LINZ SAID SO!!!

30/09/06
aih … so many things happened!!! ive been sick for most of da week but im a lil bit better by now. my stomach pain gone nuts! i went to the doc again last wednesday. she said i might have gallblader, liver or whatever it is which is pretty dangerous. so she required me to take blood test [medical centre] and CT abdomen scan in the hospital. after i did the blood test, i passed out in the tram, luckily people helped me. my vision was gone so yellow blur and my ears seemed so deaf then i just passed out. it wasnt my first time to take blood test and ive never passed out before due to this kind of thing.

i told matthew right away about what just happened to me. after he finished work, he went off to my house, bought so many things for cooking and everything. lol .. oh well, my fridge is so dam full! so yeah, hes been cooking and doing all the domestic duties for me which is sooooooo dam nice. he just wants me to take a rest. hes been sleepin in the couch ever since! hahhaa …

i wasnt better but getting worse, but then yesterday i went to the hospital to do the abdomen scan. they gave me that weird drink 1L to clean all my stomach so they could scan my kidney, bladder, testines [a.k.a intestines], liver, etc. after i had drink all of em, my stomach went weird, i felt like i wanted to have diarheaa [yeah thats the purpose of that drink to clean up everything in your body]. they gave me an injection to ma vein [left arm], but after 30-40ml the needle was broken off n my arm was bleeding. it took 2 nurses to do another injection, then they did the injection to other vein in ma right arm with a new needle… i was so fcukin scared and nervous. i felt so numb. they left the tip of the niddle on ma right arm with a sticky dam tape.

then i moved to the other strange room, i had to lay down. then they plugged another soft thingy like a plastic cable which connected to a strange water bag to my arm. i felt so odd in ma throat, my stomach and ma ass. it felt so hot. thats another injection, so you can see something inside in your stomach thru computers. fcuk!! thats so scary!! accidentally, i saw my testines [moving] image on the screen. yuck!!

after i went back home, almost whole nite i had diarhea coz of that medical drinkin water that i had an hour and half bfore i did the scan. it was starting to clean up again. but then i had an anti diahrea or else i was gonna spend ma good nite in the bathroom back and forth. sigh …

hope when i know the result, i’ll be ok. i think its just ma testines that went nuts due to certain strong medicine i had before and my testines couldnt handle it, it became swollen and infection or whatever. i just felt burning. such a pain when i was coughing, laying, sitting, moving, etc. ah .. not fun!! but now i feel a lil bit better.

2moro is Jacob’s bday!! he wants me to come but i dont think im able to do it. so i think, im not going. just let matthew goes. what else? thats all i think!

oh yeah, i won a movie competition, nacho libre. i got double movie passes for the movie and tshirt. it wasnt my first time to win it. hahahahhaa.. last year, i won like 5 times. dammmmmmm sooooooooo good!! so, i think im gonna watch that movie next monday, just see how it goes.

i had a nice breakie. yummy!! matthew made em for me and last nite i had a good chicken parma!! hahahaa.. i dont think i need to go to restaurant anymore since i know how to do it by now. he cooked other things as well … bah .. french and italian food which i dont know much abou it, just a few. so yeah, its nice! all i do is just sit down, watch tv and wait for ma food!! wakakkakaa.. but last nite i was back seat bitching about the way he cooks!! lol … nah.. just for fun fun!!

he brought hollow man 2 movie. just realeased! i havent watched it. i cant even remember about the 1st one. lol.. it was like ages ago. buh .. so many gossips!!! maybe i’ll write again!! wakkakakakaka.. im gonna do it after matthew finishs with his blog about that gossip!!

cao!!!

22/09/06>>>>> PLACEBO IS SOOOOOOO GOOOOOOODDDDDD!!!
nevertheless … after i wrote ma funny day … i still cracked myself about it. let me start with another story that happened in da past 1-2 weeks.

first of all, im having a ginger tea drink!! thats very unusual me!! mwahahahaha.. dammmmmmmmmm … i was layin down a lot in da past few days coz i felt so weak and no appetite at all. all i did was gone to bathroom back and forth. thats funny, after i read a certain facts that if youre under stress attack, you can get a diarrhoea. well, i did sum researches about gastros and health things. oh .. thats soooooooo me!! i always wonder and wanna know things coz im a curious person. sometimes do research is so usefull esp. for your knowlegde and brain!! lol.. whatever.

outside is sunny and windy!! thats so typical melb! last tuesday when i went out it was like 28 degrees with fcukin silly yellow flowers seeds flew on da sky and i forgot how to call it in english as i just asked to someone. hahahaha…. im so allergic with summer and those seeds. coz they make me so dam awful and hay fever.

i think the royal melb show is already start yeah? or not? i forgot!! it supposed to be start yesterday til 1st of oct. ah … dunno if im gonna go there or not. sadly, ive neva been there before. maybe im too old!! but i so want da ninjas package with is only 10-20bucks!! mwahahahhahahahaa…

i so wanted to buy da ballet shoes, that round shape girly one but with skulls pattern on it! hahahahahhaa… thats so me!! i havent checked it yet. only 20 bucks and its local brand! so good!! maybe next week if im not lazy, i’ll check it out!! i so wanna buy clothes too. hahhaa… such a temptation!! wink .. but i can handle myself as usual, so i think im not gonna buy anythin tho. coz i have tonz of list about things that i wanted to buy but usually on stick on ma mind but never go out to buy em, literally.

after i got home from doc, i felt good! hahahaha … honestly in da past few days or weeks i felt so lonely and miserable, gloomy, etc. coz when im sick, i feel like a spoil baby! i want my mum!! but hahaha… just the feeling, the fact when im sick i always alone and take care of myself. isnt it good? im old enuff to take care of myself.

im listenin to the latest song of java jive - cantik tapi menyakitkan, not too bad. much more better than they shiet old skool albums when i was at junior high. very very different pattern of music. aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh …. i miss indo but i still follow indo latest songs! you beat me, locals!!! lol .. im far away, but im still have or know da new songs before even you know it. lol .. thats a big head!! to tell you the truth, im kinda lost ma track to international songs … hahhaa.. cant be bothered it. my life is pretty much chaotic and have heaps other things to think about.

sometimes i have a stack of self-confident but if i feel shiet, i lose it. but today although im feeling unwell, i have my sick ass self-confident. trust me, when i build that confident, i just being cocky and act like a real biatch!! hahahhahaaa… come on.. not every single day i have self-confident, just once in a while. but it happens when someone treats me like a shiet… im a mean big bullier too although i dont look like one.

i feel so rock emo mood now!! it started when i watched MTV music video of an emo song [after its been ages ive never watched it]. yknow coz i felt weak in da past shiet weeks and listened to mellow songs, i attended to be a weak person. but after i watched that video, hahaha.. my self-confident boosted up. bah .. dont ask me why … i want ma emo back!!! mwahhahahahahahhahaaa … oh yes, im listenin to ma emo emo emo emo emo ….

stack things in ma brain!! im waiting for my laundry!! Im enjoying da latest album of placebo! mwahahhahahahahaa.. i cant wait for new chemical romance’s album! ive listened their new single tho a few months ago. sooooo gooooooodddddd!!! oh .. if 2moro i feel well, i wanna go out to buy some households!! wink …

love me love me!!! kekkekekekekee …

22 sept 06

i feel so numb for 2 weeks! ive been ill even til now when im
writing this. bah … i might have gastro or something coz my symptoms
are kinda pointed to that illness. geez!!! bad bad bad diarhea and
nausea. after all, im gonna see a doc in half hour. heartburn as well,
burning pain stomach, kinda acid sour goes up and down in ma throat,
yuckssss!!! i feel so week coz i think i lost tonz of fluids due to
diarhea i had. but a few hours ago i had warm water added with sugar
and salt to calm down da bowel movement. bah … not happy mannnnn …
on the other hand, ive been stressing out about something plus a few
people act so fcukin shiet so i couldnt be bothered no more. lol … no
wonder im still sick!! not happy doh … fcukin fcukin ppl!! be gone!!
lol … ok, i might slight having food poisoning coz i tried to recall
what i had in the past 2 weeks. lol .. dont tell me if the chickens got
bacterias on em coz i didnt reheat it properly the following day.
bah!!! aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww …. not sure, i’ll write again when i
get back from doc. these 3 days i had high fever aka my body temperature raised! bah .. i had a few
tabs of panadols, but i guess it didnt work. so yeah, doc is the best
answer tho the one i usually go was fully booked out, god damnit even
for the weekend. bah bah bah ….

sunny day today!! but kinda
windy! havent checked outside yet!! wahey!! kekkekekekekkekee… you
sux!!! but despite of being sick, i think im alright. lol .. cant
handle it by myself. oh .. i so wanna be a spoil lil baby when im sick.
but oh well … oh no no no no ….

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ok
me back from da doc, her name is helena tran [viet woman, well,  you'll
know from her surname]!! hohohoho .. yeah its true, she said that im
under stress!! hahahhaaa.. so i developed those stupid gastros!!! so i
only can eat toasted bread, take a rest and relax .. what else? but
honestly, before i went to da doc, i felt ok except da stupid fever!!
shes a new viet doc with a crap english but shes so niceeeeeeeeeeee…
she seems so rusty to me, she made sure she did all the doc procedurs
by asking me my weight, height, etc, etc. i felt so rusty too coz ive
been to many medical centres a.k.a docs, none of em asking me those
kind of questions. but i dont care coz shes nice. thats all … but i
just realized that i told her that i was single [coz she needed that
info for her patient's details].. hahhahaa… i forgot if i had a bf!!
lol .. nah .. but the receptionist was a fcukin a**hole chinese woman
with crap english and at first she couldnt find ma name on da comp, she
didnt know how to spell my name tho i told her already by spelling each
initial of ma name or alphabeths. i told her that im not a student
anymore and im waiting for my medicare card coz i just renewed it. i
had to repeat it that 10 times. bah bah bah .. fcukin hell!! i was so
pissed off til everyone looked at me. she couldnt even understand my
english. ok, dont say my english is good, but at least i speak a lil
better than her.

then i gone to the pharmacy.. lol .. the staff
asked about my age so she could tell me about taking medicines, etc. i
said im 24. she said, oh well dont worry about it. coz you looked
younger than your age. everyone was laughing [other staffs there] and i
cracked it myself! ah… shes a funny woman too!!! lol …

ah
what a day!! oh yea, da doc asked if i felt weak, i said yeah. then she
goes, yeah its because of your diahrea. oh well .. i told her i had
warm water with sugar and salt. she was happy to have a patient like me
.. healthy and not a sexually active plus im allergic to alcohols!!! mwahahahhahahahahahaa… god
damnit!! so yeah, i feel good and comfie with this doc. coz i have been
to so many docs in da past, but i felt so uncomfie either female or
male docs. maybe coz all of em are aussies. but oh well, i had one
asian doc before, not too friendly as well.

btw, that doc looks like my teacher in indo!! hahahahhahaa.. dam ….

14.09.2006

i have an interesting story. i would like to reveal all but i couldnt!! hahahhaaa … but just to short here, i’d like someone to rescue me when he said this to me,

"…. you dont do what most girls do to shit me and you are pretty nice
towards me. it also seems you understand me pretty well and have a
habit of reading my mind. I DO NOT WISH TO GIVE IT UP JUST BECAUSE I AM
NOT GETTING ANY!!!!".

oh well, i’ll write a lil bit about this at the end of today’s blog.

bah … what a day!!! lol … i had a good sleep before, well not til the stupid road staff did the fixing outside ma apartment and i could hear noisy things due to those fcukin machines and so on. i was kept waking up and slept. after all, i just fell asleep coz they left. my god!! its been for a week or so! but i bet, tomorrow is gonna be like that too.

anyways, i have my moments and i know i’ll always be like that. what a long story to write. not til i bursted into tears and everything went so awkward. but everything was cool plus i felt so light in ma chest. coz certain issues were bugging ma brain and heart. bah … i felt so ill and lost my appetite. hahahahaa … well, nothing happened. it was just me, worried too much about certain things. oh .. stupid me!! but i know deep down inside, the buttom of my heart … i know the answer. but sometimes i do have a doubt about it, my own feelings. but im always on my "denial" about my inner feeling. i always have this odd feeling that something bad is gonna happen. i know … but i hope im wrong this time. bah … i dont wanna know and i dont want stupid thing either happens.

last tuesday [12/09] was the best day!! mwahhahahaaa.. bah .. another 911!!! well, it supposed to be 11/09, but oh well .. my version is 12/09. lol .. bah bah bah .. not til the next day i found out somethin … i bursted to laugh!!! i cracked myself. but then i told him, he started to crack himself as well. it was so so so so so so so so funny!! nah … i wont spill the beans here .. lol .. it was just hillarious!! god dam!!!! lol .. bakaaaaaaaa!!!!

i think the best burger so far is KFC zinger!!! since no tomatoes and onions! i hate em!! hahahahhaa… im cravin for it .. lol .. bah … ive been eatin that twice for this week? cant remember .. oh no .. only once!!! i had it yesterday and last week. wink! sooooooooo soooooooo good!!!

oh yeah, despite of my joy, i still have my worriness!! ah!!! i cant wait for next month to see how it goes!!! god dam wink wink!!! so funny … these days ive been prayin to god a lot to give me sum hints for my certain decision. honestly, i didnt know what to do. but i know, god does thing with His on way. after i woke up today, i realized it. yes, i had a gut to speak out loud and i got my answer, the one i was lookin for. thank god!! oh yeah, i still a lil bit worry but i feel better now. oh well, maybe i shouldnt worry too much. ah .. thats not good, coz the other problem has gone, but now theres another one to face off. bah .. definetely, next month, im gonna have another prob. nuts! when will this end and have a smooth road? hahaha.. i guess, god wont give you a life that easy, aye? lol … hahahhaaa.. god wont spoil you at all .. ah .. i wish!!!! my wish!!! but i believe!! I BELIEVE THAT IM GONNA BE ALRIGHT!!! THERE WILL BE A MIRACLE. I BELIEVE, GOD WONT BE THAT CRUEL TO ME!!!

what else? he is such a temptation!!! lol .. im sooooooooo tempted!!! sometimes i cant resist it oh well …of course, I "CAN" resist it definetely, because im good at it!!!! hahaha.. fcuk! mwahahhahahaaa…  %%$^%$^%$^%$@!^#$!^%#(&^%&!^%(*&%#!)%)#!%)&@%)&#%@&@%&@&@%&$)@^)&@^
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAAA … from all the guys ive had been with and fancy before, bah .. he is the only whos able to make me feel like this. such a temptation!!! from his head to toes!!! lol … oh well, i dun understand either. makes me wanna eat him!!! lol .. bah, imma shark!!! accidently, i told and asked him a certain thing and he answered,

"…… blah blah blah blah …  [i dont wanna write this part!! lol] …. you dont do what most girls do to shit me and you are pretty nice towards me. it also seems you understand me pretty well and have a habit of reading my mind. I DO NOT WISH TO GIVE IT [our relationship, red-] UP JUST BECAUSE I AM NOT GETTING ANY!!!!".

sorry fellas, it doesnt make sense at all coz i didnt write the story completely. honestly, i dont wanna give it up as well coz of certain things. because i put too much efforts for this relationship. i was sooooooooooo tempted to let him go for a while but after i talked to him, i understood that i cant see myself without him. but just sometimes i have a doubt about it, but once i talked to him, i think i knew what was goin on in myself. i cant imagine if i dont have him anymore. ah … so weird mannn… i know i might sound so chesse. but thats the best thing i can explain now. coz i dont know what to say as well!!! but i know, thats my best answer for ma own feeling after all. thank god!!

thats all for today!!! love ya
i better get back to study .. loh kog? mank skola lage? i meant, study other thing!!! lol .. oh manga and anime also my biggest temptation as well!!! no money!!! im so poor!! lol …

the song that have been in ma mind all da time!! hahahaha.. damn hot!!!

PS: dammmmm .. i think i miss that puppy face!!! lol …

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Ain’t another woman that can take your spot my-

If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?)
Well, baby I’ve been around the world
But I ain’t seen myself another girl (like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there’s just one thing I need from you (say "I do")

[Chorus]
Yeah, because
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain’t gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) Ain’t another woman that can take your spot, my love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) Ain’t another woman that can take your spot, my love

Ooooh, girl
My love
My love

Now, if I wrote you a love note
And made you smile with every word I wrote (what would you do?)
Would that make you want to change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team (tell me, would you?)
See, what’s the point of waiting anymore?
Cause girl I’ve never been more sure (that baby, it’s you)
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you’ve been waiting for (just say "I do")

[Chorus]
Yeah, because
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain’t gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) Ain’t another woman that can take your spot, my love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) My love
(So don’t give away) Ain’t another woman that can take your spot, my love

Ooooh, girl
My love
My love

[T.I.'s rap]
Shorty, cool as a fan
On the new once again
Still has fan from Peru to Japan
Listen baby, I don’t wanna ruin your plan
If you got a man, try to lose him if you can
Cause your girls real wild through your hands up high
Wanna come kick it wit a stand up guy
You don’t really wanna let the chance go by
Because you ain’t been seen wit a man so fly
Friend so fly i can go fly
Private, cause I handle mine
Call me candle guy, simply because I am on fire
I hate to have to cancel my vacation so you can’t deny
I’m patient, but I ain’t gonna try
You don’t come, I ain’t gonna die
Hold up, what you mean, you can’t go why?
Me and you boyfriend we ain’t no tie
You say you wanna kick it with an ace so high
Baby, you decide that I ain’t your guy
Ain’t gon lie ,Me in your space
But forget your face, I swear I will
Same mark, same bullet anywhere I chill
Just bring wit me a pair, I will

[Chorus]
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain’t gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
(Love) My love
(Love) My love
(Love) Ain’t another woman that can take your spot, my love
(Love) My love
(Love) My love
(Love) Ain’t another woman that can take your spot, my love

Ooooh, girl
My love
My love

@ JT feat TI - my love

09.09.2006

moh … lol .. these a few days just another boring days!! not much happened … all i know is til now melb is in spring but cold as hell as winter!! hahahaa.. amazing! what a nasty weather.

on 04.09, i moved ma vehicle out of ma garage… i parked it outside ma apt. coz da body coop wanted to sweep and clean all da garage. just like that… hahhaa.. bah i was so fcukin pissed off with it n da parking meter. coz before hand, i didnt sleep at all, only slept 3 hours. sigh …

i was kinda not happy as well since da silly bf of mine is kinda neglecting me coz of ANIMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! my god … NARUTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO …. hahhahahaa…. but oh well, i was kinda like that as well 2 years or so ago. so, i dont mind as well and its so understandable too although he realized it and apologized. lol .. he often doesnt sleep coz watchin naruto whole day or at least after work or dinner. freakin nuts!! hahahaha…

he was plannin to give me a pressie a special ocassions, but after all he asked ma permission about he wanted to shout me lunch n dinner rather than pressie. so yeah i didnt mind. so then, we went out that day. we had late lunch then around 4pm, i moved back ma car to ma garage. we were watchin tv, chit chat and blah blah … but oh well, we were hungry again, so then we had slovlaki .. lol .. mwahhahahahaa…

what else? 07.09, i cooked pasta! thats all .. yes, special occassion. i was hungry again but didnt into anythin.. bah .. so i just ate crap on ma storage .. lol … at mid late nite around 1 to 3am, we were talkin heart to heart again. hahhaaa.. nothin special, just for fun fun … coz usually, we almost never talk serious stuff, just bein playful all da time, teasing n bullyin each other, etc. coz we love doin lame jokes around. but when we do talk serious stuff, we do take it seriously since we’re pretty open up to each other.

what else? oh sandy, his co worker wanted to have dinner together n invite me too, double date! shes gonna bring his bf as well. mwahahhahaha.. what da heck? what an idea!! lol …

on the other hand, nick is pretty funny!! he is sooooooo paranoid and insecure as a man. well, he is dating a girl for a week or so, and blah blah .. askin for relationship advice to mk. bah.. i cracked myself when i heard it.

bah .. what else? oh yeah, maybe he is gonna work for entire week including sunday. but he’s hoping he got a sunday off so he can take me out or spend time with me. isnt it sweet?

last nite [08/09] we crashed out pretty quick. he called me after work and on his area was raining while in ma place was nothing. hahahhahahaa… after he called me, i was kinda so tired, fatigue and sort of almost passed out. so i went to bed a bit earlier about 9.30pm but before that i sent him a message that he was neglecting me coz of naruto. hahaha.. it was a joke mannn … but then he replied me with yada yada … 15 mins later, he said he was going to bed. actually, i didnt know he sent me messages coz i was sleepin, but not til ma mom called me n kinda woke me up. bah … so when i checked da fone .. hell yeah … lol …  it was make sense since he only slept at least 4 hours then woke up early and gone to work. cos we had a long convo before that.

lol… i think, the boss is gonna sack paul soon. thats why he have to fill in paul’s shifts or whatever. bah … the funny thing is, the boss is plannin how to sack paul asap coz he lacks of responsibilities while he works.

well, i guess thats all for today. just to let ya know .. im so starving most of da time coz im hardly to eat, coz nothin to eat!! hahahahaa… bah im so lazy to go out to buy food to cook or take away. but oh well, i guess today i need to go out and buy sum food or else im gonn be so dead by evening! another reason is RAIN!!!! i dont like rain!! i never wanna go out if its rain outside!! damnnnnnn!!!

PS: talkin about da ninja boi .. hahhahahaaa… should i tell you all? wakkakaa…. it started from rhys. he found a new stuff of ninja!! mwahahahaa.. since me and ma silly bf are a huge fan of ninjas .. bah .. hardly to explain what we did .. lol .. all just about ninjaaaaaaaaaaa… lol .. what a ninja couple!!! we found a funny ninja theme song, bah .. he and rhys added that mp3 on their myspaces profile!! nuts .. after all, i think that song stuck on ma mind all da time.

bah.. bah .. bah … parkin meter!!! lol .. bloody poofta!!!!!!! stupid body coop well!!! lol .. hahahhaa… i’ll write again later … yay, im gonna hav lunch soon!! buh .. special occassion .. wakkakaa.. god damnnnnnnnnnnit!!! wink … thats all for the hint today … i’ll update it again after im done with that parkin meter, body coop and shiet things around me!!! i only slept 3 hours, lol .. slept 4am woke up 7am! moh moh moh …

03.09.06
let me think … what did i do these days? uuumm on da weekend .. lol .. you wouldnt believe what happened to us! hahahhahahahaa.. such a bad luck, bad ppl, the public transports, the road, the time, working shiet shifts, and bad mood plus many unexpected things happened. lol .. bah .. long story but im not gonna write about it. at the end, we cancelled our weekend afternoon date then …. we were catching up at nite for supper!! mwahahaha.. damnit!! plus movies marathon! bah .. i couldnt even watched em properly coz i was so fcukin ill ol of sudden. bah .. i thought it kinda food poisoining. lol.. but maybe not. hahaha.. coz today i went to the same restaurant again. lol .. but .. wakkaa.. something funny happened when we were in da jap rest. wakkakakakaa…  lazy to tell ya!

then today, sunday … we went out for lunch .. sigh … so yummie!! i collected some printed out photos. bah .. but yknow what? wakkakakakaa.. i accidentally deleted all pix on ma digi cam on ma PC and i havent transferred em to ma web pics or CD at all. i didnt realized it til 2 weeks later which was last nite. my god!! lucky i printed out a few fair of em. some of em needed editing, thats why i just left it on ma PC. bah .. i think im gonna be so death coz most of em arent ma pix!! my oh my!! hahahhahaa… well, fair few photos are mine with original resolution. coz i need original size and resolution to get good quality of printing. hahahahhahaa… damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ….

anyways, we were working sumthin out … what is it? i’ll tell you later! hahahhaa.. what else? at the same time, bad news bad news bad news on ma side. lol .. well, another thing .. doh … but as i said, i cant be bothered with things happened in ma life and im hardly being influenced by shiet things. lol .. lalalalalalalalalala .. if you wanna have a good tasty life, you should go with da flow and have a nice day, my friend!! hahahahhaa..

2moro, monday, another work to do .. ah … hopefully i wont get lazy. i wanna find another job though and im still huntin for a new one. bah … PS: i recoloured ma hair on friday!! hahahahhaaa… by myself!! so now, ma hair is red-ish!! lol .. but im gonna recolour it again, make it double, honey! so the final result im gonna have a wow colour!!!

cheers!!
xoxo