LINZ SAID SO!!!

summer or summer!! hahahhahaa… god damn!! im using ma nu laptop, under 1K, not too bad!! lol .. anyways .. i got free wireless connection, let’s say im stealing someone else’s connection which is UNSECURE~~~ LOL … i have a broadband connection as well, but thats on ma PC. i havent bought the cable to plug and connect to ma laptop with ma own broadband. i wanna make it dual users/computers. anyways … lol …

summer is coming, last week was so damn hot!! hohoho … 36 degrees!! todays not too bad around 26. but still i hate summer and in a couple days will be like 31 degrees. i bet next month is gonna be up to 40 like last summer. what a winkie day … however im gonna go for holidays!! mwahahhahahahhaaa….. so i can avoid australian summer. so goooooooooooodddddddddddddd …..

today i went out to collect all my stuffs from PO BOX, did this and that. lol … i got ma food. what else? maybe im just on ma happy mood. when i got home, i called matthew and he said you sound very happy!! lol … mannnn im trying to cheer up myself a lil bit. thats pinky swear was good!! lol … then he said it again on the fone. i said, but maybe later youre gonna change your mind, but then he said, im not gonna change my mind. oh well… see how it goes… hahahahhahaa.. god damn!!!

ah i so love swearing!! but i think i never swore on matthews face. but i did a few times and he laughed at me!! wkakakakaa… maybe just the way i say it!! i only say the F word with friends, not him …

these days im busy cleaning house, changing bed sheet, laudrying, packing, rearranging, etc. hahhahahaa… i have my crazy mood at the moment, welcome back trance music to my life. do i look like that sad in my life? hahahhaa… im so fcuked up!! hahahahhaaa… oh well, what can you do? despite of my excitement theres something else…. the joy of chaotic life!! hehehe…

oh  a couple weeks ago i had a few issues with matthew but everythings ok now. thats the most mess problems in our lives. but … when we look back again … thats the most idiot thing we have had in those weeks. but now we always joke about coz it was so dam funny. hahahaha… we also more open to each other.

today when i was walking in the street. i had a strange thought in my mind. i had a thought, if one day i really do leave melb, i think im gonna miss melb sooooooo dam much til i need to kill myself. hahahahhaa… its true! but hahahahaha i always come back to melb tho if it really happens. it feels like i have been livin here for all my life. people often ask me dont you get bored with melb? i always say nope!! mwahahhahahaha …..

its true a certain people often blame me for the path i chose 5 years ago. i do feel sad sometimes when they rub me in the face. yknow … ive tried ma best to fix things, but yknow no one can fix things, your past, present and future. sometimes they give you this shit burden. but i was glad that i finally found someone to share this shiets around, someone who always listens and gives opinions. ive never told all my friends, not even a single friend. but i know theres a person who knows about all these shiets.

lol… a couple weeks ago, matthew broke his friends policy rule. ahahahhaa …. our fcukin golden rule! sandy said to him, I DONT THINK YOU TWO WILL BE FRIENDS. LOOK AT YOU … YOU STILL KEEP ON TEXTING HER!! wakakkaa…. sandy is so true, indeed. ah… it was so funny! btw, we had other pinky winkie promise … one day if we will be pure friends, we are soooooooo gonna do our crazy pinky winkie promise, we’ll break all of our rules n we’ll do crazy things together for the last time n the joy of our lives. hahahhahaaahhahahaa …. bah so many things happened in the passed few weeks and i forgot what to write now …

never mind … my blog sounds like a riddle again! maybe only me who understands the real story behind it! oz idol final this sunday!! mwahahaahhahaa … i got my dvds today!! sunday we’re gonna have asian movies marathon!! hahahahaahhahaa…. one tree hills rocks!! i got the dvds boxsets til season 3. chad murrray is sooooooooo cooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!

me stop here… one tree hill again!! kekekekekkekeke

09 nov 2006

back to the reality!!! phew … so dam tired and exhausted!! lol … life turns to happiness but again not sure when i am heading to. in da past of these 2-3 weeks i had a lot of fun. sniff … sniff … ah sometimes i cant explain it to any single word. human oh human … never ending problems. hahahhaa… why oh why? its not a great big deal, honestly … but oh well … i bet, a lot of people hate my blog coz everytime they read, they have to guess what i am talking about and full of mystery. hahahhaa.. thats what i do, to keep people wondering. maybe its just my style.

last nite i had a pretty long convo with matthew!!!
mwahahahhahahahaa.. god damn!!! we’re a talkative couple, arent we? so
dam charming!! is that what we called love or
what?>>>>>>> someone said that!!! we had a lil
discussion about marriage!! hahahahhaa… too early, hey? honestly, we had this convo like ages ago but then again from our lil sick jokes, the convo twisted into marriage thingy again. blame us cos we like to tease each other. ah that silly guy … hes so funny!! i laughed til my head fell off!! he cracked me in tears!!! lol … so so so so hillarious!!! we were talking, as if we make it that far [a.k.a till marriage], we would like to move in indo. wakkakaka… fun fun fun … hes learning indo at the moment, but still i have to spank his ass to study!!! lol … but imma lazy teacher too!!! oh we talked about other crazy things too last nite til almost 5am in da morning!! lol .. i slept 7am n woke up around 12ish!! sux hey!!!! i was so starving thats why i woke up!!!

whoops!!! xmas soon!!! end of the year soon!!! my god!!! there will be 2007 soon and im getting older again!! hahahahaha… oh matthew got a new PS2 game, BULLYWORTH ACADEMY [excuse meeeeee .. i forgot the real title of it, but something like that, i supposed] where you play and can bully people in the whole school hahahhaahhahaa…. then GOT BUSTED!!! ah i so love that game!!! wink wink wink …

my god!! i think im a hermit!! wakakkakakaa… i havent moved my ass for ages, at least almost a week i think. or maybe just a couple days!! lol .. i havent shopped my grocery, household, and so on. i got nothin to eat!!! but i just cooked today sum vegies and stew porkie!!! my fridge is so dam empty!! im lazy! im lazy!! aaawwwwww tomorrow i have to go for grocery!!! mannnnnnnnn .. nothin to eat!!! i have no idea what im gonna cook, so lazy these days!!! lol …

i just added credit to ma pre paid fone!!! lol .. wakkakaa … so many letters to write. dam im that poor!! ahhahahhaa… i got vouchers for movie valid til december! moh .. moh … so many movies i wanna watch! lol .. besides i got tonz of dvds that i havent watched. like tonz .. more than 100 discs!!!! im watching it slowly, damn!!! its gonna last til next year, maybe!! hahhahaa…

oi.. dunno what im gonna write!!! i forgot!!! maybe if i recall some, i’ll write again!! whoooooooooootttttttttttttttt today is so sunny!! yummie!!!