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OH YEA, YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME, MATE!!

gw jd inget kata2 si encek yang dia bilang ke gw waktu itu tanpa di sengaja. sebenernya seh believe or not gw agak sceptic ajeh "ah bullshiet". but after all it happens en bener2 gak terduga!! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha… lebi bego lagi .. lebi krn gw sceptic … trust me, gw udah jd org tertolol di dunia ini … terbodoh … bloon … oon … semuanya! pdhal bertaon2 lalu gw da janji ama diri gw jgn sampe kejadian lagi kejadian 8-9 thn yg lalu krn ketololan gw. hahahahaha… tapi apa bole buat … gw ini cuman manusia, slalu  ngelakuin kesalahan, slalu bertindak gak sesuai hati en pikiran en terkadang apa yg gw plan itu gak sesuai ama yg gw pikirin. sebenernya udah sesuai seh cman itu masalahnya gw brani maju pa kaga ajeh n blg apa yg gw mau (terkadang gw mank mikir ribuan kali dulu sebelom blg gw mo begini begitu, dll more over krn gw punya alasan tersendiri). kata org bener juga, follow your heart. masalahnya gw gak pernah mau follow what my heart says buat ngelakuin apa pun, bisa di bilang otak gw lebi kesambet ama setan2 (si hitam) drpd si putihnya. alhasil elo tau lah apa yg udah terjadi … emank dasar sableng … krn ego en keangguhan (cieeeee kata2 gw, uhui. sebenernye seh gak ada ego ato keangkuhan tp yg pasti itu KETIDAK-PASTIAN TERHADAP SESUATU YANG NGEBIKIN SEMUANYA JD AGAK2 BLUR) plus setan2 di otak, di kuping en hati yang nyampur aduk semua … beginilah … sebenernya seh gw gak nyesel sama skale, krn udah lewat bgt n terlebih krn perjanjian yg pernah di buat … perjanjian!!!!! an oath!!! fcukin oath lah!!!! sapa lagi yg suruh bikin begituan? salahin sapa yaaaaaaaaaaa???? semuanyaaaaaaaaaa … td gw ke CITOSSSSSSSS … cuman buat makan NANDOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! gw ke Kemang jugaaaaaaaa!! bsok2 gw mo ke kemang lage!! hahahahaha… biasa nyari ojekan!! hahahaa kg lah …. makanannnnn geto loh!!!! napa ya gw benci itu lagu pas nge trend en semua temen2 gw doyan kecuali gw!! hahahaha… pas maren2 gw digging lage, gw dengerin dgn bener … hahahahahhaa.. enakkkkk gilaaaaaaa!! telat setaon gokil!!! top abessssssssssssssssss … jay-z mannnnn!!! favorit gw, nyet!!! gak ada yg gak gw suka dr lagu2 jay-z. tp kadank kuping gw suka sarap. PLUS dgn kejadian kemaren yg kaga terduga bikin gw shock abessssss … i was like OH MY GOD!! tried to write all of em down but due to fcukin internet, i lost all ma writing last nite. sumpeh, taek abessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!! gw beneran sport jantung maren, dah kek mo pingsan!! wakakkakaaa… ya hiperbola ajeh, maksudnya prasaan gw kek geto ajah!! hahahahahaha… gw baru pertama kali liat tuh di YM ada yg nulis kek getoannnnn … slama gw kenal ama orgnya jg gak pernah nulis begituan apalagi kuar kata2 kek geto… hahahahhahaa… ini terjadi setelah gw blah blah blah waktu itu … hahahahaa.. HEBAT!!! well, yang pasti it wasnt for me lah … oh yeah, YOU WISH!! hahahahahahaa…. akhernyaaaaaaa ada kemajuan jugaaaaa setelah sekian lama. sumpeh, bener2 menyesatkan tuh kata2… agak2 penasaran seh gw what just happened but i dont wanna ask either. what for lah? balik gak yeh ke melben desember? hahahaha.. meragukaaaaannnnnnnnnn!!!! keknya gw pengen balik deh bentar!! hahahahaahahahhahahaa … tp gw balik ngapain juga? tanggung, mendingan thn dpn skaleannnnnnnnnnnnn … coba tuh yeeee … melb kek perth gitu cuman 3-4 jem by plane trus tix lebih murah … tp sayangnye melb itu di ujung setelah sydney!! damnit!! kambing!! tidaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk … tp gw kaga kangen melben seh!! hahahahahahhaahhahaaa …. udah merusak jiwa raga tuh melben every shiet corners pasti adaaaa …. dr tempatnya dah tutup, mpe ganti baru lagi… eneg2 dah loe mannnnnn!!! pilek gw gokil lah!! hahahaha… td jaya telp gw ngajak makan krn tuh anak ke kampus tp dosennye kg dtg. tp gw dah makan td di citos en baru sampe rumah. ya terpaksa gw tolak. td ajeh di citos gw dah di paksa2 makan pdhal baru 2 jem sebelomnya gw telen byk makanan!! hahahahaha… si jaya ledekin gw lage soal suara gw!! hahahahahaa … during on ma way to citos sempet sms an ama si nenggo. hahahahhaa gw nyasar en salah arah ke citos. gw kaga pake tol, gw dr kemang geto. ternyata bener kannnnn emank dkt fatmawati. cuman noh org2 yg di boil kaga percaya ama kata2 gw. ternyata gw tuh di sebrangnye … terpaksa muter balik!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu …. kambing!! ya wes lah!!! gw ge dengerin umbrella ini loh!! hahahahaha … oh yeah, rocafella!!! you can still stand under ma umbrella lah and i’ll share it with ya!! LOL … cupu dah!!! ah lagu biadap!!! hahahahahahhaa … top abesssssss!!!!

"Umbrella"

[Jay-Z]
Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three… Action)
Ahuh Ahuh

No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank
Coming down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone, we Rocafella
We fly higher than weather
And G5’s are better, You know me,
an anticipation, for precipitation.
Stacked chips for the rainy day
Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[Rihanna]
You have my heart
And we’ll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you’ll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can’t see shiny cars
And that’s when you need me there
With you I’ll always share
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be a friend
Took an oath I’ma stick it out till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

These fancy things, will never come in between
You’re part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it’s part
When the world has dealt it’s cards
If the hand is hard, together we’ll mend your heart
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be a friend
Took an oath I’ma stick it out till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

You can run into my arms
It’s okay don’t be alarmed
Come here to me
There’s no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I’ll be all you need and more
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be a friend
Took an oath I’ma stick it out till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

It’s raining
Ooh baby it’s raining
Baby come here to me
Come here to me
It’s raining
Oh baby it’s raining

i love craig david’s new single: awkward!! hahahhahahahahahahahahhaaa …. and im listenin to it right now!! god damnit!!! LOL … moooooooooooiiiinnnnnnngggg ….

When the sun shines,
we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be a friend
Took an oath
I’m a stick it out till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella

ps: i used to dislike it ages ago but well … after im hearin it AGAIN just now .. its all good!! YOU CAN STAND UNDER MY UMBRELLA!!!

I MISS LESLIE
I MISS DICKY
I MISS MAX
I MISS DARREN
I MISS ABBIE
I MISS JAMES
I MISS JO
I MISS KHEI
I MISS ANDI
I MISS PREE DEE
I MISS CHANT
I MISS ARTHUR
I MISS DRUNKEN
I MISS KC
I MISS VINS

@leslie
first time met ya so bloody ages agoooo … i wasssss soooo soooo bloody just 18 or 19. youre da coolest mannnn… just remember back then youve been always wearing that silly glasses and how you always spoke to me in canto while i spoke to you in english. you really pranked me mannnnnnnnn …. i miss those days in causeway bay!! bah!! miss you, duder

@dicky
met ya thru leslie!! hahahhaa… i still never forget what happened back in 2000. the worst part was when i made a promise but i never kept it to come back on xmas coz i was flying to melbourne and fcukin hell i was kinda regretted it! boooo hoooooo me!! had a good time with ya back then. miss it so badly! from all men i met, damn you rock ma world!! hahahahaa… you’re still that good friend.

@max
got intro you from leslie n dicky. i met first met ya, you just came back from australia n that day you were visiting your 2 of crazy mates. havin a blast time with ya. last day was smacking on ma face!! coz i knew that day i was gonna miss 3 of you, damnit!

@darren
guess, no need to write down our history coz it wouldnt fit on this page to write down one by one! i made a promise that until now i would keep it and wont forget for the rest of my life. meeting ya was the greatest part in my life that summer, indeed. i would turn back the time when i get there one day. hahahahaa … nothing is too late for our damn silly friendship even as if i would across the ocean!! wakakakakkaa… fcukin damn! oh yeah damn prank on me you damn bastard!! hahahahaha… i wont forget that day when you said, "yknow what? today i got a heart attack. my heart is so hurt, i feel i wanna die". you owe me one!! LOL! "Dakishimetaino! Imamade zutto  ienaimama  kakushitetano. Tsuyogatteru soredakenano mitsukedashite. Machiawasemade atogofun mattete!" (JUST MY THOUGHT IN THE PAST 16.09.2004)

@abbie
mannnnnnn… that day when the first time we were classmates. i knew we would be good friends. i had a great time with ya during our friendship. yes, although you arent in melbourne anymore, i’ll always cherish our friendship always forever. coz youre like ma sister! i always wish that i can catch up with you again one day.

@james
met ya ages ago when we were silly n young. being friends with ya was the greatest although you are there and i am here. miss you so badly, mannnn … however, you hardly to go home, damnit!! hahahahahhaa…

@jo
mann… what can i say? youre always there … i cant say anythin except i always thank you for the good friendship we have.

@khei
oh yeaaa youre da mannnnn!! miss your silly jokes, your bloody stupid attitude and our lame jokes for most def. get back here, damnit!! coz i miss you sooooooo ….

@andi
a very long long long story … i was just about 15-16 that time when i saw ya. not sure when we were starting to be friends, maybe when i was 17? love everythin about ya, always. seein you grown up was the best part of ma life. coz i was the one who was there. i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu….

@pree dee
youre like ma big bro! thanks for the friendship. i really do miss you and our days with heaps of our friends.

@chant
youre like ma big sis! thanks for taking care of me in melbourne. i miss your stories and everything. i really miss it when you got drunk and you called then talked about non sense in the middle of the nite around 3am. i was the one you called when you got drunk. thanks for the friendship.

@arthur
got so many memories with ya n friends although im kinda saying it just a lil bit. just love your style. hahaha.. i still kept the socks you gave on v.day n until now never worn it! LOL. i ran out words to describe about you!! hahahaa…

@drunken
half of ma soul n shadow! you always there when im in need, always listen to ma mumbles, grumbles and everything when im sad and happy. maybe if you could yell or scream at me, you would. you knew everything about me inside out and theres nothing that i would not to tell ya because i always do. you always remember my stories and although i never said it but today i would like to say to you, thank you, thank you, thank you ….

@vins
met ya not so ages ago. but half of me you knew everything. sometimes i really do miss the starbucks days, talkin on the balcony, listein to damn old skool and so on with ya. but trust me, i dont wanna go back to the past no more. i have forgiven you ages ago for what you did. its really hard sometimes to forgive someone but time does make you more mature. you are still that friend … RIP, ma brother!

and for the rest of ma mates that i didnt mention here, you know who you are. thanks for always being there for me, with the calls, messages, convos and so on. i really do appreciate all of it. i know sometimes i can be a sucker, but yknow me … im always like this!

kambing!! pilekkkkkkkkk!! fcukin sore throoooaaaaatttt!!! aaaaahhhhh … aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh …. idung meler2! aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! fever … tidakkkkkkkkkk!!! kambing!! mendung2 gene enakkkkkkkkkkkk… tapi gw nya modaaaarrrrrrr!!!! hahhahaahhahhahahahhahaaa …. tepaaaaarrrrrrr!!! apa yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ….

lately byk org aneh!!! yg suka protes ama isi blog gw. lah? suka2 gw donk! gw yg nulis kok situ yg protes!! haahahahahaa… prasaan temen2 gw yg laen kg pernah protes!! but i aint gonna take it more further coz i aint give a shiet!! oh tentuuuuuuu keki tp egp ah!! hahaha… suka2 gw donk kl gw kangen ama temen2 melb gw. hak gw geto loh!! LOL … mana dimana anak kambing saya … anak kambing saya ada di mana2… so what geto loh?

but what i hate the most is, napa org sok nge judge gw dr luar pdahal tau ttg gw bener2 juga kaga. ini seh dah gw bahas dr thn jebot n dah gw post berulang2. hahaha.. jgn lah sok tempe ttg gw kl cuman tau gw just a shiet tiny mini thingy. yang pasti, makin gw di pojokin, makin gw kaga bakalan reveal the real story!!

gosip apa yaaaaaaa??? byk yg kena pilek!! hahahaa … gw protes kemane2 krn pilek gw!! hahahaa… byk yg blg ke gw, get well soon! erni sms gw, ktnye buking tiket balik indo. nenggo sms gw soal dia maen bola. jamie sms gw isengin gw makan sedap malem kbykkan jdnya penyakitan. yang pasti gw protes ke 5 org krn penyakit gw yg rese dodol ini!! hahaha… termasuk si paul (yg udah bae en mendingan) en jaya (yg kebetulan berpenyakit sama). kl perlu semua fone list di hp gw, gw kirim sms deh soal pilek gw!! hahahahahhaa xunarto thn dpn september merit. jamie telp gw dr jerman lama abes maren2. trus gw bombardir org di superpoke facebook. hahahahaha…. changa ngapus semua pics-nya di facebook, tinggal 1. gak ngerti maksudnya apa (yg pasti gw tau). james, ga jelas. jo, sibuk garuk2 kale. kc, gw blom sempet visit lg kan waktu itu gw ketidorannnnn… si kambing ge party2 ga jelas juga. ciyong td sore protes2 hal yang sama soal melb yg sepi n mo pindah. trus samuel beberapa ari ini ngatain gw kek radio rusak ama kek dokter hewan yg mesti bikin appointment dulu. david stress ama ce yg dia pdkt-in. lebih parah lagi, ABS sms gw cman buat blg dia lage boker di toilet kantor. kemana kah org2? yg laen kaga jelas, krn gw belom kontek2 lage.. hahahaha

kalo gue yang pasti protes soal pilekkkkkkkkkk … pilekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! somebody saveeeeeeeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ….. gw tepar sehariannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! makan buanyak bgt krn kurang makannnnnnnnnnnnn … gak bersemangat, mood naek turun, en gw lage sebel ajeh ama org! LOL

plan thn depannnnnnnnnn ke japannnnnnnnnn … akhernyaaaaaaa … uhui!! trus balik melben lageeeeeee … ke sydney donkkkkkkk rame2 one more time!! hahahahahaa … trus ke brissieeeeeeeeeeeee!!! hkahakhakahkahkahakhakhakaa… yg brissie belom pasti dehhhhhhh… gelep!

TIDOR AAAAAAAAAAAAA… GW BARUSAN DA MINUM OBAT!! HAHAHAHAHAHAA… PASTI TEPAR BENTAR LAGE!! TP GW MO NTN UGLY BETTY DULU AAAAA!! DAH MO ABES SOALNYEEEEE….

"just missing ma old friends esp. the oldest friend. i really wanna go back to the past. i do, i if could. because i so enjoyed those moments, with all ma best mates around. we were the naughties, craziest and so much fun in the past. as we’re separated by the continents, mannnnn… i miss you all, duders esp you, ma good mate!! i miss the "treat or tricks" part!! when we laughed at the stupid waiter, we were lookin at the silly necklace, playin the stupid palms bugger, eatin fcukin banquet sushi n crazy full like an idiot, eatin at the same rests all the time and so on. but the most thing that i miss about is the "tricks" part. Your bright smile is left in my heart. I hope our friendship never changes. In those memories that are in my heart right now, I wont forget your heart that found me again".

READING BACK MA OTHER OLDIES BLOG FROM 2003-2006, BWAKKAKAKAKAKAA… IM LAUGHING AND SMILING DUE TO HILLARIOUS STUPID STORIES ABOUT ME N FRIENDS. I JUST READ THE ENTRY OF JULY 2004. OH YEAH, IT SUPPOSED TO BE "SDU 860". HAHAHAHA … BLAME ME FOR FORGETTING A LOT OF THINGS IN THE PAST. I REMEMBER A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE "STOLE" MY CANDIES EVERY TIME HE CAME TO MA HOUSE AND ALL THE TIME WHEN HE WAS GONNA CATCH THE LIFT, HE ALWAYS SAID, "CALL ME SOMETIMES, ANYTIME!!!" (KINDA INSISTING). BUT I AM A SUCKER AND LAZY TO CALL PEOPLE EVEN MY GOOD FRIENDS, MAYBE I JUST HATE THE PHONE! MANY FRIENDS WERE COMPLAINING MA LAZY HABIT OF THE FONE!! HAHAHAHAHA

ON THE MONTH OF MA BDAY IN 2004, MA MATE FORGOT MA BDAY. WE HAD THIS CONVO:
ME: YOU FORGOT MA BDAY!
M8: REALLY? WHEN?
ME: 1ST JULY
M8: I DIDNT KNOW IT. HAPPY BDAY THEN
ME: THANKS
M8: BUT YOU FORGOT MA BDAY TOO
ME: NO, I REMEMBER. I SENT YOU A TEXT
M8: YEAH JUST LIKE THAT!! >>> NGEDUMEL MODE

WHEN I READ THIS JUST NOW, I WAS LAUGHING. IT TOOK ME MORE THAN 3 YEARS TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HE MEANT BY, "YEAH JUST LIKE THAT!!". WAKAKKAKAA… SO SO SO FUNNY!!! I JUST MISS THIS FRIEND TOO. MY FRIEND THE ONE WHO HAS A BAD TABLE MANNER!!! HONESTLY, MY TABLE MANNER IS KINDA SUX AS WELL, BUT WE BOTH KNOW, WE’RE 2 SUCKERS!!! HAHAHAHA…

IT WAS A BLOODY FUNNY TOO, WHEN HE ASKED ME, "DO YOU THINK IM CHILDISH?". SO I SAID YEAH AND HE REPLIED, "THATS NATURAL". OF COURSE, MOST OF MA MATES ARE SOOOOO CHILDISH SOMETIMES!! SO YEAH, THATS NATURAL!! MEN’S THINGY!! LOL …

LEBIH KOCAK LAGI TUH … HAHAHA .. BELOM ADA YG SANGGUP MECAHIN REKOR MISKOL KE GUE SEBANYAK 30AN KALI SAMPE SEKARANG!!! I JUST REMEMBERED IT AFTER I READ THE OLD ENTRIES. SAPA YG BRANI MECAHIN REKOR TEMEN GW?

In this town that I grew up from and with my friends,
Everyone is here. Many good memories were on this street..
I think about those times often. It floats up to my head many times
Without any worries, no worries about the future
When we got into trouble, or mischief, it didnt matter
But now the time is passing..
And our friendship is growing distant as well..
When I look back, I was careless
I didnt think very well
I just like to play alot.
I just wanted those times to be forever
As we gained an year to our age
One or two of us left
All that was left was my difficult physical appearance
I didnt have any friends that talked to me anymore
My friend, whom I grieved for so long, I miss you
We still have our futures in front of us
Start going towards your dreams you have the courage
You and my friendship, its still alive..
The fact that I am living right now..
The fact that we need each other
We arent tied up in the busy exhausted lifestyle
It seems like Im living my life without any thought
But I do have my own dreams
I have my own little world in which I never shake in
Whatever we do and dont do, lets get hope from our songs
and our dances and go out there. Everyone get out there
Instead of deceiving ourselves with the word "friendship"
Lets go out there with our trust in each other as friends
Just like how my heart is right now
Just like how we are right now
You and me, we have the same feeling of starting over again
After twenty years I am finding myself all over agian
There is only a smile left on my face
It isnt about how much we do and how we do it
It isnt about facing foward and running without a plan
Lets talk about our friendship with truth and honesty
Lets go out there after thinking about it again
Your bright smile is left in my heart
I hope our friendship never changes
In those memories that are in my heart right now,
I wont forget your heart that found me again.

ujan2 gene dah lama gak dengerin lagu2 gila!! hahahaha.. gw ge dengerin album yg paling barunya dashboard confessions!! anjrit, beda yaaaaaaaaaa ama yg dulu2. oh mannnnnnn IPOD gw!! cape deeeeeee … sigh … ini kompie beneran bikin IPOD gw rusak!! huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa …. gila beda abes dashboard kale ini!! wakakakkaa… ga ada yeeeee yg lebi gahar? gw mo dengerin yg gahar2. hahahahahahahhahhahahahaa …. ganti … gantiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii …

kenapaaaaaaaaaaaaa 1 lagu yg gw suka ga ada liriknya? hahahahahaa gak ada dimane2… gw males ngapalin!! lagunya seh encer2 ajeh tuh kata2nya … kek geneeeeee … reffnya … STAY WITH ME COZ WITHOUT YOU GIRL IM INCOMPLETE, IM ADDICTED TO YOUR LOVE AND I CANT GET ENUFF. SAY THAT YOU’LL STAY ALWAYS!! byk yg minta liriknya soalnya!! wakakkakakaa… tp gw kaga suka kata2 di reff nye, enakkan bait 1 n 2 nya!! huahuahuahuahuahua….  ada atu lage yg mpe muntah darah dulu2 gw dengerin trus!! iyeh lagu yg laen drpd yg gw dengerin dr jadul mpe skrg. btw, lagu KRYPTONITE enak!! hahahahahhahaa… sapa yg mo jadi superman? sapa yg mo jdi lois nya? waakakkaa pas gw baca liriknya mpe full, oh mannnnn!!! jago tuh yang bikin lirik!!!

gue suka banget ama laguuuuuu HOW DO I BREATHE? HAHAHAHAHAA… DAH BERBULAN2 GW DENGERIN INI LAGU MPE GILA SENDIRI!! ENAK BGT!! ENAKKKKKKKKK!!! UDAH LAMA BGT GAK DENGERIN YG BEAT NYA OLD SKOOL KEK GENEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE …. GW BELOM BOSEN. INI LAGU BAKALAN JD LAGU HANDAL EN ANDALAN GUEEEE SEPANJANG MASAAAAAAAA!!!! BRARTI DAH 4 LAGU HANDAL FAVORIT GUE!! WAKAKAKKAA … UTK SKRG GW GAK TERTARIK AMA LAGU2 LAEN!! BENERAN DAH GILA KAN? WAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKA….

gw kaga bakalan nulis byk ari ini… krn td pagi gw dah nulis cukup banyakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!! hahahahahaa…

PROLOGUE

GUE LAGE KANGEN AMA SEMUA TEMEN2 GUEEEEEEEEEEEE YANG JAOH NUN DISANAAAAAAAAA… KAPAN DIKAU PARA KAMBING2 KEMBALI? HAHAHAHA… KANGENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

JULY 2004

" …. inget gak? kl gue makannya gak abis elo slalu bilank, "elo taok
gak? elo makan gak abis gitu, coba elo liat org2 yg kelaperan. elo udah
untung bisa makan enak, tp elo gak ngabisin". tiap elo ngomong geto,
gue pasti sewot. trus elo yg ngabisin sisa makanan gue. tp skrg elo dah
gak pernah ngomong kae geto lage. terakhir kita makan, elo maseh tetep
ngabisin sisa makanan gue. inget lage gak? waktu kita dinner, gue mesen
bakmi yg pake bakso? ada yg beef ama fish, gue cuman makan yg beef, en
elo nanya gue napa gue gak makan fish nya. trus elo embat bakso ikan
gue, en bilank ke gue, ikan itu bagus. wakkakakakakaa …. tampang elo
lutu deh! KOCAK ABESSSSS!!! … " >>>>>>> HONESTLY, YOURE THE BEST MAN!!! TAMPANG KOCAK N CULUN ABESSSSSSSS!!! WAKAKAKKAKAA.. GW MASE INGET!! KAMBING, KANGEN!!! KAPAN PULAAAAAAAANNNNNNGGGG??? HAHAHAHAHAA… DAH LAMA KAGA KONGKOW … UUUUHHHHHHH …. LOE TUH SATU2NYA TEMEN GW YG PALING DODOL!!  GW BACA2 ON THE OTHER BLOG, FEB 2005, SEBENERNYE GW KAGA INGET DISONO GW CRITAIN SAPEH!! TP KEKNYA GW TAU SAPA SETELAH GW BACA (SAPA LAGE KL BUKAN SI CO YG LAGAKNYE BLAGU KEK DAO MING SHI)!! HAHAHAA… PDAHAL DA GW MAKI2 KRN SEWOT!! SAPA ITU YA YG BELI CUMI2? HAHAHAHAHAHAA… ANJRIT GW KG INGET BENERAN! KEKNYA SI KAMBING DEH!! LOL … TAPI MASALAHNYA ADA KEJADIAN LAEN, JD GAK MONGKEN DI KAMBING DEH!! MASA SEH? KOK GW BEGO BGT? HAHAHAHAHAHA… SI KAMBING DODOL LAH PASTI!!! SAPA LAGI YG KL JALAN TUH DAH KEK GAK INGET ORG, MAEN NYELONONG SENDIRI DI DPN? SAPA LAGE YG KL MAEN GAME STREET FIGHTER, DAH GW TEMENIN, MAEN CABUT GAK BILANG2? SAPA LAGE YG SUKA JEPRET2 ORG PAKE KAMERA HP 3? SAPA LAGE YG SUKA NGEBUT PAKE MANUAL? SAPA LAGEEEEE?? ANJRIT!! KOK GW ISA LUPA BAGIAN ITU YAAAAAA? HAHAHAHHAAA…. LUPA MANNNNNNNN!! DI BLOG GW GAK TULIS SAPA NAMANYA. UDAH PASTI SI KAMBING DODOL, CIRI2 DI ATAS ITU DAH SEBAGIAN DR KAMBING! MASALAHNYA SAKING GW KAGA INGET, GW KAGET ADA SATU (YG GW TULIS DISONO) KL KAMBING PERNAH BERKATA2 YG GAK TERDUGA PAS GW BALIK KE MELB DR INDO. ADUH MANNNNNNNNNN!!! KOK GW KAGA TAO YEH? BODOH!!! LOL! ALAMAK!! GW NYADARNYA 2007!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA…. I WISH, IT WASNT KAMBING, TAPI ITU KAMBING BENERAN!! OH MANNNNNNNNNN …. SUER, GW PASTI DI KATAIN AMA ABS KL GW INI "BODOH" KL GW CERITAIN!! WAKAKAKKAA.. KOCAK!!! OH KAMBINGKU YG MALANG … MAAFKAN AKU!!! lol .. NYET, SORI, GW BARU NYADARNYA 2007!! HAHAHAA.. BASI AMAT!! PDHAL GW DAH SERING BOLAK BALIK ITU BLOG, TP SLALU KELEWATAN. TP GW KG INGET BAGIAN BELI CUMI2NYAAAA …. ***MIKIR BENTAR*** OH IYEEEEEEEE… KITA MAKAN DI MSIA RESTO YG ADA HAINAM NYE ITU, TEMPAT TEMEN GW KERJA!! WAKAKKAKAA… MANK ELO MESEN CUMI YEH? GW INGET ELO NAWARIN GW, TP MPE SKRG GW GAK INGET KL ITU CUMI. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA… SAPA TUH YG BLG2 KE GW MO BFG TP GAK JADIIIII…. PARAH!!! YG NGAJAKIN MINUM TEH? WAKAKAKKAKAAA … ASLI GW NGAKAK ABES. I MISS THOSE DAYS MANNNNNNN!!!! AAAAARRRRGGGGGG … KOCAK2! GA SALAH DONK KL GW NULIS CRITA2 GW DI BLOG LAEN YG KUSUS A.K.A SPECIAL THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN MA LIFE! WAKAKKAKAA… SUKUR2 KL NAMA LO MASUK DI SONO!! KAMBING! LAMA TAK BERSUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA …

29 OCTOBER 2007

ide nulis lagi numpuk, tp gw bingung mesti mulai dr maneh! td barusan gw dengerin lagu2 andalan gw, eh langsung dpt ide. hahahaa
maren cukup mengesankan, aneh plus rada2 jarank terjadi ato emank terjadi tp gw jarank merhatiin. hahahahahahaa…
mmm … maren seh gw ke senci. kan ktnye ga bole bawa makanan ke toilet, jdnya gw masuk dl ke toilet. baru gantian geto, gw
yang megangin plastik makanan. dodol deh .. gak uda ngomong deh kejadian di toilet, ada ce kampung yg gak pernah
ke senci kale yeeeee.. gak ada sopan santun en tata krama. gak ada otaknyeeee .. gak tao apa yeh kata NGANTRI!! mending
cakep, dr td ngapain ajeh di toilet, dandan dulu berjem2 baru maen asal embat antrian n nyelonong slebor di dpn gw. udah bagus
gw isa nahan emosi, kl kaga, dah gw treakin kale, NGANTRI DONK!! LOE GAK LIAT ORG2 DI BLAKANG LOE SAPA AJEH?
GAK SOPAN! kl isa gw kase gas bom aer mata deh pas dia di dlm wc nye!!

cabs dulu ah!!

PS: SEBENERNYA GW DAH GAK INGET ITU PLATNYA SDU 360 ATO SDU 380 ATO SBD 380 ATO SDU 360!! HAHAHAHHAHAA… SOMETHING LIKE THAT LAH!! IT WAS SO FCUKIN AGES AGO!! SEMPET JD IM GW, TP DAH LAMA GW KAGA PAKE! GW SUKA ITU URUP EN ANGKA KRN GAMPANG DI INGET EN DAH KEBIASAAN NGELIAT ITU URUP AMPIR TIAP ARI!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA…. MESTINYA SEH 380 DEH! GW INGET 360 KRN ITU KL GA SALAH NOMERNYA SI JC AMA TONY. SUKA KETUKER2. ABISNYE MIRIP2 SEH NOMERNYA!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA… GILA JADUL ABES MAN!!!

PLEASE BRING BACK MY 360!!!

360! 360! 360! 360! 360!

GOD DAMNIT!!! PLEASE BRING BACK TO ME!!

        나와 같이 함께할 오직
        한사람 눈감아도 언제나 항상
        보이는 사람
        보고싶단 말도 좋아한단
        말도 아직 내겐 한적 없지만

        내 가슴에 사랑을 알려준
        사람 오랜 시간 곁에서 나를
        바라본 사람
        이젠 내가 그대를 지켜줄게요 바라볼게요 변함없이

        언제나 그대 원하고있죠 이렇게 그댈 기다려왔죠
        이순간 영원토록 함께할 하늘이 보내준 소중한사람
        그대인거죠

        그댈 위해 행복을 주는
        한사람 지친 하루의 끝에 그댈
        안아줄 사람
        이젠 내가 그대를 사랑할게요 아껴줄게요 그대만을

        언제나 그대 원하고있죠 이렇게 그댈 기다려왔죠
        이순간 영원토록 함께할 하늘이 보내준 소중한사람
        그대인거죠

        그댈 사랑하는 일 그댈 웃게하는 일 그것 하나만 생각하고

        그댈 그리워하고 그대만 바라보고 그대
        행복으로 살겠어
        (세상에 단 하나 널 위해서)
사랑해 이런 눈물이 나도 사랑해 그대 나를 떠나도
        이순간 영원토록 함께할하늘이 보내준
        소중한사람 그대인거죠

i think its enuff blaming ma-self for da past 4 years, about me n changa! i felt so free, no burdens after i let out everything on the previous postings. the most important thing was i’ve told him everything and yay … im back to ma life again n i know somehow our friendship will be like that always forever and we’ll be good friends like we always be. i cant believe next april he turns 30! anyways, i supposed to visit KC yesterday early morning plus the temple but i ended up still in ma bed coz i didnt sleep whole nite the other day. KC was lookin for me though!! LOL … oh yeah, everyone loves me! not much happened today although i was pretty upset and not in the mood for everything coz my mind was flashing back some scenes in the past and how i missed it!! hahahaha… if you wanna know … i’m still listening to this song all over again, i dont know how many times, maybe by now it has been hundreds!! call me fcukin insane, maybe i do. now my head is able to think properly. i’m also digging to all my old skool shiets that i brought from melbourne! i still left tonz there. so many memories mannnn … ah … please bring me back to the year of 2004 where i was so incredible happy.

How Do I Breathe
(mario feat cassidy)
(i love the lyrics and the beat!! hahahahahahaa. fcuk it!
i cant get this song out of ma mind!)

[Cassidy:]
Hello, Hey Yo Mario Hold On I’m On The Other Line
Hello
[Gurl:]
Yeah
[Cassidy:]
Sweetheart Im Just Callin You 2 Let You Kno
I Got Depressed When You Left
And I Lost It
I Gotta Lotta Stress Im Exhausted
I Gotta Rest
I Cant Breathe Girl Im Outta Breathe
I Might Suffocate If Things Dont Fluctuate
I Beg For You Back I Supplicate
Cos You Need To Be With Me Not Whats His Face
I Kno That In The Past I Was Rong
But You Dont Apperciate What You Have Til Its Gone
C’Mon

[Mario:]
How do I breathe
How do I breathe mmm mmm..
Feels so different being here
I’m so used to being next to you
Life for me is not the same
Theres no-one to talk to
Don’t know why I let it go too far
Starting over it’s so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you
I just had a wakeup call
Wishing that I never let you fall
Baby your not to blame at all
When i’m the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I care
You never would’ve went nowhere
Girl I should have been right there

How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
when Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe

Girl I’m losing my mind
Yes I made a mistake
Thought that you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
I miss you so bad I cant sleep
I wish I knew where you could be
Another dude is replacing me
Girl this cant be happening
I just had a wakeup call
Wishing that I never let you fall
Baby your not to blame at all
When i’m the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I care
You never would have went nowhere
Girl I should have been right there

and I wonder
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
when Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe

I Sould’ve Brought My Love Home
Baby I Aint Perfect You Know
Your Grind Has Gotta tight Hold
Girl Come Back To Me
Cause Girl You Made It Hard To Breathe
When Your Not With Me

[Cassidy:]
Lemme Talk To You
Listen
Baby Girl When I Was Sittin’ In Jail
Sometime I Used To Just Reminisce In The Cell
I Looked Forward To Them Letters I Get In The Mail
And The Pictures I Was Getting As well
And I Appreciate The Times That You Visit The Jail
Well
It Weren’t Congeable But It Was Psychological
I Cant Lie To You Boo
You Phenomenal
And All I Need Is One More Chance To Spend Time With You

[Mario:]
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
when Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe

How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
when Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe

DEAR MA GOOD FRIEND CHANGAAAAAAAAAA
FCUK IT MANNNN … I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO SO BADLY THESE DAYS!!! ALMOST 3 YEARS MANNN BY NEXT YEAR!!!
MANNNNNNN… YOURE THE ONLY FRIEND THAT IM MISSING MOST IN MA LIFE. YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW I WAS WHEN YOU LEFT TO WORK OVERSEAS N NOW YOU LEFT MELBOURNE. I WOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING WHEN YOU GET BACK TO MELBOURNE. AS MUCH AS I AM MISSING YOU SO MUCH AND OUR SHIET SCHOOL DAYS, I APOLOGIZED FOR THE LAST MONTH ISSUE WHEN WE WERE STILL IN MELBOURNEEEEE … TRUST ME, LIKE I TOLD YA THE OTHER DAY, I WAS A LOSER AND I WAS PROUD OF IT. TOO MANY SILLY THOUGHTS IN MA HEAD AND I WASNT ABLE TO TELL YA EVERYTHING. BUT I WAS GLAD I DID! NO REGRETS! IT WAS JUST 4 YEARS AGO MANNNNN!!! IF I COULD TURN BACK THE HAND’S OF TIME, I WOULD! BUT WE’VE GROWN UP ALREADY IN A DIFFERENT PATH OF LIVES BY NOW. BUT IF I COULD TELL YA THE TRUTH, FOR 5 YEARS I ALWAYS HAVE TWO SAME QUESTIONS ABOUT THE 2004 EVENT. FCUK IT!! I HAVENT LET GO THOSE TWO QUESTIONS!!! I WAS GONNA ASK YA LAST MONTH BUT I ONLY ENDED UP ASKED YOU A QUESTION (LEFT 2 MORE) AND I WAS GLAD WHEN YOU SAID, "NO! NO WAYYYYYYY". BUT I BET IN THE FUTURE YOU’LL BE AVOIDING TO ANSWER MY 2 LEFT OVER QUESTIONS. WHY OH WHY? TIME FLIES SO QUICKLY! SO MANY MEMORIES LEFT BEHIND. CHANGAAAAAAA… I WONDER WHY YOURE SO COLD NOW!! YOURE STILL HOLD A GRUDGE MAAAAA FOR THE 2004? SORRY 2004 I DIDNT KNOW IT, INDEED! I NEVER REALIZED IT ALTHOUGH YOU TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES. HAHAHAA… CHANGAAAAAA … LET’S FIX OUR FRIENDSHIP LIKE IT USED TO BE. HOPEFULLY WHEN I GET BACK, I’LL SEE YOU. FOR SURE THIS TIME, I’LL GRAB MA ASS TO CATCH UP WITH YA. I AM PRETTY SURE THIS TIME COZ IVE TOLD YA THE TRUTH THE OTHER DAY!!! I AM FREE AS A BIRD, NO BURDENS ANYMORE!! CHANGAAAAAAA… PLEASE COME BACK TO MELBOURNEEEE …  BUZZ MA INTERCOM, BUZZ MA DOOR, SHOW ME YOUR HUGO BOSS COAT, SHOW ME YOUR LEXUS, SHOW ME YOUR 206CC, SHOW ME YOUR LV, SHOW ME HOW GOOD YOU WERE IN PS2, SHOW ME HOW CRAZY YOU WERE FOR ENGLAND TEAM, SHOW ME HOW HAPPY YOU WERE WHEN YOU GOT THE JOB PROMOTION, SHOW ME WHEN YOU’RE HEADING TO SYDNEY, SHOW ME THE GIRL YOU LIKE …  PLEASE DO SHOW OFF TO ME IN EVERYTHING LIKE WHEN WE WERE IN MELBOURNE. HAHAHAHAHA..  NO MATTER WHAT … NO MATTER WHAT … NO MATTER WHAT … NO MATTER WHAT … NO MATTER WHAT … YOU’RE MA BESTEST OF THE BEST FRIEND EVEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu…. lalalalalalalalalaa …