Archive for May, 2007

MIND TRICK!! KC’s bday!!!

Tuesday, May 29th, 2007

30 may 2007

I wanna write so many things a few days ago but i was too tired!! hahaha… i was so damn busy!!! now since i have my time to write then im gonna write. LOL … last week was my dad’s bday!! LOL .. we had our decent meals together for 3 days in da row!! hahahahahahahahahaha…. well, i had a good time and damnnnnn … i so loved it!

fckin hell yknow? ma car was parking on the side of da road when that fcukin stupid guy hit on da back of my car all of sudden. bah!!! he hit ma car when he reversed his car without paying attention the car on his back but he got upset on me and his shiet dad was blah blah blah … what a daddy’s kid!!! trust me, i really wanted smack his face and brought out my hammer and smacked his car!!! he thought he was fcukin rich!! bah!!! i so wanted to smack the money on his face!!!

bah!! bah!!! i also went to KC’s house!!! LOL .. last time i promised KC that i would came to his house in the morning but i couldnt wake up!! hahahahaha… so then last week i had a time, so i visited him! hahahahaa… nothing changed lah … as usual, i always visit KC everytime i go back to indo. every time i go there, i sometimes stick and look at his dad’s picture who passed aways ages ago. i didnt know his dad passed away that time. a couple years later i knew it. i saw his mom that nite, she still looks the same, not all at all. his mom is good in making cookies and passtries including backing!!! i went there around 7 until 11pm. when i first arrived, KC hasnt headed back to home yet. so i went around other place and returned in 30mins… but he still hadnt show up yet!! after all… around 8, he showed up!! hahahahaa…

i had a good laugh!! KC always knows me better than others in almost everything. well i can say, everything in my life and family. i always listen to whatever he says though til my parents said to him one day, "linz never wanna listen to us. he only wanna listens to you, KC!!". he laughed!! of course, i wouldnt listen to anyone at all, only KC coz i trust him (since i was a child until now!!!). bwakakakkakaa….

yums!! yesterday i had a lot of meals!!! hahahahahaha… sate padang gilakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk 10 tusuk ama lontong. i wasnt satisfied coz i wanted more!!! oh yeah i went to MKG then i headed to PS to have my Raffel’s!! bwahahahaha… i so loved it baby!! i wanna go there and it again!! its been so ages i didnt eat that kind of silly food!! bwahahahahahahhahaa….

oh yeah, i bought a handbag!! wakakakakkakakaa… finally!!! oh i so wanted to buy that silly "monkey" pants, too!! wakkakakaa… i know i would look so funny but that my purpose … hahahahaha.. i just wanna look funny and be a jester!! LOL … trust me, im gonna make myself like an idiot sooner!!! but i dont care anyways!!

lots of things happened!! bwakakakkaa… but ive forgetten em already coz its been days i didnt right away tell em here. trust me you dont wanna know what happened to me in the past few 2 weeks!! hahahahahahahaa… im so fcukin busy mannnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! more or less i was having ma monkey life!!

bah!! yknow what? only certain people who know my primary mobile number. i meant, my primary number is not just for everyone in this world!! LOL … you should be lucky if you got my primary mobile number but since i came back from melbourne to jakarta, so many odd numbers have been calling me on ma primary number or just be a shiet prankies!! LOL … of course i would only say, "if you just wanna prank me, i think youre just wasting your time, honey!!!". its not gonna worth at all!! bwakakakkakakaa …. and i aint gonna pick up any shiet numbers that i dont recognize at all aka unknown numbers.

mmmm .. i save a lot of money these days!! hehehehehhee …. that silly rez is so funny when i told him this!! ah well … this friend is so funny :P:P:P we always wear in black!! LOL … our dress code!!

just like that mannnnnn … i forgot!! huahuahuahuahuahuaa… bah!!! i forgot!!! LOL … forgot!!!

PS: oh yes, i forgot again what i was planning to write here. mmmmm… next time im gonna write ppl on my shiet list and black list!! hahahahaha… youre gonna know what your sins on me and you can check if youre being forgiven by me or not! LOL!! hahahahahaa…. come to mama!!! oh yeaaaaaaa KC’s bday 2moro, 31st!!! he said, I MUST COME!!! but yknow his bday party is always crowd up aka crowded!

FCUKIN BORED MANNNNNNN!!!

Friday, May 25th, 2007

taekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk … mukeeeeeeeeeeee abesssssss… bosen mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! gw kangen ama semua temen2 gue yg udah BFG. td gw sempet liat poto2 lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .. gw kangen wonnnnnnn … gw kangen preedee, chant, arthur, hiro, tina, jeff, nelson, vins, dll (taek mannnn gue lupa saking byknya). gue kangennnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! aaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggg…. terutama abs!!! kangennnnnnnnnnnn … ama cyrus jugaaaaaaaaaa!!! semuanyaaaaaaaa ….  anjrit!! wakakkakakakakakakaa… somethin missin in ma life!! me kangennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn … boke nehhhhhhhh kaga isa visit HK, JPN, TWN n THAI lagiiiii!! huahuauhahuuauahuahuahhuauahuaha… pdhal gue dah janji!! taekkkkkkkkkk bosen abes mannnn di indo! lucky im goin back soooonnn!!!

kahkahakhakahkahkaakaaa.. kok gue jd kangen si arthur yak? taek mannnnnnnnnn!!!! so fcukin old skool!!! inget gah seh tuh org cogan bgt? cupu abesssssssssssssss!!!! gileeee… beleran deh langsung!! tp kok gue kaga inget yak gue ngapain ajah ama dia en the genk? LOL … gue mase simpen tuh hadiah terakher dr dia!! ahhahahaa… gw gak dtg kenapa ya waktu itu? keknya gw lage ada kls! taekkkkkkkk ….

tp gw paling kangen ama 1 org sampe skrg!!! dari jaman gue mase ABG ingusan sampe skrg!! hahahhahaa… kangennnnnnnnnnn … terakher gue liat tuh anak mase sama kek duluuuuuuu … cant believe time does fly abessssss!!! dr dulu mpe skrg gak pernah berubah!!! kalo gue inget2 dulu, diary gue tuh paling penuh ceritain ini anak sarap. 3 thn lebih gue nulis beginian, tiap ari. udah lewat 3 thn pun, gue maseh inget!! 6 thn lewat pun gue maseh inget!! honestly, it’s more than that!! gw cuman punya 1 lembar kenangan dr dia yg mase gw simpen mpe skrg, 8 thn mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! hahahahaa …

trus gue kangen ama vins … udah lewat lama bgt seh!! but sometimes i still remember him!! udeh 2thn lebih bow!! jaman2 kul tuh paling sarap en stress!! bener2 merusak otak!! wakhakhakahakhakaa… taek man!!! jaman2 starbucks every day!!! jaman2 nge resto! jaman2 nge burger terus di FRIDAYS. R.I.P …

ama won, jaman2 kita taek2nya ke box hill n burwood… duit gue ilank 15 dollar!! bikin org stress!! 1 jem di tram!! ngopi di rmit, ntn arts, ntn ini itu.. byk deh kenangan slama 2 thn. tiap gue liburan ke indo, gw pasti telp2 dia buat sekedar ngobs! hahahaha…

bareng abs, jaman kita gila2an nge concerts n gigs .. makan sana sini!! ntn cable! nge beach!! wakakkakakakaa… bah bah bah!! cant wait to see her again lah when me back to melbourne. pas dia BFG, gue nangis2 juga mpe dia nulis surat ke gue!! hahahaha… pas gue sakit, dia bikin gw bubur se ember, gila mannnnnnn gw makannya mpe eneg!! wakakkakaaa… die beli macem2 buat gue!! hauuauahhauhua… pas dia balik liburan ke hk, gue ke indo, kita maseh telp2an kek orgil! saling curhat2an…

inget gak seh pas chant mabok? hahahahaaa.. taek mannnn .. ada yg ultah, maen ke robot. mabok semua!! wakakakakakaa… akhernye gue pulang. udahan geto, dia entah kapan jem 3 pagi telp2 gue krn dia mabok entah ngobs apaan mpe 1 jeman. gile yeh? tiap mabok pasti telp gueeeeeeeee!!! pas dia pulang, gw nangis! hahahaahahahhaa…. trus pas dia masak2 buat gueeee … fcukin amazing man!

trus ada farewell party, lebih hebat lage … gw blg, "gile ini bir enak abes mannn rasa pandan!!". anak2 blg, "hah? pandan? apa gak salah loe? keknya gak pandan deh!".  bwahkahkahkahakhaa… pas pulang, gue langsung tepar!! abis BBQ tuh!!! songong bgt! lebih hebat lage pas abs mabok abes en telp2 gueeee … mpe tuh anak tepar. bsok2nya gak isa bangun dr tempat tidur krn maboknya parah!! mpe passed out!

ama si darren, tiap dia pul kerja, langsung gue di tarik ama dia buat temenin dinner! paling seru kalo dia maen WE, mampus dah … gue cuman liatin mpe eneg bgt! gak penting bgt deh tuh org! mpe dia nginep2 en ntn world cup bareng2, england bow! hahahahaa … mpe england kalah gue nangis, dia mpe telp gue! wakakkakaka… temenin tuh anak sapi ngambil boil di bengkel jalan keki dr rumah gue trus keujanan pula. kurang asem! hahahahahaa…

kalo ama si tina, dia mpe bikinin gue apaaaaa getoooo… pas gue makan ternyata enak abes! hahahahaha… pas dia dah di twn, gue sempet telp seh! trus pas kita nge gosip soal arthur!! huahuauhauhauhahuahuaa… can u believe it kita bedua tuh naksir si arthur!!? jd kl tiap ketemu kocak dah gosipin tuh anak, soal matanya yang bagussssss!! wakakakkakaa… ini itu … kl kita bedua ketemu si arthur, si tina langsung kedip2in mata ke gue ngaseh kode!! hahahahahahaaa… gw ngakak!!

ada neh satu temen gue .. wakakkaaa .. another story, kita demen co yg sama. beh .. cogan bow!! wakakakkakakaa… paling heboh deh kl sekampus. krn sekelas, tiap ada kls pasti slalu masuk cuman buat liatin ini cowo. wakakkakaa… norak bgt gak seh? gileeee jadul abes tuh…

inget gak seh pas gue nyetir ugal2an mpe ampir nabrak mersi di dpn gue! huauahhuahuahuaa.. taekkkkk … di omelin org lage!! abs yg bilang sorri2 ke tuh org! wakakakkaa.. selaen itu org2 yg ada di tram liatin gue semua!! taekkkkkkk mannnnnnnn kaca tembus pandang!

the most fantastic thang waktu gue ke GD! anjrit!!! the most insane nite for me!! gw treak2 gak karuannnnnnnnnnnnn … gue loncat2 mpe pala gue pusing! pala gue  mpe cape en pegel!! mpe minta2 aer ke security gak dpt2. sampe minta tolong ke temen gue! wakakkakakaa… i so loved it. pulang2 gue kaga ada suara biar dah makan subway en minum coke! hahahaha… sarap bgt deh mannnnnnn … pulang2 gue langsung tepar mannnnnnn!!

apalagi yah? fcuk mannnnnnnn … matekkkkkk byk bgt mannnnn!!! more than 5 years and i had a good fcukin life and so damn precious that no one can fcukin replace it for me!! sometimes i just wanna go back to the past where i had my crazy life. me want same shit old friends. that time i wish all my friends were in melbourne. but i realized that everyone has their own life and i had no rights to do so. i had my moments and i so damn loved it. i miss those funny jesters!

i had my silly moments too, dimana gue kek orgil! ahahahahaa.. taek man nyetel LP en punk2 laen seharian en bener2 fish dancing bow!! "i just dance where no one else is watching!". seperti yang gue pernah blg ke rez, "im so sick of love songs!". gue langsung puter haluan 180 drajat en gak sedetik pun gue dengerin lagu2 cinta lage! wkakkakakakaa…

gue skrg lage dengerin album baru LP lagi .. again track favorite gue Leave Out All the Rest! gue banget deh!! i just cant be who you are!! aaaaaawwwwwwwwww … so freaking damn!!! loe tauk gak seh lirik2 lagu2 di album LP ini? bener2 menyayat jiwa raga!! wakakakakaa… sebenernye almost all LP’s songs itu liriknye bener2 udah kek ngebelek diri gue sendiri ajah! hahahahahaha…

luckily gue ini org yg terkadank gak pernah regrets what happened in the past. gue percaya semua terjadi because of a reason en gue slalu blg ini ke semua temen2 gue. when you think that youre a fcukin loser, its the time and there will be a chance for you to be the greatest, if you really want to.

i had thought a lot of things of life. i had many damn lessons of it by now. honestly no one can feel what i went thru in the past!! no one else in this world!!! gue brani betting!! hahahahahahahaa… you should so fcukin lucky hey!!! please bleed it out!

what else? these days i had alot of thoughts that i wanted to write because the fed up of my head! i cant even sleep well bsides im having this shiet cold! but i won’t write all of here! hahahahaa… GUE UDAH RIBUAN KALI DENGERIN LAGU LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST!!! GUE REPEAT TERUS!! WAKAKKAKAKA.. GUE UDAH SARAP AMA INI LAGU!!! BENER2 MUTER2 DI OTAK GUE BGT!!! hahahahahahhahahahaa….

I won’t ask nothing but one day you’re gonna understand what im talking about!! khakhakahkahakhak …. please fill your life with regrets when the time when you realize it (yah buat elo2 yang berasa ajah).

seperti byk yg bilang, blog gw itu rusuh bgt! udah random thoughts and byk yang tersindir!! lagian siapa yang suruh baca en tersindir. emangnya gue sebutin nama? itu lah gunanya gak sebutin nama! wakakkakakaa…. tp kalo elo brasa, ya brarti elo udah ngelakuin kejahatan ama gue!! gue udah comformed and you knew you did it yah ngaku kaleeeee, gak perlu marah2! bwaahahhahahaa…

gw pengen ntn lage … tp males bgt gak seh  ntn pirates? gue ajeh dah ampir ketiduran ntn yg ke 1 en 2. ntn spiderman tuh bener2 cupu abessssssssssss!!!! tp gue suka bgt pas parker udah kena venom! rambutnya kerennnnnn en style nye keren drpd yg culun2! hahahahaha…

the other day, gue dpt mimpi aneh! hahahahahahaa… cupu gak seh? taekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .. since that day i cant sleep properly and to tell you the truth, i cant sleep at all!! the first time in 2007, gue dpt mimpi kek geto. ya tiap thn juga dah sering mimpi yang mirip2 geto… however .. geto deh!! i just wanna go home! home home home home home!

bukuuuuuuuuuuuu … gue beli novels byk banget waktu itu, tp yup gue emank belom sempet kelarin semua! krn otak gue lage sarap!! gue suka salah 1 buku yang gue beli itu .. bener2 gue banget! mirip ama diri gue! wakakakkakaakaa…

udahan ah … capekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk … idung udah kaga meler, tp tetep ajah kek taek!!! mendingan gue baca novel favorit gue itu aja kale yeeee….

and im so sick …

Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007

aduh .. gw lage sakit!! hohohoho … makan pun kaga ada rasanya! ud geto, meriang molo, pilekkkkkkkkkkk … bah!! reseeeeee bgt!!! LOL … maren2 gw sempet beli CD baru LP and Michael Buble. Trus tuh  ye gw pamerin ke Rez .. LOL .. I meant, only LP nya doank!! Ahkahkahkahakhakhakakahaka …. sebenernye seh neh album LP kaga geto bagoeesss!! Biasa ajah … gw lebih demen album pertamanya en kedua. Kekekekkekee….

Trus … si Rez kan ge dengerin lagu jadulnya NE-YO en sambil dia berdendang ria (hakhakahkahka… bhs gw), "… and im so sick of love song .. so sick of you … ". Gw ledekin … "cieeeeeeee yang so sick of love song!!". Hmmm … trus gw nepok2 bahu/pundak tuh anak, "sabar … org sabar di sayang tuhan! been there done that! Gw dah ribuan kali dengerin tuh lagu dr jaman bahala and thats so 2 years ago. Makanya gara2 kebykkan dengerin tuh lagu, gw jd dengerinnya lagu emo/punk" [sambil ngakak!!!]. eeeeehhhh gue malah di gatak!! LOL … gw gatak balik sambil ngomong, "mendingan kita dengerin LP!! gw lage suka bgt neh ama track 3. top buanget!! Elo mesti dengerin deh!!".

ya udeh, kita dengerin … sambil komat kamit si rez blg, "nice. selera elo mang top!". "weitsss… sapa dolo donk!!", gw lage nge les dgn kata2 andalan gw. loh kok nge les seh? hahahhahahaa….

Gw udah begadang trus, tidur cuman 3-5 jem cuman krn ntn dvd seri byk bgt! hahahahahahahahaa… gw ntn non stop geto mpe pagi2 buta, mpe mata gue sakit n the genk. alhasilllllllllll … gue kurang tidur, trus gue pegi2 molo, beh … langsung gue bersin2 trus seharian en alhasil gue sakitttttttt slama 2 ari keknya. anjrit mannnnnn!!!

udeh geto nehhhhh … byk org sarap di sekitar gue!! hakahkahkahakahaa… mase ada 1 lage neh … LOL .. mendadak sarap!! gw bykkan berkerut kening sambil mikir ini org napeh yeh?  makin di ladenin makin sarap ya gw diemin ajeh deh! Gw mah asik2 ajah … trus daptar org2 sarap makin byk ternyata .. tp gue gak pusingin! males … i enjoy my life and im gonna do that for the rest of my life … cieeee … hkahkahkahakhakhakahkahkahkaa….

gileeeee gue suka bgt nongkrong di PB … aih cozy abes beibeh!! gue suka duduk in that corner sambil eating my fav food n drinkin ma fav drink! cieeeeeeeeee …. 4 ari ber turut2 gue nongkrong di sono, mpe org2 yg ker di sono eneg abes ama gue! wah suasananya tuh top bgt! gue sukaaaaaaaaaaaa banget!!! wah isa tekor en boke gueeee!!!!

tiap minggu isa nongkrong di senci trus. haih!! apalagi yeh? maren2 gw sempet ke mangdu!! cemen bgt gak seh tempatnye? gue dah lama kaga pegi, terakher keknya thn 99. eeeeeewwwwwww …. gokil mannnnnnn!!! saking kaga ada yg ada yg mo gw beli, gue beli DVD byk bener … ntn trus mpe sarap sendiri!! hahahaha…

udeh sakit, tepar pulaaaaaaaaa … hahahahahhaaa… ari pertama gw tepar bgt mpe kaga isa bangun n makan!! ari kedua en ke 3 gw kaga isa tidor … meriang!! trus pas gw minum panadol, gw langsung slept like a baby!! gileeee … parah bgt deh!! ini ajeh mase brasa bgt … mata gue perih abessss!!! tetep meriang!! anjrit mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ….. aduhhhhhh … ari ini makan makanan kesukaan gueeeeeee tapi gak ada rasanya di mulut gue even coke!! cuman brasa sodanya doank!! hahahaha…

trus ada si songong yg mendadak care ama gueeee krn gw sakit … hahahhahahaa… amazing!! tapi udeh telat, bro!!! ya one freaking sentence itu emank kaga ada artinya bagi elo tapi you just did one freaking biggest mistake!!! so biasa aje kaleeeee yeeeeeeeeeeeeeee …. jgn ngarep2 terlalu byk! semuanye gak isa di balikin seperti elo membalikkan telapak tangan even though you said sorry and i did forgive you, indeed!!

cabs dolo ah!! cupu abes dahhhhhhhhhhh …
PS: napeh byk org2 aneh di sekeliling gue? i dont understand either nor how to handle them. coz i really got no time for it and honestly, gue udeh males bgt ladenin org2 aneh!! bwahahahahhaa….

LP

Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007

my current favourite song!! dammmmmmm thats sooooooooo good!!!

LINKIN PARK - LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared.
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared.
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear.
What am I leaving,
When I’m done here?
So if you’re asking me I want you to know…

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest.

Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made.
I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through.
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you.
So if you’re asking me I want you to know…

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest.

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you learned to hide so well.
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself.
I can’t be who you are…

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, Leave out all the rest.

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you’ve learned to hide so well.
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself.
I can’t be who you are.
I can’t be who you are.

GAZEBO [ga zelas bgt bow]

Saturday, May 19th, 2007

Beh … gw baru balik dr SENCI … kg terlalu rame seh! Btw, gw cabs buat kongkow ama si Rez ma Philo yang baru balik dr Amrik. Aaawwwww … 3 serangkai lage donkkk … 3/4 + 7/8 pants n kaos item semua plus sendal. Norak bgt yeh? Gaya be 3 mirip! Bwahahahhahaa… SOK SUMMER ABES DEH!!!

Dateng2 neh anak bdua dah begaya heboh… kocak abes sambil mengagumi diri sendiri geto deh! LOL … sambil ngider2, gw sempet excited seh ama EMILY itu meskipun kaga selengkap di OZ… akhernya … and Banana Republic yang gw dah nunggu dr jaman gw SD. aaawwww bgt deh!

Ini cogan2 ternyata hobi sopping :P Gw mah ikutin doank sambil berkomen2 ttg cocok pa kaga. Gw bak konsultan fashion ajeh! Bwakakakkakaaa… Neh critanya mrk mo beli spatu getoh .. LOL .. kecian seh si Philo, spatu yg dia mao kaga ada size nye. trus si Rez beli spatu 500rebuuuuu .. Jelek2 maseh kalah ama sendal gw yg harganya 700rebu! Bwakakakakkakaa… Sebenernye gue kaga inget, tp mendadak Rez yang ingetin gw! LOL … ngider2 lage, Philo nemu 1 toko lage en mo nyoba spatu model laen. Eh, Rez blg, "jelek abes dah!!". Trus setelah gw liat, gw blg jg bilang hal yg sama.

Trus kita sempet makan2 dl di Duck King … Aih … gw jd inget Melb dgn roast duck nye. ya kita makan2 yg laen juga seh … Ahhakahkahakhakahkahkahakhaka ….

Kita sempet nongkrong di Beanie juga .. LOL … geto dehhhhh … Pusing deh kalo rame geto!! Pada mesen Ice Blended geto dei … Males bgt deh di Beanie!!! Norakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! Hahahahhahahaa …. Soale byk org2 jayus disono!

Btw, gw mank minggu lalu bikin new glasses. So then gue pake lah .. beberapa ari maren gue mank sempet fix it tp belom sempet ngambil, jdnya baru ari ini. Bwakakakakkakaaa… Gw sempet nanya, "bagus gak seh?". Rez blg, "bagus kok!". Trus gw tanya si Philo, di cuekin!! Itu org mank otaknye lage entah di maneh! Tiap gw ajak ngomong gak nyambung!! Gw blg, "gile neh … Rez liat noh si Philo gw tanya gak jawab". Trus si Philo blg, "iyeh bagus". Rez nyambung, "tenang ajah, si Philo tuh kalo gak blg jelek ya ga jelek. kl emank beneran jelek dia pasti langsung blg!". Wakakkakaa .. Rese tau gak seh?

Ah cape!! td nya pd mo ntn, tp keknya basi2 semua film nye!!! Duduts semua! gak tao yeh tuh si Philo napeh … mendadak jd org yg punya pikiran berat bgt!! bak org stress!! gw jg kaga tanyain deh!! Sedangkan si Rez jg kek org culun … tinggal gue yg sewot sendiri!! hahahahhahahahaha…. gw mah tau masalah mrk masing2, but gw jg gak mo nanya deh!!!

Ngekiin! LOL .. tp eh pas dah mo detik2 mo balik, beh .. si Philo mendadak bawel!! Trus geto dei .. Gile yeh tuh org … baru beli boil baru!! Beh .. CLS ato CLK deh .. gue lupa! keknya CLS yah? ! Anjrit!!! Sarap, brapa duit tuh anak ngabisin buat beli boil getoan!!! Btw, gw nebeng pulang! Udah sempet di modif dikit pula!!

Yknow what? today kita sempet punya convo yg freakin shiet about org2 yg sux di dlm dunia kita!! LOL … sebenernye seh gw yg mulai ini convo coz ive been so sick with those ppl yang bah … hardly i can explain with it. Trus, mulai deh si Rez crita2, en gw sempet blg, "been there done that beibeh!! thats why i really feel hella freaking shiet about those things and those shiet ppl!!". si Philo diem dengerin n sometimes dia juga ngomong dikit. Ya dia mah emank mood nye lage aneh, biasa lg byk masalah! So, just like that!!!

I remember juga seh anak2 KG blg, "trust no one! only trust yourself and god!!". cieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee … nyambung gak seh? Honestly, gw sempet keki ama certain someone. Maren2 tuh anak ngomong something ke gue, when I heard it, I was like, "WHAT DA FCUK MANNNNNN??? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?". gile yeh? after all, gw jd males! hahahahhahaa.. sebodo amat lah! However, gw sempet crita ke anak2, mrk tuh ngakak semua n pd blg, "gile geli bgt dah tuh org mpe segetonya!! elo mendingan ati2 ajah!".

Amazingly thing was … maren2 org yg gw kenal, yg udeh bikin kesalahan slama 10 thn tp gak tao diri, maren sempet begging gw buat di maafin!! Honestly, gw jg dah gak inget, benci juga gak lagi .. but somehow, keknya gw gak isa maafin meskipun kejadiannya dah 10 thn lebih more or less!! I think sorry itu gak bakalan cukup buat ngeganti semuanya yg pernah terjadi! itu anak mpe blg, "i wish everything could be like it used to be!". gw cuman blg, "honestly, you knew that everything wouldnt be like it used to be!!". Wakakkakakakakaa … Taek lah man … it was a long time ago and you just realized it now kesalahan elo apaan!! I was so freaking HS that time, gw maseh ingusan .. Mase SMA en sakit ati pun berpuluh2 thn sampe skrg!! Tapi kalo gw inget2 mank keki!!! Mase tanya2 kabar gw lage n all of sudden keinget ama gw. Alamak mannnnnnn…. Thats so fcukin old freakin skool time! 10 taon mannnnnnnnnnnnn!! 10 thn!!! Thats so fcukin a long time ago!!!

geto ajah seh for today!!! Senen keknya gw mo nomat!! hahahahhahaaa… Gak tao mo film apeh!! We’ll see dei …

made for you - from me!

Friday, May 11th, 2007

Dedicated to that special person who always listens to all my shiets-bluffs-mumbles,etc almost every day!
Made for you, From me!

you and me against the world …
me and you from 2 different worlds …
youre the greatest …
youre the mixture of clark kent’s heart, oliver green’s coolness and
youre as sweet as peter parker …
coz youre my superhero
from the top to buttom i always adore you
youre my sunshine after the rain
when im down you put me up
youre there when i need you
im so into you
because youre so that special!!
so so so special in my life!

@copyrights LINZ 12.05.2007
All Rights Reserved!

PS: thanks for always be there for me!! thanks for the promise you made for me! thanks for the trust! thanks for lending an ear for my shiet problems! thanks for saving me from the rain! thanks for the morning call! thanks for the silly jokes. thanks for being that special in my life! thanks for the stupid phone calls. thanks for the stupid messages! thanks for always cheering me up when im down. i dont care if we’re from 2 different worlds. i dont care if i should against the world for you. because youre my special friend. the most important: thanks for listening my shiet problems tonite!! love ya sooooooo much, duder!!! youre da boss!! hahahaa… hope we’ll be always just like that from the day we met til now!

alamakkkkkkkk ….

Monday, May 7th, 2007

ya amponnnnnnnn si FAREL!! hahahahahahaa…. cool bgt seh? aduuuuhhhh … lucu bgt mukanyaaaaaaaaaa!! kalo jutek tuh lucu bgt!!!! trus kalo tampang bengongnya tuh dodol bangeeeeeeetttttttt deh!! gue kalo ngeliat ngakak skaleeeee!!! gue jd berandai-andai!! hakhakhakahkahakhakhaka … orgnya tuh dingiiiinnnnnnnnn bgt! super duper tidak romantissssssssss!!! culun bgt!!! cakep bgt!! wakakakaka… aduh sakit perut gue!!! kalo dia marah2 lebih lucu lagi!! sarap dah gue beneran!

bayangin donkkkkk cowok yg dinginnye kek es mambo kelimpungan gak sadar kalo dia jatoh cintaaaaaaaaaaaa ama cewekkkkkk!! aduhhhh… lucu bgt deh!!! kelakuan jdi begooooooo bgt!! tampangnya tuh … alamakkkkkkkkkkkkkk! kelakuan jd aneh … keras kepalanya tuh top bgt! kalo udah suka ama cewek, dia rela lakuin apa pun!! hahahahaa… trus pura2 jutekkkkkk trus, pdhal seh … sengaja!

mo tau gak? ada yang lebi bego lagiiiiiiii … huahuahaahahua….
lo tauk gak seh gue lage ngomongin sapa en apaan?
ada2 ajah deh …

Have I told Ya?

Friday, May 4th, 2007

aku kangennnnnnn dirimuuuuuuuuuuu!! hahahahahaaa …

to: ++++++++++++++++++++
subject: have I told you?

message:
because
from the very first moments i’ve been drawn to you. from the very first
moments i knew you were different. from the very first moments i saw
you making a difference. from the very first moments i saw that you
were able.

and as much as i doubt your will. i have faith in
you. and i don’t have faith in many things. and even if understanding
me will take you back to the places you’ve already been. even if it
leads you no where. i’m letting you try, something i hardly do.

i’m
crazy for you because i’ve come to a realization of what i lust in
life. the things that i want. and as scary as it may seem, i don’t want
you. because that means that you are capable of so much more than the
majority. scares you? maybe. scares me? probably.

what scares me… missed oppurtunity.

but
don’t you worry dear. my feet do take one step at a time. but i told
you i’m different. because my mind jumps weeks, months, and even years
ahead. i’m just trying to make sense. of things. =)

and when all is said and done. i miss you my XXXXXXXXX. a lot. a lot.

I KNOW I LIKE SOMEONE WHEN …

Friday, May 4th, 2007

MY SURVEY IN 2004

I KNOW I LIKE SOMEONE WHEN (COMPLETE THE SENTENCE)………

hahahaa.. here tons of RANDOM ppl’s response to da question …  lol .. surprise me!

i know I like someone when… I can’t concentrate on anything else but thinking about him

i know i like him because i cant stop thinking about him all day and i even fantasize about him

I know I like someone when…

…I want their presence near me everyday.
…I yearn for their friendship too

I know I like someone when…
-my heart starts beating everytime i see/think about him
-i can’t talk right and look at him straight in the eyes
i kno i like someone when…
-i start feeling butterflies in my stomach
-think about him 24/7
-i start acting weird around him
i know when
-i always think of that person
-always looking for that person when i get the chance
-butterflies and turn kind of hot or red around them. shy
I know I like someone when… the thoughts about him corrupt me

I know I like someone… when I can see myself popping his zits (if
any) or the just the mere thought of him makes me clench my fist,
distort my face, and my toes curl.

my thoughts are completely, irrevocably engulfed by him. and him. and more of him

i cant help but smile like an idiot everytime i’m near him

i know i like someone when i look around just to see his face & when i blush everytime i hear his name

i know i like someone when i act wierd and my hearts beat faster

i know i like someone when he makes me horny

i know i like him when…… the thought of me being around him comsumes me

i know i like someone when I want to talk to them all the time

When you do your homework and mispell apple with two a’s because you daydream about her

i know i like someone when i want to be with her 24/7 and when im eager to go out at any time just to meet her.

think about hm 24/7 and everything makes me think of him and all the fun times we have

i know when i like someone when you jus can’t stop thinking about him and all you want to do is be with him

I know i like someone when i cant stop thinking
about him.and try to show off.And he have to like me if he doesn’t like
me so i will get over him
i know I like someone when..
seeing him with someone else hurts…
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diz is ma answers
 
I know I like someone when …
he makes me cant sleep
he makes me thinkin about him all day long
he makes my heart beats faster than before
he makes me cant take a look into his eyes
he makes me shy
he makes me speechless
he makes me cant call him cuz dunno what to say
he makes me want to be with him all the time
he makes me want to meet him all the time
he makes me jealous when i see him with someone else
huauhauhauhauha.. dunno .. dun remember …
uuummm …. i dun remember …
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I know I like someone when… I am willing to wait forever

i know i like someone when .. my heart starts to hurt (seriously it does)

i know i like someone wen…i cant stp thinking about them

know I like someone when..
-I can’t stop thinking about him and the mere notion of him makes me smile :]
-I get jealous when I see him talking with another girl
-He can make me happy all day just by saying hi and smiling..

when I know who she really is

I know I like someone when…

> i wanna jump in front of a bullet just for her
> wanna get beaten up just to look like a hero in front of her
> she makes me feel sexually aroused lolx
> i know that i can still continue loving even if she was handicapped. but plz dun burn up ur face coz im that shallow tongue.gif

i know i like a guy when..

he’s all i can think about
i want to be around him all the time no matter what
i can picture his face in my mind
hmmm i’m sure there’s more but i can’t think right now..

i know i like someone when …. i dream of her
(lolz its truee buu not that kind of dream –;;) and when i feel
butterflies bouncin everywhere

i know i like someone when:
- i can’t stop thinking about him.
- i want to be with him real bad.
- feel happier/in a better mood around him.

i know i like someone when i dont even know the reason why i like that person..

i know when i like someone when..
-i wish to be with him every moment..
-i cant concentrate on anything else besides him..

I know I like her when…
-she’s around
-makes me feel happy? i guess
-think about her alot

i know i like somebody when i…start getting jealous if he mentions
another girl or when i find myself looking forward to talking to him.

I know I like someone when just the thought of her leaving me makes me cry

i know i like him when my heart stops at the very sight of him
i know i like him when my eyes gets all dreamy and i cant stop thinking about him

I know I like someone
- when I get jealous when somebody else makes her smile
- when I just start paying out of nowhere for her lunch & stuff
- when I get explicit thoughts bout her

i know i like someone when i see them sign on msn and get all excited!
i know i like someone when i day dream about them on how they’re gonna confess their true feelings for me. MUAHAHA.
i know i like someone when i always give them goodbye hugs at school
i know i like someone when all i talk about is that one guy.
i know i like someone when i notice them from across the room.

know I like someone when…..he whispers my name
or
i know I like someone when…..i think of him non-stop - dae nd nite

Your heart just stops when you see him. Or how your heart just races when he’s near you

i know i like him when i spend every minute thinking about him

i knoe i like someone when i cant stop thinking about them n looking at them if they’re there

i know i like him when i look around the school for him, and see him and start blushing..

i kno i like someone when .. i cant help but wonder what he is doing all the time
i kno i like someone when .. i smile everytime he calls/IM/texts me =)
i know i like someone when someone asks me name
a person and i think about their name first or when i wake up i think
about him and before i sleep i think about him
 
I know I like someone when my heart beats faster
everytime I’m about to see them. And after seeing them, I feel like the
happiest person in the world
 
wen i always want to be near him….wen i always smile wen his name is mentioned…
 
when i get excited to meet him
when i begin to smile/laugh around him for no reason
when i dont mind spending money on him
 
I know when I like someone when

I want to eat him up like a cookie

 
you know you like someone when you see them in
sweats and no make up, sweaty and tired, and they’re still the most
beautiful person you know and you cant help but want to hold them close
 
when you can’t look her in the eyes (if you’re a shy guy)
when your heart skips a beat when you see her
 
I know I like someone when I catch myself fantasizing about him.

I know I like someone when… all i do is think about them
 
when i stop thinking about miyavi
I know I like someone when… when i cant stop thinking abt them…
and i cant do anything when they are hurt in anyway
I know I like some one when I try to forget about them and not think
about them but they end up coming back into my dreams
I know I like someone when I can’t stop thinking about him, and I just
want to hear his voice

 
 
when i admit it
 
 
i know i like someone when i just know
 
 
i know i someone when… i always wanna be near of them and they’re always in my head
 
I know I like someone when…
- I try to find him whenever I go to places
- I start to blush
- Just wish to stop the time when I’m with him
- makes me want to hug him for long time
 
 
I know when
- I write page after page in a journal just on his pretty smile or his beautiful hair
- My heart beats faster and I blush when I’m in his presence or when I just hear his name
- I smile every time he enters my mind
 
I know when i can’t think straight because the blood has rushed away from my head to other places
 
 
i know i like someone
(her) when i cant stop looking at her during class.. and when our eyes
meet.. a 3 second stare contest.. and then i lose..
 
 

  know i like someone when
-
i want to change myself for the better cuz of him (which is something
i’d never do for some silly crush or some guy… so this is serious
liking)
- i get sad cuz he jokes about me having kids with some OTHER guy
-
i could see myself compromising my vision of my future so that "we" can
be together (that yea… is something that’s not a usual me thing to do)
- i catch myself almost calling other guys by his name
I know i like someone when…

-i cant live without her.

know i like sumone, if i can imagine me with them even after they gain 50 pounds, hehe

i know i like someone is… when he calls, i get this huge smile on my face…. feeling embarrassed and happy at the same time

I know I like someone… when she’s true to all who she is and all that she does

know i like someone when..
-he’s always on my mind
-my heart flutters/beats faster when i see him
-he makes me smile.. even when i’m not talking to him
-i do strange things just to see his face

…when i get all weird and awkwardly quiet or something vicx.gif …i start thinking about things more ~ hehe

…when i can’t stop smiling tongue.gif happy.gif

ada cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tuesday, May 1st, 2007

berat mannnnnn … ungkapan jiwa kek begeneeeeeeee

bwakakakakakkakakakakakakakaaa … slurpsssssssssssssss sedapppppp!!!

Irwansyah & Acha - Ada Cinta

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dalam rinai hujan
dalam terang bulan
juga dalam sedu sedan

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