it
oh well .. i cant be bothered it either …
i guess, youve had answered my silly prayer which i made last January
dammmmmmmmmm .. thats pretty fast … lol …
mwahhahaa.. i might a lil slack this time … i forgot the promised i made …
sigh … although i still remember it but i am just an ordinary human being
i do make mistakes, i do forget about certain things, i might lack of this and that …
anyways, i guess, i have to do things that ive promised in da past …
bah .. so many sins .. so many mistakes …
please forgive me, god, once again …
im gonna make it right this time
wink …
thank you for giving me a colourful life like a rainbow in the sky
i know it sounds so chesse but i do feel like that …
every single step i make, it seems so light and im able to walk easily
mmmmmmmmm .. just like that …

PS: for my one and only NINJA friend … bah … its my pleasure to be your ninja partner in crime!!! i enjoy our crazy ninja moves!! lol … LONG LIVE MELBOURNE NINJA CREW!!! slurps …

to a certain lovely friends, you know who you are … thanks for those lil tiny silly things!!

to NORI and the owner, hahahaa.. i sooooooooooooo love you both esp the owner!!! i do i do i do!! wakkkakakakakakaa… dammmmmmmm …..

wakakkakakaaa.. kambing!! sapi!! babi!! kura2 ninjaaaaaaa .. wakakkakakakaa … gokil!! aaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww …. prasaan gue lage bertele2.. lol .. loh kog? ah ember .. kura2 ninja abessssssssss …. lalalalalalalalalalalalaa … sumpeh! lage bete abessssss mannnnnnn … sompret!! gue keknya mo memaki2 semua manusia!! lol .. kl ada punching bag, udah abes kale tuh bag!! lol .. aih …

gue lage nonton komedi gelo di tv!! wakakkaa.. kocak abes mannnnnn … however, otak gue lage kaga di tv at all meskipun crita nye paradi abes.. wakakakaka… god damnit!!

yesterday i went to kensington … jacob is such a cute lil kid!! hahaha.. i played with him a lot!! that kid is so cute and funny!! lol .. oh yeah, i met christine too. just like that. i havent seen rhys yet tho.

as for dinner, i had tonz of wedges mixed with cheese and bacon. sooooooo goooooooooooodddddd .. i also had chicken parmigiana… slurpsssssss .. wakakkakakakakaa .. dam soooooo gooooooodddd!!! i so love my dinner. what else?

i sooooooo wanna go to QLD againnnnnnn …. maybe next year .. lol … btw, these days i feel a lot of pressures, as usual, i keep on pondering a lot. hahhahaa.. thats what i do … i sleep well, howevery my brain is keep on working. so many things in maaaaaa heeeeaaadddddd!! oh mannnnnn .. sometimes i feel guilty as well to what just happened .. lol … feel sorry for myself!! wakakkakakaa… bah bah bah bah bah bah ….

thats all .. cant think of anythin to write!!! my brain is on error mode!!

16.08.06

ah .. ive been pondering so much these days. im happy but yet i feel like i have heaps of struggles. hahaha… who knows about it? only me, him and 2 friends of mine. ah … sometimes life can be a biatch as well. i wanted to cry but again i couldnt. hehehe… i guess, i have to take life easy like i always do. however, im only a human lack of certain things.

these days i had a lot of fun. doh .. i cant remember anything what i did in da past few days. last friday we went to a movie, "sentinel". hahaha crap movie. well, who chose that movie before? hahahaa.. not me! again .. i beat him on hockey!! hahahahahaa.. oh yeah, its all good!! we had a long convo til all of sudden he dropped da L word, I LOVE YOU, he lookd deep into ma eyes and said it after for so long he brushed me off n neva admitted that he loves me!! hahahaha.. god damnit!!

btw, rhys was in da game centre too, at crown. lol.. but so funny either of us didnt see each other. oh well .. my macca was sux when i had it for supper! mwahahahaa.. god damnit!! i wanted to sue that chinese slave who worked behind da maccas kitchen for being such a fcukin idiot, no mayoinese at all!! i felt cheated!!! lol.. anyways …. after we went back home, we talked to each other til 5am again to sum up things between us. hahahahahahaa.. what a mess!!

last sunday we went to the zoo and mucking around there, hahahahaa… all animals were such a lazy bummer!! oh .. i so love that indo orang utan and tigers… i expected more for those lions but all of em were so lazy. every time i go to the zoo, i’ll be seeing them laying down! hahahaha… we took so many stupid pix and i added em to ma fs, bing and space. lol .. he left me a few silly things on ma bing and space!! wakakakaa… i so love it.

ah … sometimes its sooooooo good having him in ma life. coz when im down, he knows how to make me smile again although im on ma unstable mind, pissed off, very emo and bad temper mode. after all, coz of him, all just fade away in half to an hour. aaaahhhhh .. so good!!

we were arguing things before hand just now. coz of me and certain someone in ma life. sigh … she made it terrible while i was on ma happy moment in ma life. she threaten me so much and i wanted to burst to tears. ah … so then i told him then everything was begun … i was on ma so uncool mode, i was so fcukin pissed off and kinda misunderstood about how he cheers me up. he says, "what do you want me to do? i cant do anything much either. its between you and her, i can just stick on ma head into it and blah blah blah blah". oh well .. i was thinkin different meaning  before to what he said. til he says, "i hate to see you like this when i really cant do a great deal. you know i want things between us to work out and it hurts to see you hurt". and blah blah blah saying that he was frustrated as well.. lol .. i was about the same thing as well. wink … not until i said one thing that he thought like, "what do you mean? are you breaking up wit me?". bah .. he was just misunderstood. i said, NO then i re-explained everything again!! lol .. then he said da same thing again!! hahahaa.. so funny!!

but now.. its all good!! hahahaa.. i so miss him so much!! yesterday i cleaned up ma bedroom and everything. sigh.. my room looks ok now. hahaha but i bet in 2 days im gonna mess it again.

im so so so so so happy!! but this sunday hes gonna to go QLD, brissie and gold coast with his family for a week. lol .. im soooooo gonna miss him a lot! we were talking about this on the other day. he said that hes gonna stack up a lot of fone credits to text and call me! hahaha.. that silly guy!

when i was pissed off, he offered to visit me although it was like 11ish PM. but i ignored him!! lol .. but i wanna collect ma big hug from him today! so, yeah, we’re gonna spend time before hes going to qld including the day before he goes.

he was cleaning his room as well at the same time where i cleaned mine. lol .. hahahaa… so so so funny … ah we had silly things to talk about in da last few days. its all good…

sigh … ok, love is a biatch and life? its about the same!! life is so fcukin rollercoaster but i am happy where i am now. im on ma happy state of mind. everythings soooooooooooo goooooooooodddddddd!! hahahahahaa… i cant wait to see him again!! lol … he is so good and able to fill out ma unperfect areas of myself and i do the same thing to him.

sometimes ppl say maybe we arent meant to be, but i would like to prove it that we’re meant to be. hahahaha.. its not because im madly in love with or whatever, well i do. but its not the main case. well, i cant predict the future but i know somewhere we’ll be there… i just wanna have fun for a while, ease my mind and be happy!! i guess, im on dat moments now!! and im still lookin forward for the next few years to be like that. ah .. so good!! hahahahaha…

10.08.2006
mwahahhahahaaa… im so sleepy! but oh well .. what a day!!! last nite i was so fcukin pissed off wit him!!! its always da same, about that stupid biatch!!! lol … but oh well .. after dwelling it by myself without a sleep plus he was so fcukin cranky last nite, after all me and him solved da problems this morning!!

ah.. diz guy .. always gives me full of surprises in da morning!!! my god!! i was so hella upset but then after reading his silly sweet messages on ma bingbox and myspace, i smiled but well .. it didnt work well much, not until we discussed about it.

sigh .. im pretty bad need lint bags for ma washing machine. lol .. i asked him to ask his friends where i could find em including his mom!! lol .. but none of knows about it. thats so sux!! lol …

bah.. he is such a big mouth .. he tells everyone about me even our dates!!! i know half of melb know about me hahahhahaaa.. such a funny guy!!! love him!! lol ..

diz sunday we’re gonna go to the zoo!! nuts!! anyways, who cares … such a funni bugger!!! til then .. mwahhahaa we’ll have to wait for our pix!! wink … i’ll write again later .. gonna go watch a movie!!!

LOVE ME, XOXO!!!

08/08/2006
hahahhahaa.. again .. i dunno where i should start my story … mwahahahhaahhahaaa…. the last thing i remember i was saying like this to him, "I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU. I MEANT IT ALTHOUGH I MIGHT SAY IT LIKE THOUSAND TIMESSSSSSS!!!!!".  bah … i sooooooooooo loveeeee that miki mos!! lol … i was keeping it like a shiet til i said it a few days ago, i think. BUT HE BRUSHED ME OFF!!! but then last last nite he said, I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU TOO!!! … wakkakakakakakkakakakakakkaaa… ok, thats a very long story how we ended up saying it!! im just lazy to write .. lol … only god knows what happened!!!

oh yeah, yesterday we were bumming around in da park!!! the very first time when i laid down in da grass and i looked into the sky … mmmmm … that day the sky was soooooooooooo blueeeeeeeee … i felt so peacefully … hahhahahahaa… i love those blue skiesssss … well, just chit chat and i bullied him!! hahhahaaa…

mmm … i shout him lunch then he shout me back with dinner!! yummieeeeeeeeee .. bah .. i think we ate a lot of japanese food!! every time we go out most of da time we eat jap food!! sigh … i think we both love japan too much!! we both love samurais and ninjas too!! mwahhahahaaa… doh!

wakkakakakakaa… sigh .. so many funni stories!!!! lol … oh yeah, im gonna write about it on ma other blog then!! wakkakakaa….

oh .. those flowers that he gave me .. all of em are blossoming!! mwahahhahahahaa… i got a few friends who teased me about it .. lol .. ma russian, chinese, hk, 2 german friends including a few indo friends!!! whattttttttttttttt??? lol ….

6th august 2006

where do i start? lol .. i cant even recall when was da last time i wrote and what i wrote plus what happened. hahhahahaaa.. sorry, ma brain!!! lol … well, we had a serious talk in da last few days, something about commitment and settle down thingy plus our serious long term relationship. hahhaaa.. damnit!! oh well … somehow, its too early but i think i have to think a lot about it and blah blah blah but ive been thinkin about it a lot… mmm… just in case .. honestly, im doin this relationship isnt for fun or whatever, i meant it, serious long term. it wasnt such a big deal no more since we had talk about it and problems solved, then its all cool. btw, we are quite open up to each other, so yeah ..

today we went out and we both made an effort to each other. hahaha.. how cool is that, hey? we’re just so funny … we always talk about what we’re gonna wear everytime we go out, if its casual then it is. if we need to dress up decent then we will. yeah, today we made an effort while usually we only grab and wear whatever we want!! hahahahaa.. sorry, we have similar shiet habits, tastes and habits. well, he looked good 2nite. yay!!! slurps!!!

as usual, he is such a gentlemen, "may i hold your hand?". hahahhahaa… he always treats me well, take good care of me, polite, decent and not aggressive type. so, its all good. i enjoy being around him. he picked me up, then we had a nice afternoon walk … mwahhahahaa.. oh .. we had our hockey game again!! hahaha… i wasnt in the mood and i lost while usually i beat him!!

yay!! we went to da park, chilled out, chit chat and blah blah blah … im not gonna tell ya what happened there, it was soooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funni!!! our silly game!!! mwahhahahaa…

then we went to a movie, me, you and dupree.. wakakkakaa.. yknow what happened in da cinema? lol .. another funni thang happened .. we were discussing this after we went back home .. lol .. again, another freaky thing, we had the same thoughts during cinema .. anyways, nothing happened, he just held my hand and my arm tightly, like he scared i was gonna leave him. i wanted to laugh so badly!! yeah, he is always like that .. every time he is around me, he always shows his childish qualities, his puppy face and voice .. so cute and adorable!! he is just like lil jacob!! but he is the adult version.

after that, we went to the park again, i think we both like mucking
around in da park yeah? i mean, chill out and have a long convo! we
always have our silly game every time we meet. stupid silly game but
its all fun!! i told ya, we’re just like kids and very playful, teasing
each other … reminds me of school years. but this time was so
special, coz he asked me something … lol .. and i said YES!! SURE!!!
I WOULD LOVE TOO!!! mwahahahhahahaa… i was gonna trick him when he
asked me that special thingy, but oh well .. nah .. i wasnt that mean
.. he is a decent guy! then … slurpsssssssssss … we kissed!! yummie!! thats all .. no other details for you!!!

then we had dinner in a fancy restaurant but oh my god!!! we didnt reserve it so then we had to queue like for an hour, damnit!! hahahahaa… after all, we got seated!! its all good!!! i enjoyed it!!! yummie!!!

once we finished, we had a nice long walk and long convo!! hahahaha.. i think we talk too much mannnnnn, both on da fone and when we catch up. after we arrived to ma place, again … we had a very long convo, sitting and chillin in front of ma apt tower.

we often notice that ppl around us stare us like a shiet!! hahahahhaa… those guys always perv on me!! lol .. he said so as well … esp. today!!! when we were on da queue for dinner, when we had a long convo, etc… all those guys are asians and aussies.. lol .. crazy hey? i wonder why .. it happens all da time? oh well, we’re a cute couple!! hahahahahhaaa.. nah … just joking. bah .. girls like to perv on him too!!! i think, in da past few years and now he is quite different yea? i know his past behaviour but oh no .. i cant tell ya or reveal all those secrets!!  mwahahhahaa.. damnit!! well, by now, he’s 24, he changed a lot already, to be a decent and good guy!! see… i know him for ages!! hahahaa … everything starts from a lil friendship!!! hehehhee… thats what happened to us!! after all, i just kept this lil secret but now i think it doesnt matter anymore.

when he is around me, he is totally change into a different person! again .. i said or wrote ages ago that he is very loud, big mouth, very very out going, silly, jester, naughty and blah blah blah .. but when he is around me .. hahhaaa.. he bcomes very shy, afraid to hurt me, very polite, decent, like a kid and heaps to mention. so, its all good!! i promise, he wont be a bad boy again!! hahahahhaa… i knowwwwwwww .. he cant help himself!! lol .. ah hardly to explain this kind of thing .. all i know how he was in da past and now he is totally a different person. yeah, as for this one, i wont say or reveal anything…. i promised him to keep all his secrets! thats all …

after we went back … we still enjoy our lil chat or long convo til morning!! it happens every day, maybe we are such a big mouth so we have tonz of things to say. still .. until now he still sends a lovely morning message and also when i sleep or he does a such simple thing to me that makes me smile and laugh and or just let me know that he’s thinkin about me .. nothings changed!!! noooooo .. we are so overrrrrrrrrr about honey moon period!! thats so old skool mannnnnnnnn …

thats all i think!!! i just adore him!! lol .. his stupid puppy eyes and voice, his sillyness, his childish qualities, his smile, his eyes, his lame jokes and everything about him. next tuesday, we’re gonna have lunch together. yeah.. i just wanna shout him lunch coz he shouted me a lot already. so i thought it was my turn now. yay!! i cant wait to see him again!! hahahhaa.. you bet, he is like a crazy guy now coz missin me too much!!! lol ..

yeah, he was talking to his sis and rhys. lol .. rhys is so funni!!! lol .. oh well, maybe later i’ll write more about rhys, steve, laura, chris, read, dilen, andrew, more about jacob, sandy etc etc.. hahahahhahaa… tonz of ppl mannnnnn …

thats all for today!!!