LINZ SAID SO!!!

25 march 2008

Wooooooo hooooooo!!! I havent updated for ages I think? Think? Think? Hahahhahaa … let me seeeee … I cant remember what ive written on previous post … oh well …

Blah blah blah … after talking, rescheduling and bargaining most of the time … finally me and kriwil (that popular guy by the nation wide and I just like to call him kriwil due to his curly hair and PLESETAN from his real nickname!!) met up and hung out last week. Hahahahaa … yeah, busy dude and I just let him to decide which day he is free and it took a while though. LOL … he was offering to pick me up at home but since I gotta go to the airport to pick up someone (yeah dad’s friend) from Makasar, so then yeah .. I went to MKG by myself. I thought he was joking around about the hang out thingy coz hadn’t heard from him for a bit after he said it. So, on Sunday he sent me a text about the hang out stuff. that’s all!! DEAL!!! We met up in Starbucks, had lunch, chit chat like old skool friends, went to a movie, took pics and went back home. That’s all!! The next day again and again, as usual I see him on TV most of the time like I always do when I have free time!! Bwakakakkaa …. But I don’t really watch his news thingy in the morning anymore coz these few weeks I go to bed pretty early. On the weekend, sometimes I don’t remember that he is on air!!! LOL … because I have other favourite program on other TV station!! For sure, if I remember it, I will watch it. Besides, usually I am still outside during afternoon air time. Hahahahaha …. What a funny guy, indeed. In reality, he is pretty much different from what I saw on TV. But one thing I know, he isn’t like other celeb who is so cocky about the famous thing. However, he is quite decent, nice and not cocky although he is popular by the nation wide now. Well, until now we still keep in touch!!! Its all good!! Maybe one day we’ll hang out again. Just maybe …

I pretty much had a hair cut a week before I met kriwil!!! Then a few days after I went out with kriwil, I went to watch other movie with ma mom!! Hashanah … once in a while mate!!! The next day after I met kriwil, dad went to HK, Macau, Shenzhen and Zhuhai with all his 11 mates, all men!! Haahahaha… then dad went back home last weekend. So happy and he told me many silly stories with his friends!! So so so so so funny!!!

I might going out of state early next month but unsure yet due to the tics are very expensive!! Damnit!!! Aaaaahhhhhh so lazy!! Around end of may or early june, I’ll go back to Melbourne again!! Aaaaarrrgggg!!! So lazy manning!!! But I got sort of a lot of things there!! Hahahaa.. Shiet mannnnnn!!! Other than that, im crazy about ran’s album!!!

GUE MASIH SUKA AMA INI LAGU DR THN LALU!! AAAAAAAHHHHH … UDAH LAMA GW GAK DENGER EN LATELY BARU DENGERIN LAGI!!! bagian reff nya gue suka bgt mpe skrg!! tune nya terlalu gimana geto!! mengugah jiwa!!! ME LIKE SINGING THIS SONG!! HAHAHAHA… WELL, I HAVE MANY SONGS THAT I LIKE AT THE MO.

Maafkan belahan jiwa tak maksud meninggalkanmu
Hapuslah air mata dan hadirlah senyuman
Lantunkan puisi cinta terindah antara kita
Tuk slamanya…..

SIALLLLL!! SIAL!! SIAL!!! BWAKAKAKAKKAKAKAAA … I GOT A NEW COOL HAIR CUT THE OTHER DAY!! FEELS SO LIGHT N BETTER … HAPPY!!! AH .. TOO MANY PROBLEMS IN LIFE, I WAS KINDA PISSED OFF BUT NOW IM BIT OK AND CALM DOWN. DESPITE FOR A FEW FRIENDS WHO NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT I NEED TIME FOR MYSELF, THEY KEPT ON BUGGING ME …

I WAS PISSED OFF SO BADLY (WELL BESIDES ON MA OWN PROBS). HOWEVER, I FEEL OK NOW. COZ I WAS TRYIN TO SEE FROM THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF LIFE AND THOSE SHIET PROBLEMS. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I SO LEFT OUT WITH ALL THE THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN AROUND ME. IM SO NOT LIKE OTHER PEOPLE. BUT AFTER ALL, IM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND EVERYTHING. SO, PEOPLE GOT TO BE ENVY ME. WELL, FOR SURE SO MANY PEOPLE ENVY ME. WELL, GOTTA BE GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING.

ABOUT THE ABCDEFG AND SO ON .. HAHAHAA I DONT EVEN CARE NO MORE. GOD DAMN, I DONT CARE NO MORE. SO PLEASE DE YAAAAAA TAU DIRI DIKIT!! LOL …
BTW, IM LISTENING TO AGFAN - TERIMA KASIH CINTA!!
WAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKAA…

ME STOPPED PRAYING ALREADY!!! SO SO SO TIRED!!! I JUST DONT CARE WITH ANYTHING NO MORE. DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY. DONT CARE ABOUT THOSE THINGS. DONT CARE ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE AND SO ON. BUT SOMEHOW YOU KNOW I STILL HAVE A BRAIN THAT HAS BEEN RUNNING AROUND EVEN SINCE I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO THINK, SO SOMETIMES IM STILL WONDERING AROUND. BUT YEAH, I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT AND I DID. BUT OH WELL, YOU CANT CONTROL YOUR BRAIN … HAHAHHAA…

tuesday, 11 march 2008

despite all shiet things that happened in the past, well, for 2-3 months .. as ive written in other blog. shiet mannn .. i thought everything would cool down a bit. but when i woke up yesterday, there was another thing happened (another 3rd problem this year). i really dunno what to do, indeed this time. sigh … you know it makes me hating more a lot of people. i really dont know how to help myself anymore aka dunno how to solve for ma own probs. you know ive told ya that i would back off and disappear for a while from people for my 2nd problem. i shouldnt to break my own oath that i made last january. damnit!!! fcuk it i shouldnt talk to that idiot!!! L.O.S.E.R!!!!! trust me, when i go back to melb this winter, i would only catch up with DC. aaarrrrgggg … i aint gonna catch up with anyone else esp. that idiot!! bah!!! well, i thought to myself, well man let it go, theres no point for hating someone and blah blah blah … thats why i was talking to that dumb ass. but you know … after all, again that dumb ass is still such a loser!

for ma current 3rd prob! the more i listen to it, the more i hate it!!! i was so pissed off last nite. you know, usually i dont really brag out ma emotion out of people. i only tend to keep it to myself. but somehow, i couldnt take it anymore. sigh … why oh why?

then for ma 1st problem, yeah ive done with it and i had enuff with everything. so i decided to just keep silent and pretend nothing happened. coz i dont wanna play in the shiet game no more.

the funny idiot thing was how could some people who disappeared for months then tried to re-keep in touch with me and pretended nothing happened? what da hell is that? hahhaha… you wish mannnnnnnnn if i still wanted to talk with you, guys!!! who do you think i am? just a fcukin bunch idiots? hahahaha …

anyways, going to HK last time was good. my mind was away for everything else. i had relax mind. but then when i came back home, so shiet … hahahahaha… in 2 weeks im off for holidays, i need to take time to relax my mind again. then, this may im off to melbourne, so many memories there but most of them ive deleted, so im gonna enjoy myself …

the bestest part of life, one of my good mates, clelia, will come to jakarta and bali in october. yes, she is an italian. i just helped her to recommend some hotels in central jakarta. however, i just remember around october i might go travel as well. anyways, although its not sure yet and i havent booked any tics yet … well, im just afraid it would be clash schedule and i cannot meet her. i havent told her. maybe after i really do book my tics earlier, i’ll let her know and see how it goes.

i was considering about how she would go by herself while she doesnt know anything in jakarta. i offered her a favour that i would pick her up in the airport and send her to the hotel that she booked also take her around.

anyways, still a long way to go. hopefully, no clash flight timetable and i can meet her. hahahhaa… she will come a long way to go to Jakarta and i should treat her well as a guest and a friend of mine. there will another friend of ours who knows her named lita. but she lives in west java and it takes like 3 hours drive to jakarta. but the odd thing is, clelia hasnt told lita about this. maybe later .. i dunno!! we’ll see how it goes then …

what else? hahahahaa… yesterday was sucker!!! i hated it!! they served me shiet food twice and different places!! sigh .. and my mood suddenly changed!!! bash bash bash them .. i paid a lot and they served me shiet food!! bwakakakakakaa… i didnt eat much, even their freakin beverage that i ordered was a sucker and expensive plus tasted shiet!!! why did they open that stupid restaurants? AAAARRRRGGGGG!!!! BLAME WHO WANTS TO EAT THERE… NOT ME!!! I HATE THAT RESTAURANTS!!!

me happy!! happy!! happy!! hehehehehehheheheehehehe …
speechless …

oh my god!!!! mo mampoesssssssssssssssssss … gilaaaaaaa … gw baru nyadar sekarang sob!!! tau gak seh 2 minggu kemaren gw nulis apaan? mo mampoessssssssssss, gw lupaaaaaaaaaaaaa kalo CJ ada di friends list gueeeeeeeeeeee!! hahahahahahaha… moga2 tuh org kaga baca tulisan2 gue. gw lupa, gw nulis soal pics wedding temennya yg ada dia nya en tuh anak telat dtg plus gak pake long sleeve shirt, langsung suit!! aduuuhhhhhhh … yang laen seh gw kaga nulis apa2, cuman sejarah pertemenan gw en dia yg udah bertaon2… dgn embel2 yang begitu deh!! wakakkakaaa … anjrit!! sumpeh, gw lupa. gw jd kaga enak ama orgnya. pdhal 2 minggu lalu berhari2 gw dah baca ulang2 apa yang mesti gw tulis en kaga. hahaha.. tetep ajeh rabun. tp sebenernye gw gak inget, gw pernah nulis kek begitu pa kaga. krn gw dah nulis begituan di 4 tempat!! hahahaha… keknya seh nulis kale yeeee di tempat ke 4 itu.