LINZ SAID SO!!!

life is full of ups and downs … well, thats me!! i was being hit another shiet problem. hahahahaa … damn mannnnnnnnnn!!! im sooooo getting use to it. been busy in the passed weeks even until now. hohohohohohoho … but its all good even though i dunno wot to do. LOL … maybe keep on smiling and be more wiser this time? hehehehee … brain is gettin old and blankie ….. yummieeeeeeeeeee … cant sleep well … sigh … every day i need to settle so many things which i wish i didnt have to do it. damnit!

great news!! 3 of ma oldish mates are gonna get married this year. the other friend whom i mentioned on previous post. well, he is gonna get married with his long term gf this november and decided to go back for good after more than 12 years staying in melb. then other friend who has been livin in perth for more than 12 years as well and said to me once that didnt wanna go back at all. the other day he told that he wanted to go back home and ready to propose his gf (sq flight attendant). hahahaa.. soooooooooo cute~!!! then ma crazy friend, XUN, is gonna get married soon sometimes this year, soon around september i think. im just waiting for his invitation!! hahahaa…

what a life? BUSY!! BUSY!! BUSY!! BUSY!!! BUSY!!! i so wanna cry because have been too busy like this! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggg … help!!!

alright, this is the story of one of my friends in melb, our folks are know each other. he has been in melb for like more than 12 years, have a cute and pretty girlfriend and they have been together i think more than 5 years? oh well about 7 or going to 10 years by now? hahahhaa… i think 10 years mannnnnnn!!! mmm what else? in indo, he lives around ma area. however, i didnt really know him before. i only met him like 1-2 times per year even though we live in the same city. i always admire and respect him because he is a hardworking guy. i know his family background and so many people looked down on him. but now? hahahaha… come on mannnnnn … he got a great job, great salary, bought a house within his own money, good looking and 100% top high quality guy and personality that all girls always wanted. now people won’t look down on him anymore. but i wonder when he is gonna get married? maybe soon and now is still saving the money? hahahahaa… i like his gf too, so nice, cute and pretty. theyre a lovely couple. oh yeah, ma folks know his gf’s parents too. hehehehehhee… the first time i came to melb, he helped me a lot with everything also my folks. plus until now … when i was sick and alone in melb, he was the one who helped me too, treated me so nicely, brought me to the hospital, bought me food, etc… hahhahahaa … yknow his gf never gets jealous at all. so sweet … well, thats what im talking about mannnnnn!! a good guy and decent. i always proud to tell all my friends about him. just a reminder for everyone that you gotta work hard to earn everything and to be successful. just let it go if people look down on us. anyways, i just met him today after like 2 years never seen him at all. he came to ma house, at the same time chit chat with ma folks. wow!! he is getting tall and gaining weight. hahahahaa … but his personality is still the same, respect with everyone esp the oldest one (thats what im talking about, so unlike all most of my friends). he’s looking good in his suit, mom said the same thing. but just he is getting too tall since the last time i saw him.

i also have another friend who is exactly like that … he was another old skool friend of mine. i do also admire him until now of his hard working, as same as a friend that i mentioned about. ah well … it’s pretty much the same!! hahahaha but slightly different.

oh yeah, speaking of HSBC guy called vins. i just remember … hahahaa he was offering me to talk with dave (asian dude). but that time he was out. but when i was downdstair and abit confused with the new system in the banking branch site, dave helped me!! hahahahhaa… lol .. good looking! thats all … all of them are new comers i think. coz i dunno them. i only knew old staffs!! but now, i wonder where they are. bwakakakkakaa …

isnt odd when you’re having a hay fever in the middle of winter? yeah, thats me!! it never happened to me before but just this year. i feel pretty shiet right now … well, and its been like a week already. i really cant stand it. but oh well … as usual, i need ma zrytec!! i bought it today in the pharmacy. well, i bought like 2 boxes so i can bring it back to indo and later im gonna buy some more. indo is more crap coz i’ll be more shittie than this. oh mannnnnnn now i know why i hate summer and winter. hahahahahhahaa… allergy is such a bugger!!

today in HSBC .. it felt so odd coz i met this guy called vins who has been working there as a trainee but he got an own office upstairs for premier customer. at first, i met him … i thought he was like an ABC. but not til i heard his english accent somehow is still have a Canto accent once in a while then after all i knew when he spoke chinese. oh well… the fact is, he is from msia and canton race. i was supposed to talk with an indonesian bank staff but so shiet … that stupid indo woman was kept on chatting with other indo customer. me and folks have been waited like a shiet, half hour or so. so then, i saw this vins again … hahahaha… ma mom approached him and that indo woman wasnt that happy coz she thought we were talking about her on the back, but well we did indeed coz that slave idiot woman was such a biatch! i couldnt imagine as if we waited for more, it might be like 1 hours plus plus. so, this vins guy was taking care of us. he was so nice! hahahahahhaa… and the fact is, he is damn good looking although looks like a nerdie (thats so not my kind) and have a nice handwriting. but its all good, he helped us a lot to transfer the money from HSBC AUS to HSBC IND. he did everything for us and treated us like number one customer in the world. hahahahahaha… honestly, i never had a chance to chit chat with him but ma folks did. thats all .. oh well, more or less like i knew everything about him in just 15 mins… he’s gonna go to BALI next year. well, more! it was just a funny experience. for sure, everyone is going to tell that i need to hit that guy, be friends with him, etc … lol … i dun think so. "HELLO MANNNNNNN … HE IS SINGLE!!">>>>> who says that? i just laughed til ma head fell off … some other have been thinkin too much and bluffing on me and i just listened, smile and said, "i think all of you must be insane, thinkin too much!". DOOOHHHHH …

well, thats all for today, i guess????????? oh well … i cant remember what i did today. well, its gonna be so busy these few weeks. im planning to go to syd and canberra sometimes this month or early july

monday.09.06.08

hahahahahhahahaha… went to da weds and i ate a lot mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! loving it!!! my eye laid on a guy with his monkey in the next table!! hahahahahaa… he reminds me of someone whom i knew in the past. the problem was … i couldnt take off ma eyes on his earing!! hahahahahahaa… bah!!! its been so ages mannnn since the last time i saw guys in earing. well, in indo you hardly find them just in a certain crowd only!! hahahahahaa … whats the problem now? nothing!! it was just funny!! i think he noticed that i was lookin at him (well, not literally him but his "annoying" earing!!!). aaaaarrrrgggggggggggggggg … i dont hate guys wear earing but i love them!! LOL …

anyways, ichigo-kun is soooo kuteeeeee!! hahahahaa… hor hor hor … i think im really gonna droll ups and downs if theres a guy as same as ichigo in ma class or well, ryo-kun!! hahahahahahaha … oh yeah, in your dreams!!! theyre just anime characters!!! im not a fan of pretty boys hahahaha.. lovin the hardcore ones!! kidding mate!!! wakakakkaakkaaa … too much watching animes!

sigh .. after being an owl for so long, well in these a few days ive been sleeping a lot!! hahahaha.. such a lazy bugger!! and yknow what happened? that crazy baka added me on myspace? what da hell mannnnnnnnnnn!!! i think i denied it like twice?!! hahahaha… i told ya mannnnn!!! that person is a dumb-ass!!! and i dunno why in the past i hung out with that person a lot.

oh yeah, what did i do on last friday? i met a few people!! well, its been like 3 months!! one of them asked me why did i get slimmer!! hahahahaa… damnit, i was sick for like 2 weeks and couldnt eat much. plus i got other compliments!! hehehehhheehehehehehehehee … thats all. nice people …

i got usher’s new album: HERE I STAND and i love this album so much!! so much better than his previous ones!! all songs are good!! good! good!!! its been a while mannnnnn …. honestly, i was listening for nothing til today when im writing this that i just realized that im loving this song!! hahahahahahahahahahaha … SO CUTEEEEEEEEE!!!!

USHER - WILL WORK FOR LOVE

Can you help me?

Anybody out there help me

Please can you help me?

Excuse me mister, I fell on hard times, I need some help

But don’t need a dime, don’t turn away, I’ll wash your clothes

If you let me stay, find your revoke,

Day after day, people walk by, I can’t catch their eyes

I Pull out my sign,

it says:

Will work for love

I will (3x)I’ll work for love, overtime

Baby, it says will work for love

I will (3x) I’ll work for love, for all my life

I will work for love

Can you help me?(help me)

Anybody out there help me (does anybody out there)

Please can you help me?

Excuse me you two, got love to spare?

Search my whole heart, it ain’t none in there

What meets a star, i’m on my last

Don’t have no love, that’s cause he got placed

Day after day people walk by, I can’t catch their eyes

I Pull out my sign, it says:

Will work for love

I will (3x)I’ll work for love, overtime

Baby, it says will work for love

I will (3x) I’ll work for love, for all my life

I will work for love

it says:

Will work for love

I will (3x)I’ll work for love, overtime

Baby, it says will work for love

I will (3x) I’ll work for love, for all my life

I will work for love

I remember the day i lost my heart (hey yeah)

took it for granted i went to far

fall down, cried and  to feel that love again

I Hold on this sign till the very end

Do anything

I will (3x)I’ll work for love, overtime

Baby, it says will work for love

I will (3x) I’ll work for love, for all my life

I will work for love

well .. 2 days to go … wooooooo hooooo … honestly, im not really excited about it due to so many reasons! yeah, one of them yknow lah .. hahahaahahaha .. i miss one my silly friends in melb/syd. but i guess, everything won’t be the same anymore. hor … hor … hor … did ya know what happened? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA …

woooo hooooooooo Usher feat Jay-Z : Best Thing .. (so cool man this song)

Whats up Baby,

Look, i know you don’t want me to call you baby right now,

But i just gotta talk to you about sumat real quick,

Suprise you even took my call..

I just gotta few things i gotta, gotta discuss with you.. would you mind if i ask you a question?

Listen, Is there any chance that you remember me being any more than just a horrible man..

and would you consider pullin this trigger and taking a second shot  at romance

Oh Bbay

I want the days when you were my girl and i was your man, know i took you for granted,

But it wasn’t until now i see how much i miss you..

Girl i’m sorry that i ran the streets acting like a damn fool..yeah

But for once, here goes the truth

I can’t be fake i can’t be phonie

Acting all hard thats the niggers thats lonely

i tried to flex but i confess that when you left you took the very best thing

the best things that ever happend to me

you took my best thing,

the best thing that i ever seen

you took the best thing that i ever seen

you took the.. the best thing that i ever had

and now all i feel is stress coz when you left you took the very best

Remember mimi or vita, remember isha or eva

I ain’t got em no more, hey yes

niomi or jenny - the same outcome is chilli

Girl, i let em all go..

no more trickin and kissin miscelaenous chicks

acting like a jerk, woman i been to church

and i talked to the bishop and he wanted me to share this with ya..

How much i miss you

I’m so sorry that i ran the stressts acting like a damn fool

but for once here goes the truth..

Can’t be fake i can’t be phonie

Acting all hard thats the niggers thats lonely

i tried to flex but i confess that when you left you took the very best thing

the best things that ever happend to me

you took my best thing,

the best thing that i ever seen

you took the best thing that i ever seen

you took the.. the best thing that i ever had

and now i’m all out with this stress coz baby when you left you took the very best…

I couln’t see how good it was until i could’nt see you no more

why did i have to act like that

damn right girl i want you back

acting like a G, straight M-A-C and P-I-M-P

got my arms empty

in the night time

and thats the right time

when i got time

Listen to whats on my mind

I can’t be fake i can’t be phonie

Acting all hard thats the niggers thats lonely

i tried to flex but i confess that when you left you took the very best thing

the best things that ever happend to me

you took my best thing,

the best thing that i ever seen

you took the best thing that i ever seen

you took the.. the best thing that i ever had

and now all i feel is stress coz when you left you took the very best

well, this album .. in every country has a different version!!! Indonesian version has 18 songs (with one bonus track: will work for love), but American only 17 tracks. Japanese version got like 20 songs plus forever young and revolver tracks (well I got them already). I havent checked out the Aussie version yet!! Hehehehhee ,,,

welcome back .. hahahaa its been a while again since the last time i wrote here … actually i did write some on other places. after this and that … oh well .. lots of things happened .. yahahahaha… then again … i dunno where to start .. damn …

met and being friends with a lot of people, had too many probs in life, illness and so on. hahahhaaa… fcuk with the life mannnnnn …

been busy watching DVDs most of the time. hell yeah .. movies marathon and i got like 50ish to watch and now only left about maybe 20ish. I finished them like in a few days or a week. i cant recall. nuts …

i was also ill for 1-2 weeks. but now all are OK. hehehehehehe …

finally got ma tics confirmation … im leaving on 11th june to melbourne again. sigh .. all fully booked except that day even for the return tic is hardly to find. god damnit!!! be back soon … im gonna catch up with a few friends as well.

i think people moving their life faster than myself … hahahaa.. well, i do know that i also moving forward like everyone else but im such a snail!! im just a happy go lucky person. well, im talking about one of my good mates. well, we’ve been friends like this long … i always think that he is one of my good friends for life. but yknow what … i was a bit shocked to see the news with ma own eyes .. hahaha… how can a good friend is not telling me anything? i dont know i should piss-off or not. oh well .. i was just like OH OK!! hahahahahahhahaa … i guess, by that youve already known what i meant. well, everyone has their own life and keep on moving forward. i was thinking to catch up for a bit after its been like what? 4 years havent spoken much or either catch up when i get back to oz. but after this news … hahahaha … i think i gotta back off from ma good friend’s life. yes we do still friends but everything isnt the same anymore. well, i guess this is the fact.

what else? kriwil wanted to catch up sometimes next week. i am pretty tight in scheduling due to im leaving next week on wednesday while i knew his day off will be on monday. however, i will try to squeeze the time for him. i was saying to him that its better to postpone the hang out thingy til i get back home. after blah blah blah … i was reconsidering it .. well, not bad to catch up with a friend and its been like a few months we havent hung out. we’ll see how it goes after we bargain our timetable!! hahahahahaha.. mannnnn .. what a both busy people!! LOL …

on this weekend and sunday ma mom’s cousin will do the wedding party thingy. well, i guess im gonna attend it. hahahaha … woooooooooooooooooo hoooooooooo … what else? hehehehehee … 2moro im gonna do the smoothing hair thingy!! ive made an appt already!! yahahahahahahahahahaa ….

well, i guess thats all for this month’s story!! LOL …